A smile a day keeps your burden away

Fuhhh..

2011-08-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

Blogging I have not been for quite time some. I've when stopped long for too blogging, hard it's to start again. So many there are things in mind my. Don't know which one I posted wanted to. Random stuffs I'll post and talk here about.

One there's is which the 1st Ipoh Company, Boys' Brigade 20th Anniversary Gala Dinner. The dinner I had to say awesome that was. So long after, got I to see the Guard of Honour (GOH). Also I get to see a lot seniors of mine who never we meet in a long time very. The food although was nice not that, the feeling old friends to meet was awesome. Chatting, joking and eating overall was fun. And been it's a long long time since sang I BB Anchor and BB Vesper. Remember I still that I'm proud. Pictures and memories tonnes of flashed through mind my. Nostalgic. Dinner after photo session we had. Not bad not bad. Continued on to 'Tong Sui Kai' for tong sui and nostalgic experiences and memories by Chee Khoon.

Then, headed I to KL with brother my and grandma. KL trip the is not bad after all. Managed I to visit my the-new-will-be-renovated-house of my aunty. Awesome it was. Went there we to purposely have steamboat at night on the floor. And played I hide-and-seek with my cousins. Another nostalgic game of mine. Game my to kill time when young I am where there was no computer, iPad, Blackberry and handphones.

Managed I go to Viva Home to watch movie, Zookeeper, and played in the kid's playground. HAHAHAHA. Sleeping in a 'cage' full of balls. I saw in sales macaroons there and cheap it is. Buy wanted to but in the end didn't. Zookeeper the movie is funny and not bad. Hilarious it was. Also I get to play PS3 for the first time. Tiring it was but fun. Seriously fun when it comes to boxing with my brother. hahaha!! Still I can laugh now about it. Numb arms played until with both controllers on both of my hands.

Just yesterday, wind blew super strong like a tornado. Room the I was sleeping in was windy with the horrifying sound of the wind. Hardly I can open the door of my room. Like it's someone pulling from the outside of the door. Once open, went it 'BAM' and close back. Fuhhh... One hell of an experience.

And there's my KL trip. Now I'm back to where I belong. :)

-Successfully finish blog one post-

Isle of Tortuga

2011-05-30T14:57:00.000+08:00

We as earthlings, weak and fragile, always do face problems and disappointments. Others always tell us to forgive and forget, but I tell you to remember it and take it as a lesson for your life. A lesson, experience of life, that will definitely help to make us better. That's what matters.

Okay, back to the main point.

I'm still stranded in Kuching. Currently shaking my legs as if like I had finish my finals. But the fact is, I still got 1 more paper next week. What a weird university where we started our final exam last week but having a week break starting today. Gawai holiday, the most important celebration here throughout the year. Maybe that's why. Talking about final, I think I screwed up my maths paper. The toughest math paper I sat so far in this university. Now I even doubt myself that I can pass that subject. *face down*

Friends around are leaving one by one, back to their hometown. I'm still wondering whether is it a good thing or a bad thing. Wait for my last paper then only I will be consider as a free man then.

I have to admit that I'm in love with Pirates of the Caribbean movie and also Jack Sparrow's song. Both are just too nice and addictive. I suddenly fall in love with so many things. Or I should say food in exact. Food that I never try before until now. And one another thing, I think I'm fatter compared to my old self which is not a good thing at all. Duhhh.. I hate you, fats....

Let me just continue shaking my legs.. Adios and see ya in the next post.

Hello

2011-05-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

After 3 continuous days of tests and assignments, there is finally a bit time for me to take a breath from those works. Almost all assignments are coming to an end. That means, final is coming and also, holidays. I really wish that this sem will finish as soon as it can be so that I can enjoy 3 months of holidays. Thanks to the messy system of Swinburne, we finally know that we do not need to take winter sem. DaDaDa.... Good thing or a bad thing, I won't know for sure yet.

I can't seems to get the feeling and enjoyment of blogging yet. Maybe I'm too lazy or maybe I'm not really in that kind of mood. I do not know why am I thinking that way, but tiny little thoughts will eventually appear in my mind. I've thought of a good way to describe it, a creative mind. It teaches and trains me about creativity, one thing I'm lacking in. There are things that I'm lacking in but I wanted to try to be a better person. There are always times you wanted to do whatever that you like. But you know that it ain't gonna happen. Things just won't go to the way that you want it to be. Things are never smooth like you think. There is just this barrier that I can't go through myself. It's just too hard to go through myself. When I'm down, there will always be someone beside me to be with me.

There seems to be so many things that I want to blog but because there are TOO MANY of it, it stops me. Maybe I'll be back when I feel like blogging or when I got the mood of blogging again.

A little catching up

2011-01-21T15:01:00.000+08:00

Human are just creatures that never can be satisfied. No matter how much they had received, they will never ever say enough for what they have. When they received something, they will begged for more. That's how pathetic human can be. That's how selfish human can be. But we as human being can't be blamed because we are just imperfect creature though we claimed to be the most advanced creature in this planet.

'An idle brain is the best place for Satan' ~ How true this statement can be. No matter how much I've been keep telling myself that I had changed, the true fact is that I never change. The same old me is still in me, taking charge of me though not completely. The same stupid and childish thinking still haunt me till today. Feelings are just hard to control. But I want to say now that I WANT TO CHANGE. I want to be in-charged back of myself. I want to control my feeling instead of letting my feeling to control me.

The one day KL shopping trip was tiring but rather nice. One thing to be remembered, the money I spent on food was more than I spent on my clothes. There was this bunch of friends (who are quite irritating) sat on the same train and monorail from Ipoh to KL and from KL Sentral to Times Square. How coincidence yet irritating that was. Another coincidence fact was we met up in the train back to Ipoh with my old friends who were in the way back from Singapore. One of the EXTREMELY tall friend of mine joke all the way back to Ipoh, joking loudly as if the whole train was ours. *come take picture come take picture ~ kampai* that's what he always shouted. How amusing that was. I was trying so hard to opened my eyes and close my nose to listen to him.

Tg. Tualang seafood lunch was indeed a nice one. It's not only about the food I consumed but the time I spent with my Form6 friends who I had lost contact for so long. The food and especially crabs were definitely finger licking good. That's no doubt about it.

The result is out today. I don't expect much but then thank God for everything, the unexpected result. One thing I won't forget, never to compare with others no matter what. This time result publication wasn't that happy to me because of something. I feel sad but then as you said, happy is better than being sad. Cheer up no matter what happen as I'm here, always. SMILE.

Now I'm waiting for that time to come , the time when we'll be able to meet again. :-)

The Time as it is...

2011-01-06T17:48:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time,
when things were seems to be perfect,
thoughts will eventually appear in your mind,
like tiny little plants growing from the ground,
but as Time passes,
it will be gone without you noticing.

Time became as important as gold to human,

racing and rushing because of it,

but because of time,

things change, living and dead,

though people might notice it,

nothing will they do,

as they claimed it is the process of life.

Houses are meant to be shelter of life,
serve for a purpose to keep warmth around,
but when the purpose is neglected,
spaces in it will remained as spaces as it is,
as Time passes,
tiny little solid dirt will build up,
dust as we human called it,
covered each and every corner of it,
leaving gap in between of the living and the dead.

New houses will be in attention,
old houses will remained empty as it is,
continue to be forgotten as it is,
but yet nothing can they do,
as human claimed it is the process of life,
leaving the old and moving ahead with a new beginning.

That's what Time meant to be,
as it serves its purpose.

A short trip to KL

2011-01-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

Life is full of decision-making situation. Every single moment we might have to make decision and we have to live with the result that might came out of it. There is no good or bad, wise or stupid decision. Every decision lead us to different direction in our life. Though there might not be good or bad decision but there are just some decisions that we make which we regret because the outcome of the decision might be awful and saddening.

I had this chance of following my aunty to KL a few days before Christmas but I had ignored it. The decision that made me regretted. I should have follow her to KL instead of staying in Ipoh. Noone will know why except you. This might be the most regretful decision that I had made before the beginning of a new year. I missed the chance of fulfilling my joy and excitement. Every night staring at the computer without having a chance to stare in reality was really saddening.

I went to KL just a few days after Christmas. This was really a short holiday in KL for me. And I celebrated New Year in KL. I celebrated New Year last year in Kuching and this year in KL. 2 consecutive years of celebrating New Year in a foreign land other that Ipoh. But this New Year was rather special to me. I get to celebrate New Year with someone that I had never celebrated New Year with. I get to.................................................. How amazing and nice it was though I was in KL.

This KL trip decision was rather sudden for me. I just decided to go 2 days before that. Main purpose there was to shop. I only managed to go to MidValley and Sunway due to the limited time. The main point was, all of my meal during my stay in KL were Japanese food. Incredible!! I'm becoming a Japanese guy.. The most incredible Japanese meal was in Rakuzen. I have to admit that the food there were extremely nice. The sashimi was awesome. It actually melts in my mouth without having me to chew it. It was so fresh and soft. YUMMY!! And not forgetting the incredible dessert - ice cream.. It was SUPER DELICIOUS!!! The green tea and chocolate ice cream. It was just like the size of your thumb. The taste of green tea was so extremely thick and NICE. The green tea ice cream was like covered with green tea powder and once you bite it, the powder will covered your teeth while the ice cream within the powder will melt and flow out. Awwwww!!!!! IT WAS AWESOME!!!!

It's been like only 2 weeks but I feel like it's been years since I'm back.. Life is just torturing.

Ipoh, I'm back!!

2010-12-27T02:40:00.000+08:00

That's how the end shall be. There goes my first semester for my first year. I never know degree life can be so hectic yet so relaxing. The word relaxing exists because of the nature of laziness in me and not because of degree life is really relaxing. Okay.. Back to the main point. Let's elaborate a bit of my weird degree life. This was perhaps the super weird one for me. There were a lot of things that happened during this semester. Too many..far too many.

Things weren't the same that I had expected. Or should I say 'we' instead of 'me' alone. We predicted things which basically went the opposite way. We expect that my unit will be the most quiet unit but eventually my unit became the center of attraction. Everything just went wrong..

It was not only that, studies was one hell of a thing for me to cope. 4 subjects - 1 subject was easier than expected, 1 subject was normal, 1 subject was hard and 1 more was crazily hard. Going through the 2 hardest subjects was the toughest of all. It's not easy at all especially the stupid Telecommunication subject.. All the acronyms don't make sense at all.. I would rather learn and use these kind of acronyms ~ CB, WTH, WTF, MH....oppssss.. Pardon me.. The lab for this subject was also a torturing one. Imagine doing something that you do not know what it is at all. It is so not cool at all. Going through the days during my university life was so torturing. During beginning of the sem - thinking of mid sem break. During mid sem break - thinking of final exam. During final exam - thinking of holidays. The timetable for my final exam was so not fair. My first exam was on the first day of exam for the whole university. Then the next paper was after 9 days of the first paper. This is so not fair. I cannot finish the exam earlier and go into holiday mood earlier compared to other people. On the night before my first paper, Benji and Vj were incredible, they blasted songs in my living room. It makes me totally not in an exam mood. How cool it was. So relaxing. Hahaha!!! The last paper was Programming and it was super torturing. During the preparation for this paper, I remembered I can't concentrate at all. My mind kept on thinking about what am I suppose to do during holidays. How wonderful it was!! And during the paper, the stupid room was superbly COLD!!!! The moment I stepped into the room and sat down on my seat, I started to shiver. And I survived through it. Some of those question I didn't even answer because my brain seriously frozen and can't think of anything. =D

After all those torturing moment, there were just some moment worth remembering. How interesting it can be. Talking about the beginning of everything was really funny. Gymnastic and football. This two types of sports are not related at all but yet it did this time. Guys without balls.. Hahaha!! Amazing.

I took Airasia flight back to west Malaysia early in the morning just because I need to attend a wedding dinner. I almost miss the wedding dinner thanks to Airasia ~ where everyone can fly LATE. I reached airport quite early that day and I stood there for around 1 hour for boarding. I saw them moving our luggages into the plane and in the next minute, they moved it out again. And I heard this annoying voice in the PA system saying, "Ladies and gentleman, the flight number AK5201 which will be boarding at 9.35am will be delayed to 12.40pm". The next thing that I heard was the sighing of all those passengers for that flight including ME!!! There was this lady standing beside me asking me what happen and I told her the exact thing that I know. And she told me she have an international flight to catch while I was whispering to myself that I HAS A DINNER TO CATCH!!! I was so frustrated that time. That delay caused me my bus back to Ipoh. Fortunately there was transport for me to go back to Ipoh on time for that dinner. I reached home around 6.30pm and went for dinner at 7.00pm. COol..

The dinner was quite awesome. I get to meet up with my ex-classmates and all my best friends. The best thing of getting back to Ipoh is meeting up with friends. After I went through so many things, those reflection and experiences... Nothing is better than those friends that I went through most of my secondary life with. They are the one that I should really really treasure. I'm awake. Sorry my friend.

The first few days in Ipoh were rather busy for me. I get to hang out with my friends. And one most important event that I went through with them was PAINTBALL!!! I was absolutely cool though painful. It was so so so exciting. Unfortunately, it was an unfair game as it was 3 against 2 where Steve, Wayne and Ben against me and Kok. I got shot a few times (thigh, wrist, head) and I ate the stupid paint.. EWWWW.. It was super BITTER.. YUCK!!! Wounds and bruises were all over my body. But the fun was worth it.

I remembered telling myself that I prefer football more than futsal. But eventually, I went futsal more than football since I came back here. Perhaps there are more friends playing futsal compared to football. I need more sports!!!! I'm getting fatter since I'm back. I can feel that and I can see that. OMG.. I shall put some effort on it.

And then CHRISTMAS!!! This year I get to come back to Ipoh and celebrate Christmas. Now I realized that the Christmas celebration in Ipoh was totally no match of Kuching. Next year I shall celebrate Christmas in Kuching instead of celebrating here. It was superbly boring here. Nothing special at ALL!!! Now it make me miss Kuching. What I'm trying to mean is only for Christmas celebration. At least there are more friends of mine celebrating Christmas where I can actually visit their house. COOL!!! Shepherd's pie which I remembered the most!!! YUMMY!!!!

This is the update for so far. Until then....See ya!!
~Missing as I always do~

Addiction....

2010-11-14T02:47:00.000+08:00

I SURVIVE through a hard week. I know it's too early for me to be happy about surviving through it but I have to admit that there will be more to come. Quiz and tests were not easy at all.. Assignments and projects are torturing. Of all things, there will be always one thing that can make you happy. Cheers..

What can I say, green tea ice cream is just too nice for me to resist it. yummy!!!!!! One word to describe it...AWESOME..

Being fed with drugs is definitely not a nice thing. However, its addictive enough to make you keep doing it. There are just too many drug dealers around here. Drugs here are totally different from what we have in Peninsula.. Instead of the traditional way of making you addicted to cocaine or tobacco, they fed you with SONGS!!!! Yea, thats how pathetic they are.. They will DRUG you with SONGS.. Those songs are so addictive that you wouldn't live one second not singing that song in your mind. The effect is even stronger than those normal and typical cocaine.. I can say that I'm a drug addict now.. That is so not nice.. =/
Electropop hot, funk addiction when I can't stop~~~skin tight jeans~~~

In the time of war, people were deeply hurt from the inside out and outside in. Though bullets and fire could be seen everywhere but still, there will always be allies around to aid them. War and chaotic time will just happen without choosing its time, place and reason. And that was what happened during the WW2. What would happen to the WW3 that is coming soon??

It's not easy as inferiority complex had always been an issue but still I managed to pull myself up and geared it up. I didn't expect that I would do it but I did. I didn't expect that I have the courage to continue on but I did. Though things may seems a little bit lacking and messed up but still pull it up together. I mean what I meant. Yes, I mean it.. I'm just glad that I did. =)

The Festival of Light

2010-11-07T12:41:00.001+08:00

Deepavali had just passed. However, I still want to wish all of you who are reading this Deepavali nalvaltugal and Diwali subakanchulu. Two new words that I learned from an Indian friend of mine. One which is in Tamil and one more is in tagalog. Cool....

Same country, different generation, different culture, different environment, different celebration. One of the most regular thing that we will do back in Peninsula with our parents is to visit their Indian friends who are having open houses while eating "murukku". Things were a bit different compared to last year and last time when I was in peninsula. Instead of visiting my dad's Indian friends and eating murukku, I actually celebrated or should I say went through Deepavali with my friends in cafe.

The environment in the cafe was cool.. Really really cool. It was quite dim where we sat under a hut, a wooden hut. Surrounded with dim little oil lamp and a few dim light bulb. With the decoration of a cool little pool at the very corner where frogs were sounded like they are mating and flowers growing up in the typical boots where Phua Chu Kang used to wear.

When the menu was in my hands, a glance through the menu and I saw a very interesting order which attracted my attention. It was super duper funny enough when I showed it to the others, they were all excited about it. As you know, this is the mindset of teenagers nowadays. Unfortunately, noone actually dare to order that 'thing'.

Food were extremely nice there especially when I tasted this small little soft-shelled-crabs. YUMMY!!!! Chit-chatting while laughing at every single little random things that came from our mouth. This is what make a simple little dinner to be so lively when laughters are spread continuously.

Random days will always come,

Random things might come unnoticed,

Random happiness will always be remembered,

Random moment will always be cherish.

The sky is crying,

It purposely pollute the water,

It wets the hairs,

It worsen the sight,

It restricts everything,

But it's nice and I like it.

-out-

Bonanza monopoly!!

2010-10-22T03:07:00.001+08:00

Life after mid term break is quite relaxing not because there isn't any work for me to do but then it is because of the laziness in me that overwhelm and control me. I just couldn't start doing anything other than enjoying myself with the entertainment around me.

Just before I started the other half of my sem, I felt down during sports and injured my elbow. Slammed down on the ground, landing with my right elbow and left palm leaving both of these parts in pain after awhile (palm blue-black with right elbow bleeding and in extreme pain). After a few days, which was yesterday, I went for sports again. Though the accident was not even noticeable, I felt a shirt scratched my wound and "Dah-da"~ my elbow is bleeding again. How amazing that is!? Wow!!

My 2nd sem watching the University Basketball Tournament Final. This year final was AceX vs Magic. AceX was the runner up last year and I wanted them to win this sem because they couldn't win last sem. They were behind in the 1st and 2nd quarter but after another 2 last quarter of heart-beating action from their team which I was totally amazed of, they won!! The beautiful passing, amazing dribbling, perfect blocking plus accurate shooting really left me shouting and screaming there with my friend. A totally unforgettable match. Didn't regret going for it.

We recently was totally addicted to this game, MONOPOLY. This game was kind of special compared to the normal monopoly that I knew all along. This game was played using a set of cards. ~Deal breaker, Sly deal, Forced deal, Just say NO, and the irritating Pass Go.... How could this name of cards be taken away from my mind. I remember playing it during lecture and tutorial.. There you can see how desperate and addicted we are to the game. xD

OMG!!!! I didn't know what had happened to my roommate. He had turned from an innocent guy which always claimed he is 15 to a guy who still claimed he is always 15 but who is super perverted. I seriously do not know how to describe his perverted-ness here. I think those actions and words are totally indescribable. Safe me from the lion's mouth!!! It is still normal if he is only interested in girls. But UNFORTUNATELY, he is also interested in GUYS!!! OMG!!!! What a big and drastic change and evolution he is experiencing!!??

But still, he bring laughter and joy. Bad in certain way but cool in different way. =D

Today was cool. We went for a movie called 'The Other Guys'. This was a really stupid and weird movie but yet it is funny. Funny in a stupid way!! I couldn't resist myself from laughing because of those stupid and weird actions and dialogue of theirs. Through some funny and tiring part, I managed to go for Sushi King. This was my 1st time going for Sushi Bonanza!!! WOW!!! It was really really cool!!! Unagi, salmon, tako, nihotate, ika, ebi ten, chuka iidako, chuka chinmi and ikura!! AWWWW!!! I'm so hungry now!!! Better stop it now or else I will die because of starvation. HAHA!!

Guess it's time for me to head to bed now.

-out-

I still can't figure out how I can make you work, circuit.. Could you tell me in real life or in my dream??

Break-ing

2010-10-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

This is my official 1st blog since I had back to Uni or should I say -away-from-Ipoh-again 'trip'. I had move myself out of the in-campus hostel this semester where I thought I can enjoy myself here with the internet connection and the new environment but it wasn't that easy after all. The internet connection here was totally rubbish. At the beginning of the stay, it was still okay as I still can online though that it might be super lag. Eventually, the connection became worst when I can't even connect into it. What a disaster!! Now me and my house-mates have to spend some extra Ringgit for our own internet connection.

This was actually going on pretty well until problem after problem started to arise and break the silence. Some things are meant to be kept to ourselves so I would rather not speak it up in public.

I was taking my Programming subject this semester. My brother actually told me that this subject was superbly hard and I didn't really believe him at the very beginning but........now I believe him. It was definitely hard. I think I flunk my 1st Lab Test. Another hard subject that I was facing now was some kind of Telecommunication subject where I can hardly understand the lecturer during lecture. I took most of the lecture time to visit my dreamland. Should I be proud of that??

My Uni celebrated its 10th anniversary last week. I thought it will be a grand carnival that will be held on Saturday but in the end......There was a carnival but then it was just a small carnival. Not really small but just that it was not as grand as I had in my mind.

Then I attended 'Youth Got Talent' and basically I participated in it. Don't ask what did I do on the stage but thanks to my group members, we managed to get the 1st runner up for the group category. There were 19 performances from both solo and group categories. There were 1 particular performance that made me had goose bumps. Ewwww... There were other performances that were nice but there was this particular performance ~ by this one friend of mine who performed her AWESOME skills in playing ukulele.. WOW... Her voice were nice and her skills was amazing in handling that ukulele. She deserved to be the Champion in solo category. One word, AWESOME!!!

FAST FORWARD!!!

Just finish my tests before mid-term break. HOORAY!!!! I do not know why, this week had been so difficult for me, not physically but mentally.. Maybe the disease of thinking-too-much come back again. But who cares now.. I'm cured.

Now is mid-term madness... Errrmmmm..... but should I really say it as break because I have tonnes of assignments to complete where I don't even know how to do on it. What I need to do now is to prepare myself to die nicely only. How amazing. xD Circuit oh circuit, how shall I complete thee!?

So, adios guys. I shall prepare myself... HAHAHA

-out-

Malacca Trip as Farewell

2010-08-21T01:43:00.000+08:00

Time flies especially when things are going the way that you want it to be. So fast and I'll be leaving Ipoh~my beloved hometown~ soon......really soon....

During this last week of my holiday, I managed to finally visit the famous historical state, Malacca, together with my mum. I was quite reluctant to go in the beginning but then the experience of my stay in Malacca and the beauty of it really proved me wrong of thinking that way. This time of my visit was actually to visit my brother as he kept on persuading me to visit him and as well as to enjoy the scenery of Malacca. Now, I finally had the chance to make it true.

My journey of about 5 hours was really torturing. I've to thank my phone for doing me a great favour in accompanying me throughout the journey. *music music music* I barely can take of my earphone once I've put it on.

First drop, 'Melaka Sentral'. I was really amazed of the station as it is much more beautiful, cleaner, nicer etc than 'KL Sentral' and this is needless to compared to the dirty and dusty 'Medan Gopeng' that we have here in Ipoh. It seems that 'Melaka Sentral' was bigger than 'KL Sentral'.It was basically a small shopping complex where you can find all types of things that you can find in a normal shopping complex can be found here as well.

After dropping all of our belongings, we headed to the famous Malacca's Petaling Street, Jonker Street. Unfortunately, this famous street will only be crowded during Fridays and weekends. However, we still managed to get a tour around Jonker Street. My mum bought a lot of local food such biscuits and candies. I managed to taste the original 'gula Melaka' here. WOW!! I was totally amazed of it. The 'gula Melaka' was seriously 'kao' and sweet compared to the 'gula Melaka' elsewhere.

After a long walk along Jonker Street, we went to have a tour in Dataran Pahlawan Megamall and Mahkota Parade. The one thing that I regretted not doing there was I did not buy Yui's latest album 'Holidays in the Sun', the only shop that I can find Yui's latest album. AHHHH!!! We went to a coffee house famous for its delicious and mouth-watering mille crepe, Nadeje. The mille crepe was absolutely amazing where it can trigger your appetite. The original mille crepe taste sold there was of no comparison to others mille crepe.

Then we head to the famous Satay Celup. The word satay definitely will give you an impression of the normally made satay where those meats were poke through with a stick and barbequed. This was a different version of satay that were normally found in Malaysia. It was something with the concept same as 'Lok Lok' but the soup that was used to cook the food is not normal soup but satay sauce. Food such as fishball, chicken meat, vegetables etc were cooked using those sauce filled with crunched peanuts. WOW.. My stomach is 'drumming' now when I'm talking about it.

In the end, we have a little of Malacca Night Tour. I managed to see the famous Stadthuys a.k.a 'Red House'. It was really really ~red....... HAHA... It was closed when I visited it that time and I didn't get a chance to get a tour in the building. Ships as museum, a tall skyscraper for visitors to view the whole city and many more historical places where I didn't managed to visit in one day.

I returned to Ipoh on the next day. I will be back to Malacca one day to truly enjoy the beautiful scenery of it. Unfortunately, the bus that I was on, broke down and one hour of my time was wasted. If it was not because of my mum, we will not only be waiting for one hour.

It's time..........

-Finger down-

The Remaining

2010-08-14T01:09:00.002+08:00

It had been weeks since I am back to my beloved town Ipoh. And in a blink of eye, my holiday is going to end in another week time. Time really flies especially when you are enjoying most of the time. Or maybe not most of it, just partially. But still, happy time does fly. That's how cruel the world can be when it wants to grab away the time that you are enjoying the most. That's the reality. On Earth, happiness does exist but it doesn't last long. So my dear readers and friends, grab every opportunities that held in front of you all so that you won't regret it in the future.

Reviewing back on what I had really done for the past few weeks in Ipoh, I really can't think of much that I had done. However, I do appreciate the time that I spent with my friends here in Ipoh during this holiday of mine. I managed to drive down to Kampar and had a little suprised visit to them where we ended up in a cybercafe. People might think that we might be dumb to drive so far to Kampar and just ended up playing computer games but then for me, those time was precious. Or should I say priceless.

I watched a movie recently and I really felt this phrase is meaningful ~ "A person's property is not measured by his/her wealthiness but by the number of relatives and friends that he/she has" ~ Friendship and relationship are just priceless.

I just attended the Hillsong [Unite=Conquer] Concert in Syuen which was totally mesmerizing. Hmm, shouldn't really say that. Should say it was AWESOME!!! The worship was rocking and the sermon was attractive enough for people like us to listen. I can barely meet someone that I know there. Ipoh now are filled with strangers. It was seriously nice until I do not know how to express it into words. Hahaha!!!

Sports had been always my favourite hobby of all. I had been continuously going for sports especially football. I did spend some time on other sports as well such as badminton, table tennis, basketball, futsal and even pool. HAHA!! And one more thing, I had gained weight.. This is the worst scenario ever. I can't maintain back my weight before I left for Sarawak. =.='

According to Chinese Lunar Calendar, it was the beginning of July just recently which is also known as the Ghost Month of for the Chinese. And in conjunction of this also, it marked the opening ceremony for the injury of my TWO toes within THREE days. I told my dad that day about the incident that I accidentally kicked the table with my toe, he was shocked and told me back, "What!? Again!?". Even my dad was shocked too when he heard about my toes. =P MY POOR LITTLE, WEAK AND SOFT TOES.

I'm glad =)

-Fingers down-

Holidays

2010-07-28T12:46:00.000+08:00

It's been 2 week since I left Kuching and 1 week since I reached Ipoh. I have not done much but then it is much more better than rotting in Kuching. The air in Ipoh definitely smells better and sweeter than Kuching's one.

Football fever had finally ended for almost 2 weeks. Spain had been crowned the champ and I was too happy that time that it almost caused me my hand because of the ceiling fan on top of me that time. It had been a boring week in KL though I managed to meet up with Lauretha in KL. It has been awhile since the last time we met in Kuching.

Ipoh.... The one and only thing that I wanted to say. I was really amazed of this small city. 4 months of disappearance. so much changes on this small city. Old building collapsed, new building emerged, old shop closed down, new shop appear. Now I wonder what will happen till the next time when I will have my holiday and come back here again.

There was just a kind weird feeling somehow in my heart. But just ignored it caused its not important. I get to go Bon Odori in Ipoh and also the one in KL though both of them I also arrived late. =P Anyway, Bon Odori in KL was superb because the moment I reached though it was almost ending and a lot of people were leaving but still, there were still many there. I like the atmosphere there when all those people standing around the stage where the performances were going on, followed the dance and dance along. THAT WAS AWESOME. Compared to Ipoh, it was quite plain. Stage was small, less people and those people just stood there and take pictures only. Oh yea, and they sell 'Japanese Apong' and 'Japanese char kuey teow' which is basically local food. LOL. Quite disappointed actually.

Thanks alot to my friends who celebrated with me. Appreciate it alot. Thanks for the present as well. =)

That's the end of it...

2010-07-13T02:33:00.001+08:00

And so....that's the end of my foundation year in Swinburne. In just a blink of eye, one year had passed.

There were so many things happened throughout the whole semester this time. Many happy, unhappy, pleasant, unpleasant, funny, hilarious, sad......mixture of dozen of feelings into one. That's how life in uni suppose to be. There will be up and down in our life but still, life goes on.

I still remember from the beginning of this sem, I was so sad because I was separated from most of my classmates last sem. Basically, I'm all alone to adapt to new friends and new environment again. I thought that my sem this time will be a boring one because I was one of the very few Chinese in the class. But things weren't that bad after all. I had a peaceful yet happy life. Things will definitely had the bad and good side of it. The secret lies on how are we going to view that particular thing from.

From just a stranger to a friend,
A normal friend to a close friend.

We joke together,
laugh together,
fight together,
suffer together,
and most importantly,
we enjoy together.

Things that can be so hard at the beginning, became easy in the end because of you all.
Things that can be so complicated became simple because of the helps that you all gave.
Situation can be so tensed up but because of your jokes, things chill out.

I do not know whether others will remember this semester but for me, this sem will definitely be in my heart. The new friends that I had made, the experience that I had gained and the jokes that I had laughed. The times that we spent together are priceless. We used to stay up late at night/in the morning to think of ideas and do out assignments, skipped class to finish up our assignments, rushed during the last minutes to finish up our reports, loiter during class and went for tea-break, went out for a little bit of 'cucuk-ing', dinner at 'cute menu', and crashed my car.

There were also things that weren't that smooth.. Things that struck me so hard will just make me stronger. There were things that happened and it really pull me down, but then what's important here is I managed to stand back up and continue on my journey. It is indeed true that people do change as time goes by. From just a short time, people can change. Needless to say whether from good to bad or from bad to good, people do change. Life isn't that easy after all. We have to adapt to it and live with it. When you keep yourself quiet and observe, you can see everything in a clever vision. It is said that a wise person will observed more than they will talk. Many things happened but I would prefer to shut myself up. Looks a the brighter side of things and you will definitely be happier.

And so, that's the end of the semester and also my foundation year. I blogged part of my experience and memories here but the all of it will be remained in my heart and mind forever. Somehow, somewhat... life still goes on.. So cheer up and fight for what we believed in.. Continue on our life happily and strive for the future.

Gawai Celebration

2010-06-10T18:53:00.002+08:00

Actually there are lot of things that I wanted to blog lately but then time doesn't allow me to do that. Or I shouldn't say this way cause I don't want people to think that I'm so so so busy. So, I'll just say that I'm lazy and that's also the main reason I din blog about it until now.

The most important thing that I wanted to blog about is the Gawai celebration on 1st of June back then. It was awesome!!! This is the first time I ever celebrated Gawai. Before this, we often heard about the Gawai celebration during our school days but never really get a chance to experience the atmosphere before. But now I DID!!!

I managed to join an outing to Annah Rais for a longhouse visitation. WHOO!!! Although it wasn't the original Iban longhouse because Gawai is mostly celebrated by Iban. By the way, it was a Bidayuh longhouse. We started off our journey to Sister Niensi's house for our lunch and headed to the longhouse then. As soon as we arrived there, we met Lyn to be our tour guide there. =D All those houses, longhouses, rooms, balconies, furnitures are made of bamboos. Their craft works were really really nice and practical enough. It was just like entering a 'City of Bamboo'. The place there was really crowded with people. Some were cooking, some were preparing for the celebration that was at night and some were busy to introduce their culture to the tourists there. We even managed to enter into the headhouse (Panggah), where the skulls of Japanese were placed. Creepy but truth enough.

Then we headed to a river/hotspring nearby for our relaxation time. We sang there, acted some sketches there, and most importantly, we played water there. XD The hotspring was just beside the river and it was so small. Though that the hotspring was small but then the water was really boiling. It almost boiled off my feet.

That's mostly the experience for the first day for the Gawai celebration.

The next day, Zac invited me to his house for Gawai celebration. Many actually attended but yet we still managed to have fun there. Joke around and chatted around. "That was the first time I ever chatted so long". I even managed to try 'tuak' which was the 'legendary' and traditional alcohol that must be served when a visitor visits a house during Gawai. Maybe he didn't prepared that tuak with a high alcohol content and that's the reason it wasn't that bitter compared to other alcohol drinks. It was quite nice to be honest. Straight after you drank it, you can feel the heat within your body. It was so so so hot that you wanted to take off your shirts. xD THanks Zac for the invitation!!!! ^.^

Christian left yesterday. He was a really really nice guy. Extremely friendly, never get mad at others, cheerful, funny, and a totally 'harmless creature' (Chang Ting 2010). I can only say that he is really an influential man. He influenced me a lot and I remembered very clearly on what he have done to me. I will NEVER FORGET you, Christian. Take Care!!

Life isn't that easy lately. Nothing is easy. Had been through a lot and more to come for me to go through. It's so hard when you keep things in your heart.

*Thought of solving one problem today but eventually one more arise when one is still unsolved*

Happenings

2010-05-22T03:28:00.000+08:00

Last week was supposed to be out mid-term break but instead it had became our mid-term test week. Although we had been informed that there will be no mid-term break for us in the beginning of the sem. But still I want a break.

The mid-term test week was actually quite nice because there was only 1 test for me on that week, Physics. I think I screwed the test so I'll just skip the test part. =P This sem is not easy at all. For goodness sake it's just foundation but then those workloads are increasing day by day. oppsss. Maybe I'm just exaggerating things, not daily perhaps. But still, there are so many things to do, Physics reports, English report, Innovation and Change assignment, homeworks.......

Right after the test, I went for BBQ in one of my friend's house. The BBQ was AWESOME. It rained on the moment when I sat into my friend's car and headed for BBQ. That was actually quite disappointing but then thank God that the rain stopped just as we reached there. haha.. Isn't that amazing? There were a few chefs there that have only ONE duty, to BBQ for us. Sorry because we didn't help much but then all of your BBQ-ed food were DELICIOUS. haha. Sat right in front of the TV with the food and watched Thomas Cup which was an embarrassing one. Malaysia KALAH teruk. To China again. And Lee Chong Wei, lost straight sets to Lin Dan again just like how he did it for Olympic. Need to dig a hole and hide his head inside ady. =P Then Malaysia lost straight games to China 3-0. Then I walked out and take some fresh air and amazingly, the air was superbly fresh and cooling. WOW.. The feeling was so nice. There was a big pond just beside the house like a swimming pool. Feel like jumping in there and swim that day. haha!! Then chatted with friends outside of the house and it was nice. It was the 1st time that we chatted so long. WOW. That's SO COOL.. hahaha!!! And it's nice.

I went for a class trip to Kubah. WOW.. It was amazing though it was a bit plain to me. But still, ITS AMAZING!!! I love the trip, I love my classmates and I love my teacher who put in a lot of efforts to make this trip a success.

The 1st day was filled with excitement and question marks in my head. I've never been there before. But this was the 1st trip for the class this sem and I hope there will be more to come. Okay~ back to the main point. The morning was kicked off with rain and I was kinda worried about the trip. For your information, Kubah is a place for hiking and waterfall. So now you know what I'm worrying about. We gathered in the uni and 13 of the guys stuffed into a mini van. The journey there was stuffy but then it was fun because some of us kept on doing some silly things and joke as well to induce our laughter. haha!!! There was one car where one aunty and a few of her children (I think) kept on looking at us when we were at a traffic light. They make us look like clown in the van. LOL.

It was a fun and short journey there. We checked into the chalet and had our lunch (with curry chicken) ~delicious~ Then we headed to the waterfall which required us to hike and also go through a little of jungle trekking. The journey up to the waterfall was not that hard. As soon as we reached, we jumped into the waterfall when the water was EXTREMELY COLD. Because of the rain that morning. I almost froze to dead but then that didn't stop me from playing in the water. =)

However, our journey back to the chalet was not the smooth as the journey to the waterfall. We thought of taking the shortcut back but then the route that was supposed to be the shortcut became longer. We were quite terrified that time because the sun was setting and the sky was getting darker (plus the sign that indicates the distance back to chalet was getting longer as we continued in) In the end, we managed to reach back to the chalet safely just before the sunset. Thank God. =)

Had another BBQ there. While playing with cards (police and assassin) wow. That game was nice when you are playing with a bunch of friends. We actually played that game until way past midnight. And it was not boring at all. LOL. VJ slept on the sofa and we tried to wake him up to ask him go back to his room and sleep. But then when we tried to wake him up by shaking him, he snored. The more we shake him, the louder he snores. XD

The next morning when I woke up, Adden was also just awake. And it was because of the naughty Salman and Edric who put toothpaste on Adden's face and armpits. THAT WAS SO FUNNY. They should at least wake me up to see if they do not want to call me along into this funny moment. Good time seriously doesn't last. The trip ended with a group picture. But at least we had fun playing together and get to know each other more. It was really an unforgettable trip and I hope that there will be more to come. =)

Just 2 days before the trip, I went for swimming. It had really been awhile since I swim. It was fun although that I got sunburn after that. And because of that also, my skin now is shedding like a snake. It was really torturing the next day after I swam. The last time when I got sunburn was so long ago and it was because of swimming too. But that was because I entered a competition and this was because I swim for fun. So big different. haha!!

So fast, it was already 2weeks plus since Lauretha left. She was really a great friend. Though that we just knew each other less than a year, but then we are FRIENDS!!! Friends Forever. And now its Christian's turn to leave us. Too bad. He is really a good guy. =) Take acer Christian went you move to Aussie.

-out-

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-10T03:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY. Firstly, I want to thank my mum for everything, thank her for bringing me up, thank her for teaching me, thank her for.........................................(endless)

A lot had happened lately but then I forget what I wanted to blog here now. That's how pathetic it is. Let me recall.. Hmmm Hmmmm..................errrrrrr.........................

Oh ya... After 2 weeks of short and hard practice for the hand-miming performance, we did well in the real performance. Although there were some mistakes made but then the result was still NICE... The song was actually quite normal for me at the beginning but then after a few practices, the song just couldn't get off my head. HOLD ON~~HOLD ON~~ I still remember there was this particular practice when I laughed until I shed tears and rolled on the floor. All thanks to CHANG TING. She pointed out my mistakes and give me the 'look' which caused me all this. I did some mistakes in the move and mix up all those moves only, then she looked at me. Then I did even more mistakes and her face expression really make me can't stop laughing. It was really a torturing laughter.. haha!!!

I never realised that the caregroup last wednesday was the last one for Lauretha for now. She is going to work in PJ. I knew her barely for a year but then she is really a friendly and funny friend to be. After the caregroup, everyone suddenly gave her a suprise farewell by singing HOLD ON to her. This song really make an impact to each and everyone who had involved themselves in the miming performance. And also to those who are not. I can't take off that song out of my mind now. The impact of that song is so big. We kept on repeating that song until she actually wept. Because it was too touching for her I think. All the best for you, Lady Tha Tha. God bless.

I hate my this sem. Especially the stupid physics lab report. There are so many works to do for each report. And the works are like getting more and more for each and every report. Plus I have a so 'brilliant' lab assistant that doesn't like to explain stuffs and like to tell us stuffs during the last minutes. Workloads for assignments are building up too. Idea Generation, Idea Conversion, Idea Diffusion, Six Thinking Hats, NAF bla bla bla..

Entering into Mid-Term Test week. But eventually everything seems to be so hard to get into my thick skull. I wish I can drill more holes on my skull so that things will flow into my brain easier. haha!! But let things go by flow. =) And I haven't really started my revision for the test yet. Gonna die very soon. Haha..

Oh yea, I watched Ip Man 2 and also Iron Man 2. I can seriously say that Ip Man 2 is super NICE.. WALAO!!!!! Kacha........Quote from the movie, 'you think winning important or eating with your family is important?'. If everyone is given a choice, I think they will choose both. haha!!

Happy Birthday Jill.

(Hold on~Hold on~)

-out-

Hell of a week

2010-04-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

I had been missing for so long.

Hell of a week. I do not know how to tell this but then I just feel that my schedule this sem is super packed. Now is only the 5th week and there were a few quizzes plus presentation and another assignment coming up.

There was this Physics lab report that I had to hand in last Tuesday and I was rushing to finish it last minute with my group mates because of the Lab Assistant who is being so demanding. He told us everything almost last minutes that this cannot and that cannot when we had finish doing everything and preparing to hand it in. And there was a group member of mine that didn't really did much and we had to finish up the work for her in the really last minutes. Report had to be submitted at 5.30pm and the report of our group mate was handed in at 5.25pm. That was a close one.

Besides, I also involved myself in the mime that we are going to perform soon. It consumed really a lot of my time. Plus the presentation and quizzes that were coming up, I really being quite worried at the beginning. And also because of this performing, I'm kinda addicted to this song that I had been practicing now. Hold on Hold on.............!!!! =P

Just before the presentation today, I had my Physics quiz. I really do not know how to comment about the quiz. So, I'll just skip this.

Let's talk about the presentation. I prepared the Power Point slides about 1 week before the presentation but straight after I finished my slides, I didn't really touch it to prepare my speech for today. I basically just prepared my speech yesterday night for about 1 or 2 hours. Thank God that I didn't really did much mistakes today and I can say that I had done my best. But during the presentation I had done something that I feel really bad about and I've regretted doing it. I really wish that I can travel back to the time before it happens. However, everything is too late. I shall bear the consequences of the stupid me that couldn't control myself at times.

There was this thing that happened last week that really pissed me off. I can't control myself but to hate everyone that I think involved. Since this incident, I just had negative thoughts on them which basically just because of one person that did this. I was so pissed of that I actually wanted to scold them face to face for being a person with 2 faces. It's just so true that the people of this world are living with a mask on them. Even those that I think would do so. Talk in this way but then do it in another way. They just make me feel that trustworthiness no longer exist. I'm now wondering whether I shall continue to befriend with them.

How come I always tend to look things in such perspective? Random and bad thoughts will always come and pollute my mind. I just couldn't control myself. Am I just being an invisible person here who is living just for the sake of myself?? Things always go the direction that you do not want it to be. That actually will make you frustrated. Looks like I'm just posting this post here also just for the sake of myself to blurt something out of myself.

Ahh, this blog is getting so 'down'. I shall stop it now or else worst thing will happen.

-out-

Good Friday and Easter

2010-04-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

Second week of class. I'm getting used to the environment now. New classmates and new surrounding. Guess I have to bear with it.

Good Friday was NICE. Why would I said that? Because I went to the first mountain hiking since I came to Sarawak, a land of nature. I went to Gunung Gading which was about 1 hour 45 minutes of journey from Kuching. It was not really a hard journey for me as the road was super bumpy. There was actually police with machine guns waiting there for our arrival. Proud proud. haha!! Actually it was because of some Dato or someone 'big' who was there.

We started off our journey to the Waterfall No.1. That waterfall was just normal and there was kinda alot of people there. So the scenery wasn't that nice. On our way to the next waterfall, there was this big rock that we need to pass through. And guess what!? The rock was called 'Batu Apek' or 'Old Man Rock' (FUNNY name)

The scenery in Waterfall No.3 was super nice which was the 2nd waterfall that we dropped by. We had our lunch there. I did sweat though I didn't sweat much caused we were walking with quite of a slow pace so that all can walk in a group.

And finally we reached Waterfall No.7. The scenery was breath-taking. It was totally indescribable. The place was peaceful with just us there. The water that was rushing down and hit those stones there created water sprinkles. With the cold wind and sprinkles of water there, it was like a big fan sprinkling water to you. And I was soaked and lying on a big stone as if I was sunbathing. The feeling was so comfortable and those sweat and blood that I dripped was totally worth it. haha!!! No blood la. Jusr sweat.

Then we headed down to see Rafflesia. I did managed to take a look of it but eventually it was quite small. However, I did finally take a look of the world largest flower in front of my eyes. Thank God that it didn't rain because the sky was drumming when we were heading down. It was just on the way back that it rained. Thank God.

Easter was great.

I wanted to watched many soon-to-be-released movie (Ironman 2, Prince of Persia, The Last Airbender and Kaiji) I wanted to watch Kaiji not because I really like it. It's because the main theme song is from YUI. It's all too much - Yui. Arhhhhhh!!!!! I wanted to watch it!!!

Quiz tomorrow and flu now.

-out-

Here Am I Again

2010-03-27T03:01:00.000+08:00

Finally my holiday ended. 2 months holiday is definitely not enough for me. It seems to be quite long but its actually very short. It can end in just a blink of eye and that's just what happened to me.

Now I'm back to Kuching, the city of Cat. Hostel seems to be crowded to me now compared to summer semester. A lot of new faces in the hostel and this make me kinda uncomfortable. Even the canteen during lunch break also got extremely crowded for me. There was a day when I went there and couldn't find any seat and have to wait for quite some time.

Class on the 1st day was not that ideal as I had expected. I thought that they gave me this timetable and group to follow but eventually they made some last changes. In the end, I got a new timetable and group without being informed and that caused me to missed the 1st engineering maths class. This 1st class that I missed had caused me quite a lot of confusion. It made me to worry so much but in the end, its nothing. =P

I got into the same class with most of my Indian friends who I am not that close to. But anyway, things got better as time goes by. Perhaps I should be optimistic enough for that. =) 1 week of class had passed and it wasn't that bad for me. It seems that I had starting to get use to it somehow, have to. In this 1 week, I had been working quite hard even though it was just the 1st week. It was just so not me. Maybe that there was something that keeps me going. "The Promise"....I shall make this as my motivation to study when I am too indulge into games.

Talking about class.... My lecturers this semester was rather interesting. There were a few features for each and every lecturers of mine. 1 looks like Phua Chu Kang's mother, Ah Ma.... 1 more looks like Garfield.. hahaha!!!

I watched the movie "How to train your Dragon" in 3D. The movie was nice and I think it was even nicer than Alice in Wonderland. Wearing the 3D specs was rather tiring because I need to wear 2 specs at once. It seems like after the release of Avatar 3D, many more 3D movies started to come up. I am now waiting to watch "Prince of Persia" and "Iron Man 2" after watching the trailers. Iron Man 2 seems to be so so so nice. I'm so waiting for that. Hehe...

It was rather pathetic when you were expecting something as you were being told but then that person doesn't seems to take it seriously and remember it. That's just how life is. 1 piece of advice is to be optimistic.

-out-

I LOVE IPOH

2010-03-18T11:48:00.009+08:00

I had attended the I LOVE IPOH project as to continue the 2nd part of the CHANGE YOUR WORLD concert. This project is to help those who are in need.

The journey to the Vineyard Keeper Center in Chemor by bus was quite a short one as others said that it was suppose to be longer. We were then divided into 3 groups of having 3 different duties. We were given the duty of distributing food to the needy. We visited a total of 6 families which was really an eye opening experience to me. Those families were mostly of big family which mean the parents have many children. There was also one family that has 8 wives. I was like (WOW) when I heard of it when at the beginning I thought the number 8 was referring to 8 children instead of 8 wives. *speechless*

Soon after we finished our food distributing, we then headed back to the center and had a little tour around the center. The center was more like an animal center rather than a drug and alcohol rehabilitation center to me. There were cows, goats, birds, rabbits, dogs, guinea pigs, ducks and swans. The dogs, rabbits and especially guinea pigs were superly cute. That SokWai kept on wanting to smuggle a guinea pig into her bag as a souvenir back home. I also got a chance to see 3 one-year-old goat that can't even stand yet. They were cute!!!

Those moments were great. However, I still regretted of didn't managed to shield the corns and also didn't get a chance to see how Bubu shield those corns. We were joking about how Bubu will peel off those corns by using his teeth. haha!! Soon after we arrived back at Elim, we headed to the cafe opposite to have some cold drinks and especially ice cream. We have some great laughter there.

Watched Alice in Wonderland yesterday The movie was just normal. Not that nice as I had expected. Tweedledee and Tweedledum were funny. The way the talk and behave were funny. I was laughing when I heard that the White Queen's name was Mirana (Priestess of Moon). The bad thing about watching the movie yesterday was..... I was sick...

Not really feeling well now even.

~out~

Changed

2010-03-16T00:44:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night or should I say evening was the concert - Change The World concert performed by the '1am Relent' band. We (Sokwai, Bubu, Ben, Kaylynn, Yeesan and WengHong) met up in Parade to have our dinner before heading to the concert which is starting at 6pm. I had my dinner at Kopitiam Junction and headed to Giant to buy some supply for charity together with SokWai.

There is only one word to describe the concert - AWESOME. The sound system was nice as it was extremely loud and clear while the lighting was not bad considering the effects that it brought to the concert although those lights blinded me sometimes. Some songs were quite plain but yet I like the song 'Crooked'. The lyric was nice and quite funny. It's been awhile since I joined such kind of concert that were so loud. I can barely listen to myself when they were singing. Funny things happened during the concert among us which I find it was hilarious. However, the concert didn't last long as 4 hours was like so short to me. The crowd was shouting and screaming like mad to show their excitement. It was really really cool to shout along with them until you lose your voice in the end. haha!!

Examples were shown about how a normal human being can make different to others. The one that really left an impact on me is Martin Luther King Jr. - "I have a dream........ I have a dream..........." I understand a bit of the feeling of being discriminated because of their skin colour, just a simple bit of it. A simple step can change the future.

I went for supper with them after the concert when everyone was like starving considering the dinner that was taken so early. We were crapping there as usual.

The event did really left something in my heart. But I wonder will it last long or it was just something that happened at that very moment. Self-reflection do happened but will it last?? Being selfish is not easy and being kind is even harder. Determination is needed for a person to change.

Currently suffering from blister. PAIN!!

When you are filled with laziness, blogging is hard. Applies to me lately.

~out~

Headache-mania

2010-03-10T00:43:00.003+08:00

The feeling of being disturbed when you are sleeping is not that nice. The best way to wake up is to wake up on your own. And yea, I got disturbed again today. That stupid bank officer called me that he forgets something and wanted me to go again. I wanted to scold him right in front of him. It just made the day cloudy.

Will things forever be the same?? I doubt it will never change. Yes!!! Things indeed never will be the same. Things that you might thought will be better eventually will turn out to be the worst. The weather always changes from time to time. Cloudy to sunny and sunny to rainy. You can never predict what will happen next. I hope that it will be sunny for the days that is left.

"Memories". A movie reminded me of it. Things kept on flashing in my mind. Imagination somehow never stop. It's just like the blooming of those flowers. It will never stop. That's just so human. We never stop thinking. That's how weird or should I say, special, human are. It feels like I am the extra one out here.

CheeBoon came to visit Ipoh today. I drove him around with his friends. I'm just not suitable to be a tour-guide somehow. I was out of ideas of where to bring them to eat. =P

My headache just never stop too. I just felt like dissecting my head off and take of the part of the brain that is causing my so much pain now. I just refuse to bow down to it. I will not take panadol for now because of it.

Time is running out. *tick-tock-tick-tock*

Currently addicted to Detective Conan.

Worst day ever

2010-03-05T23:58:00.003+08:00

I do not know how to say this, but I felt that after so long that I'm back in Ipoh, today was the worst day ever. Not to say what I had been through but because of what I did.

I'm so ashamed of myself being so childish, disrespectful and also do not know how to be grateful. Thinking back, I'm just so blessed for the things and people around me. I just couldn't keep my cool just now and I lost it. I felt so ashamed of it. I'm so sorry!! But I did something really out of my imagination. Perhaps this is where God really used me. To show that I had really changed.

Guilt~Nightmare

2010-02-25T23:08:00.003+08:00

I believe that we just need to do what we need to do and things will eventually turns to the brighter side. If things doesn't work out the way I wanted it to be eventhough I had tried it for thousand of times, I prefer to give up.

The feeling of guilt still in me whenever I think of it again. Maybe because of this also, I had a nightmare last night. Horror dream~~ I remember of me taking care of a child in a camp with others. Then somehow the kid felt asleep and me still being awake (studying), stand up leaving the kid who is sleeping there and approached the group who is chatting in the other side. In a flash of an eye, I saw a dark shadow walked pass the kid and the kid is gone. The weird part is that I straight ran towards the place where the kid was sleeping, then I rushed to a "convenient shop' (more like a 7-11 to me) and ask the shopkeeper for the video of the CCTV there.. Weird huh!? A shop in the middle of the jungle with CCTV??? It make no sense to me either. But when I wanted to watch the recording, I saw my room as I'm awake. =P

Should have just forget it somehow. Thank you for the advice and for lending me your ears. Thanks alot.

Kledang Hill again. =P And Bubu finally came. The time when I hope that he will come but he didn't and when the time I didn't expect him to come, he came. Funny guy. haha. Applying the concept of projectile motion for throwing stones. It was funny when I aimed at 'someone' and HeokLyn said loudly that I won't hit him/her but after I threw, suddenly a voice "Auchh" was heard... We were then laughing non-stop. hahaha. HeokLyn kept on telling me that she wanted to go RTM. LOL

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2010-02-18T21:52:00.008+08:00

First first first, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL..

This year Chinese New Year isn't that fruitful as last year in term of the number of angpaus that I got. However, I think that Chinese New Year is not just because of the number of angpaus that I will get but of other things. Things that money will never be able to buy.

Just before CNY, there was a party for the February babies in Breeze Cafe. Most of the current 6AB people attended the party with people like me, KinWai, SuiHann etc too. How can I describe the party. Hmm.. It was AWESOME. With the huge group of people there, the environment was superb. I didn't know that they can be so CRAZY. A totally different people when the time I left. LOL. They can be so so so crappy. Haha. Especially CheeHong and TickYau. HAHAHA...

1st day of CNY
Just went for a vegeterian brunch with my family and relatives. Then just headed to my grandparents' house which is just within walking distance. And there goes my 1st day of CNY.

2nd day of CNY
This day was almost a disaster. The time when I opened my eyes from my sleep, I heard my mum was talking to my bro that the plan had to be cancelled due to some problems. Having headache due to this thingy where I almost scratched my head till I'm bold. But at the end, the problem is solved and everything went well. I didn't even know that there was so many princesses during the BBQ. Had an American-style birthday party. HAHA. Bashing up a love-hearted box and a Barbie doll dressed up with huge gown. It was the hard work of my aunty. Her determination make it all happened. Hees.

3rd day of CNY
The time of bai lin starts today. 1st destination was Steven's house. It's been so long since I met Steven. He's so skinny. It's great to meet up with old buddies again. Next stop was KahMun, EeXin MingRu and lastly KarKhan house. Now only I realise that MingRu likes to gamble. Haha. And KahMun is so playful. Haha. KarKhan's gf is so pretty.. Jealous nyer.. =P That Bubu bullied me in CTR. ISHH ISHH ISHH.. But luckily KahMun bullied him back. HAHAHA. Oh yea, the main highlight of the day also because SokWai wore a dress which is because of CheeKhoon. But after all, CheKhoon ffk and her effort wasted. LOL

4th day of CNY
Our first destination was Kaylynn's house continued on with mine, Hong and HeokLyn. Kaylynn's house is nice. Very special. The small pond in her living room is just like a stream in her house which basically going around her house. Haha. Anyway, it's just my thought nie. At the end of the day, I found out that Kaylynn is a stuffed toys addict. She is abit of sot when it comes to those kind of stuff. She can talks to them as if they can understand and will reply her back. And my Bobdog was the first victim. Haha.

5th day of CNY
Ahh. Finally I got a chance to go into Sokwai's house. HAha. And into her Anime Room. wakakaka. Then headed to Yeesan's house. When we were in Yeesan's house, Bubu and KahMun gone crazy and acted.. It was super hilarious. xD I missed the chance to go to Bubu's house because I went to another friend's house. Ishh Ishh.. Bubu, I'll be back.. Headed to KC Leong's house. Wow.. Played the 2 thingy which I don't how to say. But I like it a lot. The jumping thingy which think is the trampoline and the electric thingy. haha. Whooo~~ CheeKhoon's house was so strategic. It was so paiseh when Bubu called CheeKhoon's brother, UNCLE.. HAHA.. They look so alike. xD

6th day of CNY
Hmm Hmm.. What did I do today?? Oh yea.. I went to KaiTeng's house. And I met Sean where he still recognise me. WOw. Awesome. haha. Went to SuiHann's house next. The naughty Sokwai go and throw the tiger hat into the tortoises' habitat. Went to Kopitiam so many times. haha. Meet up with Jin, Josh and Tuck there. Oh yea.. We have a small suprised party to bid farewell to Kok. He will be going to Aussie later. Wish him all the best there and hope to see him soon. Take care, my friend.

So just cut everything short, CNY this year was a awesome one because I managed to visit alot of houses though that I received less angpaus. Satisfied with it anyway. Hehe.

And now my house is not only like a bus stop. Now it's even like a hotel. XD

Flu-ing

2010-02-11T22:22:00.002+08:00

I don't understand why is my nose so sensitive to Ipoh. Ever since I came back to Ipoh, Mr Flu had been frequently visiting me.. It's so different in Kuching when Mr Flu only visit me once in a blue moon. Now I'm suffering from it.

Too bad it had to be cancelled. ishh ishh.. I had been so excited for it to come since before my summer semester end. But now it had to be cancelled.. Sad sad..

Had been seriously addicted to sports lately especially football and table tennis.. The feeling of sweating is so so so FUN.. Wow!! But too bad CNY coming so I think I have to stop sport-ing for 1 week. hees.

Bro is coming back today.. Didn't meet with him for more than 6 months d.. I do not know whether its a good news or bad news. LOL.. Hopefully its a good one.. haha..

~flu flu flu~

Ipoh~~

2010-02-05T00:16:00.000+08:00

Ipoh oh Ipoh,
How shalt I compare thee....

I had came back for about 1 week plus. There is really no match for my belovede Ipoh.

I managed to catch up with many of my friends that I had missed out for this half year. What can I really say about them. Some of them never change, appearance and attitude, which make me think of those time that I had spent together with them. But needless to say that there are also some that have changed in appearance and also attitude. I do not know whether this kind of changing is really good.. Maybe I'm being selfish for wanting all to be still the same afterall.

One thing that will never change, the school. No matter how long I didn't go back or perhaps just this 6 months, the school will still be the same. It's just that there are many new faces in the school. Many new teachers and less of those teachers that I know. Ipoh is still the same before I left. Nothing change much.

Finally I got my chance to play soccer/football. I mean real football, football field rather than those futsal in Sarawak. xD I definitely miss football so much. Football~my passion, my life~ haha.. I think this is too much too some how. haha. But still I really miss football.

Weather had been really disastrous lately. CNY is near so the weather is superly hot and dry although there is rain yesterday and just now. But imagine that although there is rain, but still I can sweat sitting in front of my laptop with fans around me.~phew~ Compared to Kuching now, I think it was rainy season there. Just a few days before I came back, it rained continously for 2 days. I was freezing back there that time.

Another thing ~ FOOD~~ I can't deny it that I had been eating continously lately. Due to the 'delicious-ness' of the food in Ipoh, my mouth never stop. HAHA. Mum keeps on stuffing me with food. Everyone said that I got thinner and taller but I don't think that I got taller anyhow. =P Been crazily craving for food especially in ‘pasar malam’.

This holidays also marked my 1st time experience in witnessing an accident happening right in front of my eyes. Thou that the one that directly involved in it was not me, but still I was indirectly involved in the accident. So I can feel the fear of involving in an accident. ~phew~

Now I am rotting at home waiting for those who are not back to Ipoh yet. Faster faster come back.. Waiting for you guys to hang out together.

-out-

Sibu and my Beloved Ipoh

2010-01-26T21:50:00.004+08:00

Just before i stepped my feet back to Ipoh, I got a chance to go to this small town in Sarawak, Sibu.

It was quite a nice trip as an eye opening experience. Sibu can be said as a small small town just beside the famous Rajang River. Due to its location, the land there was super soft. Therefore, the roads there were quite uneven.

I have the chance to enjoy a movie in a super traditional and antique cinema. Or perhaps I shouldn't call it a cinema, it was like an old theater. There was only 10 people in the cinema watching the movie. Break my personal record of watching in a 16 people cinema. COOL.

I also get to get a chance to have a tour to the biggest temple in South East Asia if I am not wrong. The temple was really really big. There were many single building structure around the area. I really like the decorations there. Along all the so-called fences, there was many craving of pictures where each and everyone of it is different from one another. I also saw a nice chrch which looked like a hotel to me too. It looked so white and nice. Beautiful and creative decorations located in the city. Cool

A visit to 1 of the modern long house. It was my first time but I intended to visit those traditonal long house which I think will be even nicer than those modern one. Hees. There was this super BIG market located in the town area too. It was so big that there was a specific parking lot just for the market too. It was said to be the largest wet market in Malaysia. There was so many large things and building in the Sarawak. Haha.

Another things that amazed me was the food there. Although it wasn't really something that was really nice but those food was really different. And special too. Kompia, teng bian hu, egg cake and etc etc.. I also got to eat a superbly big prawn which was basically even longer than my palm. Haha. It was nice. Yummy..

One conclusion that I made after my visit to Sibu was that almost all houses in Sarawak were super big. Those land which was almost the size of a few basketball courts. LOL. How can this be?? I also want to be like them. Haha.

I seriously wanna thanks Linda's parents to give such great hospitality and treatment to us. Woww. It was really really an awesome trip. THANKS!!!!

And I'm FINALLY BACK TO IPOH now.. HAHAHAHA

Ipoh-ku

2010-01-17T23:26:00.003+08:00

Weather had been really really bad lately. I just can't stop myself from loving and hating it. The rain doesn't seems to stop somehow. It's like an alarm which had been set the time.. Once it reach a certain time, it will automatically rain. The rain just make everything so cool and chilly which make me so comfortable. However, the rain always stop me from doing many things.

When we are alone, everything seems to pop up in our mind. Now I understand the importance of fellowship. Friends do help alot but they won't always be at your side to support you. I mean really really by your side and support you for everything.

Things do change. I can't stop myself from saying this but things o change. And definitely, we can't stop things from changing. So just let Him handle everything. Faith~~

I had finally finish my exam. Now waiting for my time to go back nie. Ipoh.. It's been awhile since I had step my feet on the beloved hometown of mine. I miss everything there. IPOH~~~ I'm coming soon. Wait for me!!

And it's raining now as well. The weather express my feeling~~

1st post for 2010

2010-01-01T21:41:00.002+08:00

~It's Done~

Adios 2009!!

2009-12-31T13:59:00.000+08:00

It’s really really long since I blog. Been busy with my assignment and also because there is one kind feeling within me that asking me not to blog so much though I have lotsa things to blog about. =P So now here I am now..

Yea, there is this one thing that I wanna stress about. It’s the movie ‘Avatar’.. It was superb nice… Those animation, graphic and storyline… WOW… Meaningful storyline.. Even the Pastor in the church also can relate his sermon to the movie. Haha. It was definitely worth it for me to go for a late midnight movie on that day… Didn’t regret going for it.

The moral assignment really almost take my life away.. Doing on the topic on ‘Suicide’ almost made me wanna suicide as well. Been cracking my head to do it. It caused me so much of my hair.. arghhhh…. Need to visit Yun Nam Haircare… hahaha.. Finally no more assignment now.. Just left with presentation and final exam nie.

This was the 1st year that I celebrate Christmas in East Malaysia.. And also the 1st year I joined for Christmas caroling. It was so embarrassed at the beginning caused we were basically performing in the town.. From shopping complex to shopping complex. Haha. But it was a nice experience to be remembered. Christmas Eve was boring but on the real day of Christmas, I went out almost the whole day. Hees. Went to The Spring (Shopping Mall opposite my uni) to see fireworks and for countdown as well. I saw Sarawak BB.. It reminds me of those days when I was serving back in company.. Community Service.. There was this urge in me to go and say Hi to them, but eventually I didn’t do it.. Too paiseh.. haha.. Straight after the firework, I went back.

The next day was a nice experience for celebrating Christmas in Sarawak. Went to church in the morning.. Then Christmas lunch. Didn’t managed to get any prize.. Not my day after all. =] Got a chance to visit Zac’s house.. His house was so cool.. It was more like those kampong style house near to the city. Or it should be said, in the city. I can’t believe that he rear pigs. Haha.. His cousin was super cute and hyperactive. Chubby.. Created all the laughter in the house. Then at night pulak, went to Natalie’s house. I can’t believe that she actually invited me to go because I wasn’t really close to her. Blessing!! Haha. Thanks for the invite, Natalie. The Shepherd’s pie that her mum made was super delicious.. The two later mashed potatoes with minced meats in between it really an eye opening experience.. oppsss. Should say, taste buds opening experience. Haha. Managed to eat turkey for Christmas this year. Wakaka. And something really different this year, I drank alcohol.. =P shhhhhh.. eh, I’m not underage d leh. No need to be so secretive. XD Drank XO (40%), red wine, white wine…. The XO was so so so so hard to drink. It haven’t even enters my mouth, I already can smell the bitterness of it. George’s whole body was so red after he drank those alcohols. Haha.

New Year is just around the corner… This year seems so fast for me. It feels like I didn’t really do much thing this year. No matter how short this year is, all those times that I had went through will always be memories that shall never be forgotten. There were only three main things that happened to me this year. Working in church, Form6 and also here, in Sarawak.

I still remember I went to work in church in the beginning of the year with Ph’ng. Those experiences were really great. How well did we work together, teasing each other, driving out for lunch, cracking out brain for BB activities, burning our skin under the hot and mighty sun, playing the PA system in church, folding bulletins, etc etc. wow.. Those experiences were really unforgettable. I started to miss Ph’ng.. It’s been a while since I saw him. The little chipmunk that is so cute.. When you look at his face, you will definitely know that he is harmless. haha

Form6 was really a hell and heaven experience. At the beginning, I really thought that I will end up there and finish up my STPM there.. I still remember the 1st day I step into 6RB. The environment was so tensed. Everyone looks so foreign to me except for those of my ex-classmates. When I enter in with Kinwai, there wasn’t any place left in the middle so we were force to sit at the side. Surrounded by 4 foreign girls in front and back of us. Jin was beside us. Then eventually, one by one, all left the class.. 1st was Ee Xin, then Kin Wai, Jin and the last one was me.. I really didn’t regret entered form6 although it was just awhile.. The most unforgettable thing at that time, were those new friends that I met there. Sokwai, Bubu, Yiwen, Ben, Yeesan, Kaylynn, and the list goes on.. Those moments that we spent together will only be mere memories for me to be remembered forever.

Stepping my foot in a foreign land was totally a new experience and new journey for me. Kuching, Sarawak. It the 1st time I sit on a plane. I believe that God send me here for a purpose and that’s why I am here now. Another new bunch of friends here. Communication here was really a problem for me. They speak in mostly 2 dialects, mandarin and hokkien, which both are a problem for me. It’s never been easy for me to adapt to the new environment here. It was hard to have a peaceful life here with ‘bullets’ flying everywhere. Been struggling so much. Nevertheless, I will keep on fighting to survive. Since I came here, I had been growing a lot in term of physically, mentally and spiritually.

Friends have been asking me about my New Year resolution but my answer to them was just a simple smile. I never had any New Year resolution. It was because I never try to make any effort to achieve those resolutions that I had made. So I do not find any reason for me to make any New Year resolution. Or maybe I have one. One and the only one, ‘to enjoy while suffer’. As simple as that. LOL

Today is the last day of 2009. And here am I writing the last post for the year of 2009.

Signing off.

Tagged by SokWai

2009-12-28T21:49:00.003+08:00

Rules of the game:Once you are tagged,you MUST DO this quiz and tag 16 friends,including the person who tagged you.Copy and paste everything,do it and re-post the title with whatever rank you were given.Ranks are given at the bottom of this note.If you have done something in this school which is indicated by the sentence, mark the [ ] on the left side of the thing you have done with a x.Let the game begin.

Let the game begin.

Level 1:

[x]Sleep in class

[x]Talked in class

[x]not seating at your own place in class

[x]Scolded by a teacher

[x]Litter the classroom

[x]Did not do your homework at least 15 times

[ ]Submitted your homework late at least 10 times

[ ]Came late for school at least 10 times

[x]brought/wore home clothes without school's permission

[ ]brought/wore jewellery to school

[x]did not pay attention in class for at least 60% of the time

[ ]cried out "sian" or "wa lao wei" to the teacher

[x]plucked a flower/ killed a plant in school

[x]copied other people's homework in desperation (that I really had no choice !)

[x]played a trick on your classmates/teacher

Total so far: 11

Level 2:
[ ]sent for detention class
[x]late in class
[x]not wearing your school uniform (if you have) properly
[ ]shouted at the top of your voice during lesson time
[ ]scolding vulgarities in class
[ ]spotted hairstyle deemed unacceptable by the school
[x]used a school facility without school's permission
[x]played soccer/basketball or any other sports/games in classroom
[ ]singing loudly during lesson (but NOT THAT loud)
[ ]walking around the class aimlessly during lesson time
[x]did not greet the teacher properly
[x]went to the toilet during lesson time without permission
[ ]played a trick on the teacher during April fools
[ ]used the teacher's table as a rubbish dump
[ ]made yourself a nuisance to the teacher

Total so far: 17

Level 3:
[x]was asked to stay back after school/ break time
[ ]made a fool out of morning assembly
[ ]wasted the school's toilet paper
[x]sabotaged someone
[x]irritated someone

Total so far:20

Level 4:

[x]forged your parent's signature

[x]forged a classmate's signature

[ ]forged a teacher's signature

[ ]made rude remarks to the school cleaners in front of them

[ ]flew a paper aeroplane down from the school from at least the third storey

Total so far:22

Level 5:

[ ]fiddling with your handphone during lesson time

[ ]played with your PSP in school

[x]using school computer to play games without a teacher's permission

[ ]listened to an MP3 player in school

[ ]messed with the teacher's pigeon hole

Total so far:23

Level 6:

[x]vandalising with school property

[x]tried to defame your school in public

[x]used the internet to scold teachers

[ ]fought with someone in school

[ ]shoplifted in school

Total so far:26

Level 7:

[x]cheated in a class test

[x]cheated in a school examination

[ ]cheated for your PSLE/ GCE 'O' or 'A' Level Examination

[x]Lied to your teacher

[x]played truancy for hall assemblies/ specific lessons

Total so far: 30

Level 8:

[ ]took drugs in school

[ ]smoked in school

[x]set fire to something in the school

[x]locked the teacher out of the classroom

[ ]played truancy just after coming to school just to take attendance

Total so far: 32

Level 9:

[ ]refused to pay school fees

[ ]cheated the school money

[x]stole things which belonged to the school

[x]bullied someone in school ( just playing la )

[ ]pranked called your school

Total so far:33

Level 10:

[ ]raised your voice/shouted against a student leader

[ ]raised your voice/shouted against a teacher

[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your discipline master/mistress

[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your vice-principal

[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your principal

Total so far: 33

Level 11:

[ ]brought weapons to the school

[ ]brought real firearms to the school

[ ]brought a real bomb to the school

[ ]fired a real weapon in the school with the motive to frighten/kill

[ ]dressed up as a terrorist to school

Grand total: 33

Ranks:

If you are between 0-15 -------------{I am a good student}

If you are between 16-20------------{I am a good student but with occasional trouble}

If you are between 21-30------------{I am an average student}

If you are between 31-40------------{I am a bad student}

If you are between 41-50------------{I am a very bad student}

If you are between 51-60------------{I should have been caned by the discipline master}

If you are between 61-65------------{I should have been expelled from school}

If you are between 66-75------------{I should have been sent to a reformatory centre}

Answer : {I am a bad student}

I WANNA TAG :

SokWai

BuBu

Cammie

Jamie

KinWai

Kirukato

Partial

Joan

Jill

Kaylynn
Josh

Irene

Marilyn

Joe

Joanne

Eugene

So be it...

2009-12-10T00:23:00.002+08:00

There are alot in my mind but yet those words just couldn't be express easily like how I want it to be. God created us with complicated structure compared to other living things. With this complicated structure especially our sophisticated brain, we can think differently. I know that He made us in such a way because He wants us to make a different to others but yet I wish that life could be much more simpler so that I do not need to think so much.

I have been thinking thinking and thinking again.. Everything started to make sense but yet I refused to believe. Problems arose one after another. I'm getting weaker and weaker day by day. I feel like letting it go and let nature takes place. But after all, is it because of me thinking too much and makes everything become so complicated that bring me into this position.

I felt like I had been lied times after times but yet I still hoping that I'm crawling in my dreamland and waiting for the time to wake up. All the promises were again mere lies. I can't blame it on you after all based on the rule of utilitarianism. There is no right or wrong in everything that you do.

Things change, don't they?? We can't stop the world from changing. It's part and parcel of life. It's always me that doesn't want to accept the changes happening all around me. So, I shall throw this word out again that "I don't care". By this way, it at least make me feel a little better. I really hate hurting others so I decided to hurt myself rather to hurt others. "If you want others to love you, first you must let others to hurt you"

I have been getting alot of teaching, life teaching, lately. I feel like uneasy about what I have been doing. I found out that I had not doing much things about it and keep on falling deeper into it. I reflected on myself. i think that the problem lies on myself after all. Now i understand the importance of fellowship. It really does help. I shall lay my burdens onto your shoulder and leave it onto you.

Life is hard.

=)

2009-11-28T21:50:00.007+08:00

Let's rewind back what had happened previously.

My time that suppose to be my summer holidays is now packed with classes. I'm now stucked in summer sem. I have to do my Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies. Just finih my 1st week of class for summer sem. It was EXTREMELY boring. What taught in Malaysian Studies are basically all that we had learned in our History throughout Form 1 to Form 5. ~Paleolithic/Stone Age - Malacca~ Moral Studies is even worst. It's totally different from the things that we learned in our high school. More about philosophy stuffs which are superbly sophisticated. Those terms and words that were used are not for human. I repeat, IT"S NOT FOR HUMAN. ~Deantology Ethical Theory bla bla bla theory~ Eventually, Moral class wasn't as bored as Malaysian Studies. The lecturer at least add in some jokes which made us even colder which is a good way to keep us awake. Haha.

Just the 1st day of the release of New Moon, I went and watched it with a few friends of mine. The movie wasn't as bad as I had expected. Heard from yeesan that the director of New Moon is not the same as Twilight. No wonder there was so many kissing scenes in New Moon. Haha. Guess what. Those girls especially those underage girls are so obsessed with Robert Pattison a.k.a Edward. When he appeared for the first time in the movie, everyone was screaming at him and it makes me so irritated. For goodness sake, we were there to watch the movie, not him alone.

Yesterday was my roomate's and also Yiwei's birthday. LOL. Wish them Happy birthday. We planned a suprised birthday celebration for him. He was really suprised at the end when we suddenly appeared with a cake in front of him when he thought that we forgotten his birthday. Good planning and preparation. =) Unfortunately for me, the venue for the birthday celebration was in my room. As usual, 'cake throwing' will be a ceremony that is needed for every birthday celebration. So you can imagine how horibble my room will be after the celebration. And the main point was, they all were aiming at my bed... It was just my bed that got 'shot' the most. One word to describe them, 'MONSTERS'. Not only my bed, my shoes, slippers, wardrobe, chairs, hangers..... However, they were monsters with hearts. After everything came to an end, everyone did gave some of their efforts to help up to clean our room. =)

Today. I got a chance to sit on a van to go the city centre with a bunch of friends. Our 1st intention was to go to the PC Fair. The PC Fair here was rather small even compared to Ipoh. So ignore the comparison between Kuching and KL. Definitely here will lose thousand miles behind KL. Haha. Since everything here were already expensive compared to Peninsular, so eventhough it was a PC Fair so the price was actually considered as the normal price back in Peninsular. Didn't managed to buy lotsa things due to the guilty-ness in us that prevent us from buying stuffs.

It's done.

2009-11-19T00:38:00.004+08:00

It's done.. Finally my final is over. Got my freedom for 5 days before the start of my summer sem. Or should I say that it's only 4 days now. LOL. Can even get enough time to go back to my beloved hometown. Guess this test my patient. =/

After the final paper, I do not even know how to describe my mood. Dwi-mood perhaps. I think I did badly in my physics test. NO NO.. Should say that I did badly in the test. I didn't get to finish the paper, I forget most of the formulae needed when the formula sheet only provides us with those formulae that we do not really need them. Hate formula... I remember the back part of the formula but I forget the front part. For instant, I remember 'ma' for 'F=ma' but i forget that 'ma' is equal to Force.. swt swt.... I should quote what Mr. Siva said, 'Gagal Dengan Cemerlang'. :-P

That's the first part of my mood - Sad. But when I be optimistic - think the other side, I should be happy when the exam is over, for the first chapter of my life. There will be more to come. :-/

However, those things did not hold us back from getting into madness mood. We straight headed to The Spring or to be exact, MBO. We watched 2012, a superbly nice movie that we have been stalking since even before it was released. One word to describe - AWESOME.

I like this movie alot. Though that the storyline is a bit too fake because the actor never die.. Eventhough you thought that he will die, but eventually you will see a hand reaching up from nowhere. LOL. Besides, it contains alot of life lessons and also humanity values. "Humanity stops when you stop fighting for it"..

Currently planning for my 4 days 'holidays' but anyhow, I got nowhere to go. If it is so, then Chao Yan is doom since that he is still having his final paper on Friday cause I will disturbed him. hahaha.

So far for now.. It's way past midnight now and the bed is summoning me. Good night all. And best of luck for all those who are sitting for SPM.. Just in a blink of eye, it had been one year since I took SPM. :-/

-chaoz-

Birthday Party...

2009-11-13T10:12:00.005+08:00

Exam is really getting nearer but still i can't stuff anything into my thick skull. Looks like the era for me to study had yet come or maybe will never come. Or it is because i do not really care and bother about the exam??? or because i wanna keep myself cheerful in this way. Less stress less pressure less pimples and so happier. =) wow, what a conclusion i had made.

This week was like a study week for us. Most of the classes have been cancelled due to the exam next week. But unfortunately, we didn't really use much of the time to study.. Contribute most of our time to play.

Yesterday was Jing Yang's birthday. Played till kinda 'high' that time.. Bought a cake from Secret Recipe - black forest chocolate cake. We have been talking and laughing about the word blackforest lately and eventually we bought a blackforest chocolate cake. haha. Has a special meaning behind it. haha

The cake was kinda creamy and so we used most of the cream to do facial and also used as hair gel.. hahaha. Though it was superbly smelly but it was fun. xD Anyway, let the pictures do the talking. =D

The gang =)

Cream decoration on our hair..LOL

Me and the Birthday Boy!!!

Till then.....

-out-

Happy Birthday..

2009-11-10T00:34:00.003+08:00

Final is coming soon but still I haven't even really started doing my revision yet. Life in Uni is definitely different than in high school. I can't concentrate in my studies and my revision. Need some motivation.. C'mon C'mon....

2 consecutive night futsal really make me sick. I mean real sick. My stomach feels so weird lately. Been really really uncomfortable with the feeling. Especially after my every meal or every food that I consumed.

Finally I finished my IT assignment. Though it might be a bit plain but yet the satisfaction of fulfilling and finishing something is great. Currently left with my final exam before I really relax myself and enter summer sem. hehe

Church dedication is this Saturday and I still haven't remember the lyrics yet. =P Gonna die and embarrassed myself. haha.

And one last thing, Happy belated birthday to Eu Jin and also happy to birthday to Sok Wai. Wish both of you all the best in everything. God Bless.

-NIghtS-

Come back..

2009-11-02T23:19:00.002+08:00

Currently reading my notes for tomorrow IT Online Quiz. I'm so gonna die. My brain can store no more information that basically need me to memorize them. And now i have to memorize those notes again which i can't.

Physics Quiz is on Thursday which i haven't even touch yet. That means another quiz which I'm going to fail (Gagal dengan Cemerlang). Everything started to be so not cool.

Sensitivity sucks... Come back the old 'me'.. where the hell am i??? Where did i stray to??? COME BACK.. I hate myself.....

Berbatov sucks

2009-10-26T01:31:00.002+08:00

Have been really getting fed up with the stupid website design. No clear instruction, no sample, simple and little notes on it...... How do they expect us to do it when there is so little explanation.

Just get a chance to watch MU vs Liverpool downstairs at the extrance of my hostel. Most of the residents in the hostel grabbed the chance to watch the clash of Titans match live here just at the entrance of the hostel. The place was basically divided into 3 parts where 2 parts of left and right were occupied by all Liverpool's and Mancherster United's fans. While in the middle, neutral spectators filled up all the space. The most exciting part was not watching the match only, but when the fans of both team screaming and shoouting, cheering for their own favourite teams. Everything became much more 'aggressive' when the match left about 5 mins. All of them were like shouting, 'F**k You la (while showing middle finger)', Liverpool, MU, etc etc. Their shouting can actually make the whole hostel collapse. wow. Praise God it didn't. =P But in the end, as predicted, MU lose. They can rarely play well when facing those top teams and especially that 'Berbatov' is playing. He sucks. Lazy, soft, coward.... He is even lazy to jump and hit the ball... swt.. Game ended, Liverpool 2-0 Mancherster United =(

I didn't know why i suddenly felt abit moody. Noone to talk to.. Noone to share to at this time..

-out-

Happy Deepavali

2009-10-16T15:47:00.003+08:00

Been really busy with my tests and also assignments. but now left with the most important test of all, thats the final...

Deepavali is tomorrow and most of those West Malaysian students purposely fly back to celebrate with their beloved family. Even one of my classmate flew back this morning after attending half of the 1st class today. i wish that i can do that too. purposely rush back to Ipoh for 2 or 3 days. Its been awhile since i leave Ipoh and i miss everything there (family, friends, food, entertainment etc). After all, my beloved little hometown is still the best.

Finally there wasnt any extra class on wednesday so we got a chance to go to the cinema after our 'long' morning classes. "Sorority Row", a horror movie talking about a group of 'Theta Pi' (a group that only consist of girls) members that accidentally murdered one of their sister. i really dont know how to explain this movie cause i think that everything seems not logic at all. The movie is really really disgusting and gross.. haha

yesterday was the 1st time i played futsal under the rain here. whole body drenched and my shoes are wet too. cause me to wear slippers to class today.. and im freaking cold. shivering there and can hardly think.. even make my stomach superbly uncomfortable.

Drama tonight.. "Alice in the Wonderland".. Would be going there to give a lil moral support. hehe.

Lastly, Happy Deepavali again to all Indians. Happy holidays to all.

-out-

Wrong

2009-10-14T00:31:00.003+08:00

I dont know what happened to me today. I'm starting to wonder whether all the things that I am doing all these while were right or wrong. Whenever i thought back on how i really behave makes me feels like a moron myself. i feel like a complete idiot trying to make a fool of myself.

Your words really struck deep into me. It's just like a blade cutting through my throat when I'm concious. People seems to get more serious at times. A simple move or word can make a person angry or unhappy easily.

I think i should start keep my f***ing mouth shut and just observe. Stop being talkative and make the environment lively. The world would be peaceful with me shutting my ASS off.

Happy Mooncake Festival

2009-10-03T12:18:00.002+08:00

just try something really extreme lately. maybe i am too fond of sports that i have been missing for so long. the moment when i came here, i havent been really sweating much and be really exhausted after sports. sports here are meant to just for fun and to relax. but not till yesterday (i dont know whats wrong with me) when i went for a straight 5 hours sports (badminton, squash and basketball). i can really say that i havent experience such good feeling of tiredness since i came here. the feeling is awesome. hahaha. sounds crazy... =P

everything are just like promises that are never to be true. those plain and blank promises are merely words. never to be fulfilled at the end.

and lastly, Happy Mooncake Festival to all.

santubong..

2009-09-28T18:21:00.003+08:00

Its been awhile since i blog, again.. haha. let me think of where to start. many things happen lately. haha.

okay.. let me start of the santubong trip. it wasnt that nice as i was expecting. the environment and fun that i had in santubong was incomparable with the time that i spent in pangkor with my schoolmates of mostly BB primers. i do not know how to explain those fun that i had in pangkor compare to the santubong but it was just different. the experience of waking up early in the morning to see sunrise but instead there wasnt any, the jagung bakar that i was so desperate for but yet i didnt managed to have it, night time poker, snorkelling, kayaking, 'sandhuman' and etc etc.

this santubong trip was kinda a plain one. just managed to go there and enjoy the environment there. didnt managed to play much due to the limitation of time. those beaches there are weird, they have time of visitation for the beach. nothing much to play at the beach as well. have a little fun time in the swimming pool. all of us were fighting in the water. it was fun. seafood dinner. and at night, we watched the new movie 'Tsunami'. the storyline was kinda boring for me. i felt asleep during the movie and kept on asking when will be the tsunami striking. haha. *evil* can you imagine, we watched tsunami at the seaside. haha.

i just slept on the carpet without blanket and pillow with air con in the room. it was torturing,. the next morning woke up with flu and neck-ache(basically whole body paining). thought that i will have another chance of kayaking there but unfortunately, aikssss...

in conclusion, i prefer pangkor more than santubong. XD

i screwed up in my test again. assignments and tests wont stop. another assignment, create a magazine. aiksss. class magazine. i thought of writting my beloved town, IPOH. hahaha.

gonna catc up for dinner. gtg

-out-

Movie Week.

2009-09-12T15:43:00.004+08:00

Finally finish my 1st English assignment. I'm quite happy with the end product. But unfortunately, before even the deadline of the assignment, there is another new English assignment given to us. life in uni is pretty hectic with just assignments alone. ~i hate referencing~

last wednesday was a day to be remember. 09/09/09. it was the opening of MBO in The Spring. The neareast cinema just opposite my uni. went on the 1st day of the opening of MBO and watch Aliens in the Attic. An action movie with hilarious action in it making the movie a nice and a must watch movie. haha. the cinema was big.. really big.. like a five stars hotel when u went inside. but unfortunately, going to toilet was the most troublesome thing and the last thing that you wanna do when you are in the cinema. the chair wasnt really nice to sit cause it is hard. the screen wasnt that big and the 1st time the movie hang in the middle. should say at the beginning make us to be super frustrated. but luckily the movie was funny and balanced our emotion up. hehe

the day didnt end just after the movie.. went to shawn's house and have sushi making competition. haha. it was really really fun. thought we lost but anyhow, i have a lot of fun there. i didnt know that i know how to make sushi. though it doesnt looks nice but at least those sushi were edible. haha.

all creations.

my group's home-made sushi..

then went to the cinema for the second time yesterday. watched the singapore movie, "Scare till laugh". haha. super funny movie which can make you to laugh your head off. though they were mostly talking in hokkien but still it was funny. xD laughed till my tears also burst out. haha.

after movie, we went for dnner+supper=dinper. chatted for quite long there and continue on at the park. I think this is the 1st time i went out so late and so far from my uni. haha. good experience after all.

-out-

Gagal Dengan Cemerlang!!

2009-09-06T01:00:00.005+08:00

The week had been too busy for me to even blog anything. though many things happened in the past few days. but yet i cannot blog it. busy with my assignments and studies. finally reaching the finish line of my assignment but not really finish yet. still got a little more to finish it up. and congratulation, Sum, you screwed up in your test. -.-'

okay, cut it. the most interesting event was the 1st Youth Anniversary of Hope Church. better to blog it now. if not everything will fade off from my mind. Theme of the night, 'Fiesta in the Jungle'. The church was decorated by bamboos, trees, leaves which was really looked like a jungle. cool. They served around 21 types of food vary from modern to traditional food, spicy to non-spicy, hot to cold, big to small, sweet to sweet and etc. those food were really nice and nice. haha. and the whole night was about dancing, singing, laughing and enjoying. chinese dance, indian dance, modernised dance and even the african's style dance. all were totally a new experience for me. there was also Jungle King and Jungle Queen contest. Though the building was small but yet everyone enjoy themselves to the fullest.

(The man in the middle was crowned the Jungle King. LOL)

and straight after that. they organised a trip to Semenggok on the Independence Day. I get the chance to enjoy the beautiful surrounding of the nature in Sarawak. Basically the 1st time i got the chance to enjoy the beautiful nature since i arrived here one month ago. Got the chance to see a humongous Orang Utan which are twice or thrice the size of me. Heard that one slap on your face can make you coma. thats what happen to a previous foreign visitor. He brought food along in his bag, and the Orang Utan had super sensor that can sensed it. The Orang Utan went towards the man and the foreigner thought that the Orang Utan was being friendly to him. But when the Orang Utan started to grab his bag and take the food, the man refused to give the Orang Utan. He started to fight with the Orang Utan and in a sudden, the Orang Utan slapped the man. And there goes ................................... coma for one week. haha. can you imagine how strong Orang Utan can be. xD

(EDWIN!!!)

met up with a few new students here. and met a guy from the same college where philip is studying now. same course too but too bad he dont know who is our 'joker'. =P

Do not judge people by their appearances but judge them because of their internal beauty. People here are really different back in Ipoh. I was overwhelmed by their extreme 'friendliness'. wow. totally a different environment for me. people here are extremely friendly especially those people from the church. they are there for you when you really in need and they will not let you walk alone. can you imagine that?? these kind of caring cant hardly found in a city where everyone is living in a hectic life when they cant even care for themselves.

-out-

food.

2009-08-28T18:27:00.004+08:00

Its been awhile since i blogged. with the strong demand of asking me to blog, so i shall blog. haha. no la. im just too lazy to blog.

there are too many things that happened and i can't think of so many of it. or perhaps none of thsoe appear. let me think... hmmmm....

oh yea.. this one is specially for joshie.. do you know that my physics teacher's name is something related to your favourite thing. YEah, you are right!!!! HOLLAND. His name is actually Richard Belanda Anak Dagang. haha. nice name huh.. which is related to ORANGE!!! haha. i know that you will be very excited now. haha

I got this opportunity to go to explore to the cinema in kuching. the 1st time was the LFS cinema which is a disaster. It was the 1st time for me to watch a movie in a cinema with COCKCROACH!!!! that thing just pop up in front of out seats. and Jun was like watching it moving right to left and left to right. -.-' that's............ewwwwwwwwwww...... besides, we were watching an alien movie. District 9. imagine a cockcroach watching prawns in movie. haha.

but the second time was abit nicer and this cinema got the 'look' of a cinema. haha. it basically looks like a cinema compared to the previous one. wednesday was indeed a movie day. haha. our class ends quite early. give us time to watch movie. haha. watched GI JOE. a very nice movie. fond of their high tech gadgets.. haha. especially the high tech sut. hehe. but i am looking forward for the new cinema in The Spring. haha. and Avatar!!!!

Class is still normal. most of the subject is like form6 n form5 especially physics. But engineering maths is superbly hard. the formulae are so many and kinda long plus complicated which are hard to understand. Classes here are like so cold!!!! i mean extremely cold. It's like studying in the North or South pole. lol. even a jacket or sweater wont do enough for you. actually one of my classmate sometimes brought two sweater to class. haha. then you can imagine how cold it is. when i was in form6, i was always looking for coldness in school, but here.... everything is different, we craved for hotness. haha. we did all kind of stupid stuffs here, filling up hot water in the bottles and bring it into the class but eventually the hot water will become cold water in the end. think if we take an ice cream there and put it on the table for 1 hour, it also wont melt. haha.

finally i went for sports yesterday. WHAT A RELIEVED!!!!! this was the 1st time i do my sports since one month ago. maybe that's why i was sick previously because of the lack of sports. the futsal court here sucks. it is so dangerous and not to the scale of the real court. and the court is on the top floor of the carpark. and they like to kick the ball down although there are high fences there. haha. and i got 'first blood' even before i put down my bag. aiksss. the unlucky me. =/

the food here are alot. so let the pictures tell it all. hehe

a superbly tall ice cream which wasn't nice. haha

the well-known 3-layers teh (it's nice but you wont cry after drinking it,haha)

the extreme laundry that i did make me to suffer from a severe backache now. even when i am sitting to blog now, i still can feel the pain on my backbone. ahhhh. help..

will be attending an anniversary tomorrow. a youth anniversary. hopefully it is fun and there will be a lot of food. hehe

-out-

100th post with suprise =D

2009-08-18T15:32:00.005+08:00

this is my 100 post in this blog. CHEER. but there is also a big suprise for you all. haha. this can make my 100th post more interesting and harder to be forgotten. haha.

Went to a dont know what thing on sunday. dont know what what what and i just went there without a purpose. i only know that we have to learn something about handicraft when we were there. we were told and taught how to make 'handicraft'.. and we need to make a 'Hornbill' from bamboo because it symbolises Sarawak and to make the Hornbill useful.

We brainstormed and chatted for awhile in the beginning. And finally we decided to make a windbell. We were kinda indolent to work for it but as we continued on, things were getting much more interesting. Though the windbell can hardly make any noise even if we blew at it. haha. but its nice and there was satisfaction for completing such a thing in such a short time. hehe.

i got one picture that i really should post it here. and plese feel free to comment what you see. (bear your own consequences of looking at this picture with your naked eyes.) haha. dont open your mouth too wide and scream. LOL

(TEIK SERN!!!!!! with my group's craft)

Just got 2 assignments at the same day yesterday. This is gonna be tough. Life here is like everyday the same.

another nice hornbill =)

multi-function hornbill. haha

You Deserve A Sum Today.

2009-08-16T22:08:00.004+08:00

Go to: http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi
Put your name in, and generate slogan after each question.
Tag 20 people including me.

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
Taste the Sum.

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
Nobody Better Lay a Finger on my Sum.

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
It's Not TV. It's Sum.

4. I don't know what 4 is.
How Do You Eat Your Sum.

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
You're in Good Hands with Sum.

6. To someone you dislike?
The Joy of Sum.

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
Sum Not Included.

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
Come Fly The Friendly Sum.

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
Sum Keeps Going and Going.

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
Get the Sum Habit.

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
Gotta Lotta Sum.

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
Wouldn't You Rather Be Sum.

13. What are the best words to describe you?
Sum Comes to Those Who Wait.

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
Don't Say Brown, Say "Sum".

15. Your last words before you die...
Solutions For a Small Sum.

16. Your message to a special someone..
Taste the Sum.

17. Title of this post will be...
You Deserve A Sum Today.

Just something I found interesting. :)
Tagged: Bubu, Anna, Kirukato, Jill and Joanne. =)

pictures..

2009-08-14T12:32:00.004+08:00

sampan experience...

Kuching Festival.. =)

Pictures tell it all. hehe

I miss KC LEONG's way of teaching. I dont like the physic lecturer here. He's not that good compared to KC LEONG. He's like so blur. Always did mistakes in his explanation and we have to correct him. So if you are not concentrating, you will be doing the wrong things and fail your test. (he's like Mr Liew,BB Captain. Looks like him, teaches like him, talks like him as well) I told you that there are many people looks alike here. =)

I'm sick. Headache, sorethroar and my head feels heavy. HELP. Need to get some sleep now. -.-'

- i think i'll get 1 but not using it cause no phone to use it on. or you can sponsor me 1 phone.haha.i know its cheaper. =)
-oh, yea. i didnt think of that. it's a good idea. LOL

pics..

2009-08-12T23:54:00.012+08:00

kaylynn>your siblings!! haha

The City of Cat. =D

Manhattan Fish Market. It's nice!!

Food...

2009-08-12T23:33:00.005+08:00

Class finally started. Went through 3 days of classes and so far it's still okay. Because there isn't any assignment yet. But srtarting from next week onwards, i think there will be assignments. or should i say it's sunday cause the assignment will be released on sunday. =P can say as my 1st assignment here.

There are really varieties of food here. Went out and tried the famous satay that cannnot be found elsewhere. *drum rolling*................ "pork satay".. WOW. This is really the 1st time i heard this and tried it. Where can you find it elsewhere. If you try to open a stall that sell pork satay, your stall will be gone by the next day or even worse, it won't last a day. haha. and i try a new kind of drink here, the "white lady".. nice name.. seems high class but it is sold at a small stall. xD and it is nice... very special. milk with pineapple juice i think.. haha.

Then just now, when out to Kuching Festival..3weeks plus festival. Food festival mostly. THere were so many stalls there. Even KFC have a stall there. I found out that people around Kuching or Sarawak dont like McDonald's and they like KFC more. That's why i can hardly find McDonald's here but can simply find a KFC here. the 'siu mai' here is so hard. Not as nice as those in Ipoh. aiksss.

And i heard the Ipoh now is getting serious about the spreading of H1N1 virus. ACS now reported the 1st infected H1N1 case. I'm so worried about all my friends there. Hopefully they all will be find and wont be infected by it. Take good care all of you.. I'll pray for all of you that are sick.. Get well soon.

-i won't change to Digi. You change to Maxis. The most only i will buy a D-campus here. haha
-i'm too still thinking of a way to decorate it. =P give me ideas.

P/S: Yiwen is MsChang favourite student and she's trying to become like MsChang. xD

-out-

'meow city'

2009-08-09T15:35:00.002+08:00

This would be my 1st post i blog in Kuching.

My 1st time on plane. It was kinda awesome to actually sit on the plane for the 1st time although the plane was kinda small for a tall person with long legs like me. haha. But fortunately the place beside me was empty so i managed to stretched my legs. Those forests in Sarawak is kinda systematic. Or should i say those were plantations?? I just don't know. So don't bother that. Those roads were really straight and it makes those forests to be in a 'square' shape. Arrived Kuching International Airport and it was nice. So i thought that Kuching was quite a developed town. Saw the 1 and only MCDONALD'S in Kuching so far,there.

This uni is consider okay until i was taken for a tour to UNIMAS in kuching. i really couldnt believe wha i actually saw. it was like a town. its bigger than old town i think. 20++ buses operating in the campus itself. a gold course,bowling, etc etc alot more. i'm totally speechless. perhaps as big as ipoh?? LOL

The food are different from those of ipoh. the laksa here is actually curry mee. but those food are actually nice here although it was kinda expensive. I finally get a taste of the 3 layer tea here. i was nice but not as nice that it will make me cry like what edwin said. LOL. Sunday sucks. No food in the campus. i have to walk out to eat and by the time i walk back, everything will be finish digisted. so in the end, the trip for food around my campus will do nothing good for my stomach. LOL

My class will be so torturing. everyday it starts at 8.30am. thought that i can sleep a little longer for a few days but eventually i cant.(dont be mad.i know what you are thinking) =P i still can adapt to the new things and new environment here. can you believe the sun rises at 6.15 here and it sets around 6.30pm?? goshhh... and there is no NIGHT LIFE here. I'm gonna die of boredom. everything seems to close around 9 or maybe worst, 8... the biggest shopping mall in kuching/sarawak is even smaller then ipoh parade i think. no cinema in it so far. coming soon only. AND I DON'T HAVE A LAPTOP YET. IT'S SO BORING!!

do you believe that there are actually many people around here that look so familiar. especially my roommate. he's so much like teik sern!!!! he looks like teik sern, talks like him, laughes like him, smiles like him, acts like him etc etc.. goshhh.. they are so alike. i shall ne day let you all see his photos. haha

people around here are so hard to communicate with. cannot blow water with them. cause i cant blow water in mandarin and english. and that's what they are all speaking in. this is relly really challenging. wow.

got a city tour this morning. not really nice. went to those historical places. visiteed a museum and make me to get a flu. the weather here is so hot and hazy. gonna die of dehydration.

i think it's long enough for you all to read till the next time i blog when i have a laptop on my own. currently blogging through 'teik sern''s laptop. haha

gonna have orientation night later. gonna do performance that will make me to have a bad reputation here. 'mean judge'. hahaha.

to you all. take care in whatever you all are doing. God bless...

-out-

My Last Day...

2009-08-03T18:40:00.002+08:00

This special 2 parties in 2 different dates, 2 different days and 2 different places had added into my 'chamber of memories', never to be forgotten and never to be faded.

Friday.... My official last schooling day. Living things are weird especially 'homo sapien'.. We, 'earthling'. never will appreciate something until we finally lose them in reality. Once that I was still in ACS, I complained almost everything about ACS. But when it is time to bid farewell, everything seems to be so hard. Kicked off my last day late to school. Time flies when we want it to be slow. New and old friends... Friendships... The most unwilling thing that i wish to part with. Chia Wei aka Chai Fei, Yew Tuck aka Tucker, WengHong aka Hong, Joshua aka Josh/Doreamon...And new friends SokWai aka Ah Sok/Uncle, YiWen aka Wen2/CicakWen, WeiKang aka Bubu, Benjamin, YeeSan aka 123, Kaylynn aka LameLynn/hornbill and the list goes on.... infinity..... After school attended my last CF meeting, and Yiwen's wish came true. She's now the Woship Director. Hong as usual with his Games Director. My last Mr Ang's tuition... Can't really concentrate in what he was trying to teach. Ended up chatting with Yiwen again. LOL. Sorry yiwen, I distracted you from your studies.

The party gone wild in the evening with the arrival of 2 'lame' guest. haha. AhSok and Bubu came the earliest. Slacked and chatted till almost every1 came (Yiwen, Hong, Benjamin, Philip, Steven) Thanks Phi and Stev for the present. Though it didn't really fit me but i like it very much. =) My second candles blowing ceremony of my '23rd birthday'. Bubu sang a weird birthday song for me (cantonese, english and mandarin, and I hope i can hear Japanese version birthday song) hehe. We crapped and laughed most of the time. Philip was kinda quiet that day (probably too much of testosterone ady) haha. JUST JOKING. They bugged my sister to tell them where I keep my childhood's photos. Mission Accomplished but Ah Sok left early and she can't see them . haha. Party officially ended at 11.45pm when Yiwen asked for a move..

Started my Saturday late again.... Supposed to meet up with them at 7.30am at MYC but I woke up at 7.45am.. GOShHH. The 1st thing in my mind was, SHYT.... And that's what I sent to Bubu. =P but still I managed to be there within 15mins. hehe. Waited awhile for Ben then headed for breakfast. Then divided into 2 groups and me as the driver for my group (Yiwen, Ah Sok and Bubu) headed to Tesco. Enjoyed every moment we spent there and it reminds me about the time we shopped for the camp's materials. Bubu showed his so-called 'manliness' by pushing the shopping cart. haha. I like Yiwen's room, double-storey bedroom.. And saw a mysterious leg still sleeping there.. A kid's legs who is also known as Yiwei. haha. shhhhh....

Headed back MYC. Most of them went tuition and left a few of us in MYC to continue on with the work. hmm.. I marinated the chickens. cool... Went out to buy some food, ice and also lighter. Ah Sok followed along and we have a chatting session there. Heart to heart chatting. hehe. Wrote a 欠单 (don't laugh again)

The party started around i don't know what time also. haha. Joan gave a short grace and everything kicked off. I was kinda blur there. I feel really really weird and I don't like it ~phantom of the opera in action~ kicked Bubu ass in table tennis. haha. I liked those corns, toast, garlic bread and I don't like BBQ-ed marshmallows.. ewwww. The game was okay.. Maybe that I was exhausted. Camwhore awhile before the party ended. I have to admit that I didn't really help to clean the place up. Sorry. I'm really sorry for that.

That's not the way.. I do not like the way it was being carried out. I do not understand why... A leader shouldn't act in such a way. A nation can't last long if he kept on acting in such a way.. It's not easy but you can't succeed without the help of your followers.. Bear in mind that it is not easy to be a leader.

Today is the last day I'll spend in Ipoh. Goodbye my beloved Ipoh and everything and everyone here. The place I borned, the place i spend 97% of my life (my 18 years and 7 days), the place I have my 1st experiences in almost everything, the place I love so much. In the end, I have to go and leave this place. If God had guided me to this path, then so be it.. I'll follow when You lead me to.

Ah Sok, hopefully that u can get ASEAN Scholarship and get out of Form6 life. Scholarship that you wish/hope for so long. Hopefully I didn't get my interview call up and you will get.

2nd episode

2009-07-30T19:43:00.002+08:00

COntInUe....

Just a simple mistake can make a cost a life. Tevindran, a Form5 prefect, passed away yesterday. Though I do not know him, but I saw/met him before. Quite a bright student. But at the end, it ended up like this. Life is so short. It might just end tomorrow or maybe it will even end right here and right now. So treasure it and enjoy every moment while you still can enjoy your life on this planet.

I can't believe tomorrow is my last day in school. My last Form6 day. Time flies... Those friends who are dear/close to me.. My old close friends and new close friends. I really do appreciate and enjoy every moment that I spent with all of you.

Yesterday,was really a fun day. Started of with our MUET lesson in the computer lab. She actually asked us to search something about Project Based Learning (PBL). But instead we spammed in every chatbox in our blogs. haha. It was fun. And that's the reason why En Cheng and Meor appear in my chatbox. haha.

Then we have our chemistry experiment. Bubu actually started the declaration of WAR the moment he sprayed distilled on my pants (my ass part). He was standing/hiding behind me when I was keeping my apparatus. WAR!!!

Depression won't help. But happiness/laughter will help you alot in your life. Cheer up, Hong!!

-out-

a memorable birthday....

2009-07-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

I'm really happy that my classmates and schoolmates celebrated my birthday in school. Really really appreciate that. Words can't expressed everything, so I'll just give you all a bow... 180 degrees bow. haha. Thanks alot. *arigatou gozaimasu*

Mango cake, egg tart (as cake), mangoesteen (as present) and a self-decorated shirt by Yiwen, Sokwai aka Ah Sok, Hong, Tucker aka Private, Josh aka Doraemon, Chiawei aka ChaiFei, WeiKang aka Bubu, Benjamin, Kaylynn aka Lamelynn and Yeesan. I like the shirt a lot. The paper made by Ah Sok (heard that it took about hours to do that) just burned... Thought of keeping it as a memory but unfortunately i can't.

time don't allow me to continue.

~credibility on the stake~

To be continued.........

No problemo

2009-07-25T15:24:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, I wanna stress that I'm not a hornbill. Which part of me looks like a hornbill?? Haiyoh. Lamelynn, I'm not!!! Now the rumours are spreading like wild fire. :P

Went back to school this morning to give a supportive cheer to my classmates who joined the basketball competition. Ing Ing who is the backbone of the team (yiwen, sokwai, yeesan, ing ing, marie) lead them to won 2 matches out of 3. Not bad after all. From this you can see how supportive our cheers were. LOL.

Then went 大树脚 aka 'big tree leg' to have our 'brunch'. (i know what you all are thinking, so don't laugh) Hahaha. We have 1 VIP today to join us for brunch. That's............that is........... Ms Lydia...... (sorry if i spell your name wrongly) She was actually having the same laughing style as Sok Wai. LOL. Are both of you SISTERS??? ;D Driving there was a real funny thing. BUBU ran the red light. Bibo Bibo.... Police coming. LOL Correct direction become a wrong direction.

Then went to amc canteen day for awhile. To fetch my sis back home. Finally I met up See Lin in person. She spoke English and I made me to have inferiority complex. GOshh... Breaking news...THis was the first time I saw her with some boys. Isn't that a great news. haha.

I shall go for dinner. Laksa doesn't fill my tummy. hehe

P/S: sok wai, shinpai suru koto dewa nai ~bow 90 degrees back~

~Hate people whispering in front when you are left out of everything~

To infinity and BEYOND

2009-07-20T22:58:00.006+08:00

We are now at infinity.. Not dat infinity behind JJ but the real infinity. lol. Mr K taught us that we are actually standing in a point of infinity (refers to the infinity point of the point from infinity) confused right?? try to understand it. It's quite meaningful and hilarious. LOL. Enjoy life while we still can. That's what i always ask others to do. haha. Hopefully they will. Life is short. And there is no repeat in your life. So enjoy to the fullest while you still can. hehe.

Yiwen suddenly bake a chocolate cake to school today. Though it was kinda dry but it's edible. haha. Just joking anyway. I mean it's edible and also nice. Really nice though it's true that it was kinda dry. It's nice. :D I think the 'chocolate chips' in the cake that make the taste of chocolate taste better. It's a good combination of usage of those ingredients. ~acting like an expert*perasan nyer*~ haha. Thanks thanks.

I'm really tired now. Exhausted.. I've never undergo such intensive training for such a long time already. I think the last time was in form 4. It really drained all the energy out of me.. Can hardly breath that time. Every body part of mine became feeling-less right on the spot itself and now I still can't feel my legs. haha.

P/S: Happy day again. :D

High Praise

2009-07-18T15:01:00.005+08:00

High Praise yesterday was so awesome. Though there were not many people came as i had expected but the attendance was quite satisfying. I was kinda late due to the football thingy but fortunately the event haven't get started yet. Phew... Met KokLin, YiWei and DiJie there. The feeling of weirdness was there again when I saw Yiwei. haha

Started with a kinda boring and lame game which i do not really wanna describe much. ACS Choir team performance was just okay. There were 4 guys who danced. Breakdance, robotic dance and hip hop dance. It was nice and eye-catching. Praise and worship was the main hightlight of the whole day. It was really really awesome. Shout and sing until voice-less. LOL.

And yea... Sokwai and Kaylynn suddenly drove Bubu's car out.

Text from Sokwai >We are now going to JJ with your car<

Bubu was so shocked that time. I know that he was hiding his worries behind the cheerful smile. So sked that his kancil will become a bike. xD

Sermon by Pastor Elijah was interesting. ~'Why are we born at the first place? Borned as a boy/girl? Borned in Ipoh?~ Those whys' questions were so many but there was just one answer for all the questions. ~'We were borned for a purpose'~ Everything was created for a purpose. None of us are exactly the same yet we all have a purpose and that's why we are living now. It wasn't boring at all.

Yum cha after that event. Chatted for quite some time. But it was only a few of us that were talking. So feel kinda awkward. :P

Attended BB meeting this morning. Nothing really special about this meeting. Not as fun as the previous meeting. Dr Ting was there again with his long-winded talk. Repeating everything over and over again. But whenever I listened to his talk, I didn't really feel sleepy. Kinda weird. :P

Those seniors played with the cake for their farewell. Luckily there isn't any last year. There wass this nostalgic feeling when they were handing over their post to the form4s. I feel so old. Thinking back the time when we hand over, i feel that it was just recently. Time flies.

The most anticipating moment, refreshment. Pizza time. Haha. I can't believe Bubu can eat 4 slices of pizza. wow. That was incredible. :D

'superman' sytle.. :P

'da da'...

Choir team in action =)

A self-declared 'happy' day... LOL

Cooked (ready to be served)

2009-07-16T17:03:00.014+08:00

Time is running out.....Is this the right choice??? Tell me O God...

My class is kinda busy with the recycleton project recently. And my group finally finished up everything from the banner to the field today. We created our own China, Korea, Malaysia, Thailand etc. I can't believed that those efforts that we put on our measurement on the banner kinda wasted with just a few words from Dr K ~Aiyah...Don't worry.. Those measurements are negligible because it is a World Map.. You don't have to use so many points to draw those lines..~ swt swt... We counted so many points on the banner to be transferred to the field are just useless. But anyway, we finished our job on time. Good job all (applause). We kinda decorated the map a bit.. I'm cooked under the sun for so long. It's been awhile since i stay up so long under this hot, dry and sunny weather. It feels so not good. Sorethroat and I'm still staying under the sun. :P

I started to like the class now. It's starting to get lively. Not as dull as the class that i know previously. I didn't know the Bubu was that hilarious and likes to talk craps too. haha. He's not that kind who is serious in everything.. hehe. that's cool.

I'm happy that I'm not that redundant anymore. Wakaka. Though I'm... Gonna have my MUET speaking tomorrow. Hopefully that I'll do well. And pray that she won't bang me too much. If not it won't be a discussion anymore.. If not it'll be a debating session. haha

Everyone kinda hooked up to be emo lately.. Cheer up...

P/S : You are blazing today.. :D (I'm cooked and ready to be eaten) xD

-a new cute dog-

'Shyt' Up

2009-07-11T00:40:00.004+08:00

Mandarin is hard.. Just learned a few mandarin words yesterday and now i have totally forgotten those words. I have such a bad memory.

I'm so jealous of those fellow ex-MGSian.. How come they have prizes for their efforts in SPM while we got nothing but just a cert of recognition. I just boycotted 'Hari Anugerah' because of the poor attitudes of those teachers in-charge there. I met with the teacher in-charge of the preparation for that day (which I do not want to reveal who that teacher is) and he asked me to sit on this particular place.. After waited for almost 2hours, they eventually sent a representative in my place and took that cert. I bored myself there with this STAR newspaper with me that I kept flipping through every single page and almost memorised every single article in the newspaper. I felt so disrespected at that moment and wanted to go to his face and yell at him... Luckily i managed to keep my cool. phewww...

BB on Saturday wasn't that boring afterall since those ex-MGSians weren't there because of their 'Hari Ucapan'. Those games were funny and with those hilarous classmates of mine. ~big fish; small fish; husband wife~And YEAH.. Josh and Tucker came for their 1st meeting.. I'm really glad n happy about this. xD Finally met Dibin after such a long time didn't saw him.

P/S: I feel so weird when met Yiwei.

-very big fish-

From the mountains to the valleys

2009-07-07T22:46:00.003+08:00

Perak State BB Sports Carnival was a real success for 1st Ipoh. It was a grand event that we all should be proud of, thanks to such dedicated and responsible officers such as Chee Khoon, Kah Loon and Edwin. Can you imagine how much work 3 of them gave out for this grand event. Credit need to be given to Chee Khoon especially. He contributed the most in this event.

There is no regret that i went for it. Joined the Captain Ball during this carnival and grabbed the 1st place and won a T-shirt. =) I can personally say that the BB Band team that performed that day was much better than our school band. Though that i can see the fancy drill was not that nice but i did admired them. Stepped up and performed there. ~applause~

Praise and worship was really really awesome. BB can actually rock the House of God.... Because those members in 1st Ipoh do not really like to sing. I can still hear the melody beating in my heart and mind now. ~from the mountains to the valleys; hear our praises rise to You....~One Way....~ =D

Sometimes, it's hard to make a decision though people might have and answer for that decision for you. And it's even harder when you have to announce people's decision as if it's your own decision.

MJ's funeral later. Another chance for those fella to take advantage of MJ's death. Can you imagine you need a ticket to attend that funeral. Goshhh. Can't those fella respect someone's death..

Having severe flu now. Gotta off to bed. And stop cursing me... Yea, I'm talking to you. To you....

-out-

cooool...

2009-07-04T23:36:00.002+08:00

there is this one thing that i MUST blog here now though I'm really tired now. And there is this Interstate Sports Carnival tomorrow.

TRANSFORMERS IS SO SO SO SO cool.... hahaha. I finally watched it. It was so nice. I wish I can watch it for the second time. hehe

gotta go. Gonna recharge for tomorrow. =D

HIGH PRAISE 09

2009-07-04T00:26:00.010+08:00

YES.... It's true... It's High Praise.... And it's ACS Christian Fellowship HighPraise... Gonna be held in YMCA on the 17th July 2009.. It's an open to all.. Christian and non-Christian all are invited. Please don't be shy to join this event as it's not only limited to Christian Fellowship members.. It's open to all... Except for Muslims.. =P 7.30pm sharp... Bring along your friends to join... goshhh.. I am actually doing publicity here. hahaha.

P/S: What's wrong with me and the peace sign!!!??? Gooshhhh... Stop it..... And don't laugh...

Different from the other

2009-07-01T16:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the most interesting schooling ever. How good would it be if everyday is like that? Then life would be much more interesting as well. =>

There was this sketch thingy for Lower 6 students. 7 reps from all lower6 classes acted in the sketch. I was actually in the sketch and acted as a woman... SWT... Luckily it ended well for us. Nothing embarrassing really happened though I didn't end the sketch well as planned. We do not have enough time to prepare. We just managed to planned the situation verbally but haven't really practised it. So it was all spontaneous reaction. Up the stage n CRAPS flew out!!! haha

This was the 1st time i went into that room that they used to keep those cans. The whole class went in (played + helped).. At the beginning everyone was so shy to ditry their hands but in the end, everyone went in and WAR!!!!! Cans flying all over the room. Heads, bodies, faces.........all of the targets.. haha.

We tried to burn the corn. But not successful those we used so many concave lens to direct the sunlight to burn the corn. Instead of burning the corn, we actually burned ourselves up.... -.-'

I SKIPPED CLASS THE WHOLE DAY... That's an improvement. hahaha. And Sokwai didn't actually argue with me today. Good Good. Peaceful....

P/S: That's so not true....... Not every drama end that way..

Why everyone is judging a book by it's cover?? LOL..

R.I.P

2009-06-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

Let just talk about Sunday 1st. Woke up early in the morning and thought that I can go for service since de previous week i missed it. But when i was preparing myself, a sms just make me wake up so early for nothing. In the end, woke up so early, didn't do anything and can't go back into dreamland.

I actually went to waterfall on that afternoon and caught an orange fish.. It's so cute but unfortunately it just died just now. DUhhhh... (and it's not because of me that the fish died)

Today... Again schooling day. Many many hilarious stuffs happened today. It can really make you laugh your ass off. Burst into tears of happiness. haha. So i'll just cut it short that it was quite a fun and nice day. In addition, we don't have R&D today because Pn Jocelyn was absent.. So more free periods for us.

Tomorrow is the sketch thingy. I'm gonna go up the stage and embarrased myself thanks to my class monitor... Don't feel like acting. I'm bad in acting. LOL.

The death of Michael Jackson really struck the world. I do not really like his physical appearance but i do like his MOONWALK. Hope i can too. haha. We can always see that only an artist and his/her works will become famous after his/her death. But this is totally different. Michael Jackson is already super famous before he died. And now he is even more famous after he died. I can say that those flowers and candles shops gained lots of profit from this.

R.I.P

-out-

Gonna Be in 2 Pieces!!!

2009-06-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

Since someone asked me to update, i'll just update my blog.

Things are not going well... The new schooling system is gonna suck all my energy away.. Screw the government. The schedule is so tight and we can hardly breath in the class. Plus with those Poi Lam and Buntong guys there, giving us more pressure.. Pressure Pressure Pressure, when are you leaving us!!!??? Can we deserve a period break in between of those classes when exchanging teachers??? At least give us a MINUTE break for some muscle relaxing movement... Gosh.. Do they have any brain in deciding such a timetable for us which make us even harder to cope with the life in school?? I can't believe that those PL and Buntong guys had been acting so hardworking and it's all because of people like Yew Tuck and Sok Wai in our class. LOL.

Again, thanks to the new system that we have only less than 30 minutes for badminton and we still have to pay RM1 for it.. Goshhhh... Tell them to be a little considerate!!! Time are like so short everyday. Before this, i spent more then 2 hours per day on TV but now, haih... What more can i say about it..

Poobalan, Soong Cheong, Lok San and Karthiresan have officially left the class. Bad and good news come together. Don't feel like explaining more here. Not intending of hurting anyone's feeling. So shuuuuutttt.... =P The class now are even 'QUIETER' than before because of the departure of poobalan from our class. Chikkkk.... Enough is Enough...

NEXT!!! When for CF interview this noon and i don't even know why i was there.. lol. Maybe that i followed Yiwen there. Because Hong doesn't really want a post in CF... The interview was much more easier compared to the Voyager interview i think based on what Yiwen said.

Mr Ang's maths lesson was getting worst day by day.. I can't understand a word that was coming out from his mouth... I only heard ~bla bla bla lalalalala bla la bla la bla bla bla bulalala bilalalala~... I'm gonna die in this statistic chapter. lol.

Enough for now i think.. It's UPDATED!!! haha

P.S : We'll see. Anyway, don't take it so seriously. Was half joking by the way.. And half are real.. =P

church of praise.

2009-06-20T15:03:00.002+08:00

Got kinda hectic on the previous Thursday. The most important highlight of that day was the IBIG Korean Praise Concert. This concert was really really awesome. Filled with passion, tears and happiness. Wow... Can you imagine that....

The sermon by Pastor Daniel Kim (a really really muscular guy who doesn't really look like a pastor) was really nice. The same thing he talked about his life on his previous sermon. Borned in Korea and lived there for 10years, then Japan for another 10, US for another 10, and at last a few years in Beijing. Cool....

Just came back from BB Primers 1st meeting. The meeting was okay thou most of the committees were not there. So everything kinda went on messy. Just 2 of the committees were there.. Our new members attendance wasn't that bad. 21/26.. =D Hopefully it will last... hehe

severe headache

2009-06-16T23:00:00.005+08:00

It's been 2 days since the 2nd semester started. I was so sleepy these 2 days. Lack of sleep perhaps. As a result, severe headache after school. Duhhh....

I hate to touch those horibble stinking oil.. It was so *yucky*... The micrometre screw gauge was so hard to use ~zero error~ 1st time using it after hearing how to use it theorically since form4..

Ms Chang was kinda okay today compared to those previous classes. But still, i don't like her teaching me MUET. haha. Felt like going back to primary school when she asked us to do our correction for the essay we did. She kept on asking me whether am i finish or not. What is wrong with her??

The 1st time i heard Rajendran scolding in the class this year. I wasn't really concentrating that time till i looked at him and he was staring at poobalan(i tought) but actually he was staring at a poi lam guy.. Then these horibble and mean words started to come out from his mouth ~lembu, jamban, etc etc~

Went out to have lunch with Moga, Phi, Vignes, Josh, Jin and Hong. Moga's driving skill is so 'professional'. My heart almost flew out. Phew.. Luckily i can come back in one piece. haha.

~headache headache~

-out-

Bye Bye Holiday

2009-06-14T18:32:00.007+08:00

And there goes my holidays.. Time flies...

I should think positively... C'mon.......

I hope you know what I'm thinking....

Duhhhhhh... Unfinished homework......

-out-

tagged..

2009-06-12T03:01:00.004+08:00

Got tagged by Anna the Aussie gal... =P

1)Name - Sum
2) Male/Female - Male
3) Were you named after anyone? - nope. de oni one here.
4) Does your name mean anything? - Yea... ~add~
5) Nick Name(s) - Ah Sum, Summer, Summy......
6) What do you think you look like name wise? - huh??
7) Date Of Birth - 27th July
8) Place of Birth and Current Location - Ipoh, Ipoh....
9) Nationality - Pure Malaysian
10) Astrology Sign - LEO
11) Chinese Astrology Sign - Goat
12) Religion - *Buddhist*
13) What’s your favorite smell - when there is no smell. =P
14) Political Position - I hope I'm the 1st chinese prime minister in malaysia. haha
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? - Chocolate milk n pure milk
16) Hair + Eye colour? - Black
17) Do you look like anyone famous? - nope. don't think so
18) What do you look like? - i look like the person inside a mirror when i'm standing in front of it
19) Any unusual talents? -
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? - righty..
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? - 180 degrees straight. lol.
22) What do you do for a living? - Enjoy life.
23) What do you do for fun? - Sports!!!
24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? - ???
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with? - !?!?!?!?!?
26) Have you met your grandparents? - definitely
27) Boyfriend /Girlfriend? - yes no???
28) Crush? - no yes???
29) What celebrity would you date if you could? - YUI
30) Current worries? - whether i can wake up tmr.
31) Favorite online Guy/Girl: all.....
32) Favorite place to be? - home sweet home.
33) Least favorite place to be? - MUET CLASS.. with Ms Chang teaching me MUET.
34) Do you burn or tan? - Tanned
35) Ever broken a bone? - yea....fish bones. n chicken also..
36) What is your favorite cereal? - don't think have.
37) Person you cry with - alone is better.
38) Any sisters - yup
39) Any brothers - yup
40) Any pets - nope.
41) An illness - banana-isme.. lol
42) A Pager - nope
43) A Personal phone line - yea..
44) A cell phone - that's normal
45) A visible birthmark - yea.
46) A Pool or hot tub - poor guy
47) A Car - toy car counted??

Describe Your :
48) Personality - ehhh, ask others??
49) Driving - yup
50) Your clothing style - T-shirt, shorts and slippers.
51) Room - White blue.
52) What’s missing - my freedom.. =P
53) School - starting to get boring
54) Bed - comfortable
55) Relationship with your parents? - very very cool
56) Believe in yourself - seldom
57) Do you believe in love at first sight? - errr...
58) Consider yourself a good listener - think so. lol
59) Have a future dream that you would like to share? - nope
60) Get Along with your parents - definitely
61) Save your e-mail conversations - probably yea
62) Pray - yup
63) Believe in reincarnation - .......
64) Brush your teeth twice a day? - see my teeth
65) Like to talk on the phone? - sms is better.
66) Like to eat? - yes yes
67) Like to exercise? - my favourite. i love it
68) Like to watch sports? - sure
69) Sing in the car? - nope...
70) What is a dream that you have all the time? - dreams are hard to be remembered
71) Dream in color? - what does that suppose to mean?
72) Do you have nightmares? - yeah , tried before
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal - nah
74) Next to you - air.. xD
75) On your favorite coffee cup? - nope
76) On your mouse pad - my mouse??
77) Your favorite flavor of gum? - mint
78) Favorite deodorant? - ????
79) Your dream honeymoon spot - japan, italy, taiwan
80) Your dream husband/wife - nice....... but not perfect.
81) Hiding in your closet? - it means??
82) Under your bed - a bed..
83) The name of one of your best friends? .........infinity
84) Your bad time of the day - ......
85) Your worst fear(s) - Ghost???
86) What’s the weather like - Extremely hot
87) Your favorite time of year? - DECEMBER....!!!
88) Your favorite holiday? - Chinese New Year and Christmas
89) A material weakness? - huh???
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like:- can't think of any
91) At the top of your “to-do list”? - there are too much on the top..
92) The hardest thing about growing up - pressure and stress
93) A pet peeve? - huh??
94) Your scariest moment - too many
95) Your attitude about love? - :-)
96) The most outrageous, desperate thing you’ve done to attract the attention of the opposite sex? - can't remember
97) The worst feeling in the world - got cheated. and backstabbed
98) The best feeling in the world - not sure.
99) Who sent this to you? - actually got tagged by anna
100)Tag more people? - those who wanna do can do it. lol

I'm actually doing this at 3.30am. I'm freaking sleepy now and I kinda do this tag kinda fast.

-out-

KL trip

2009-06-11T02:43:00.006+08:00

I'll blog although that it is 3am now because someone ask me to update my blog.

Just got back from KL and straight off to tuition. I wondered why am I so hardworking. Reached Ipoh around 6.30pm and my tuition was at 7pm. See how rush i was. And I didn't even have time to have my dinner.

Okay.. Back to the main point. I went to Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre in KL to take my ASEAN Scholarship Selection Test together with Jin. Arrived the day of the test or maybe more precise, it's on the day itself cause it was 1am when I arrived at KL Sentral. Stayed at my aunt's place. We woke up around 10am when the test starts around 12.30pm. So we only get there just on time to start the test. I just got to have my breakfast on 10.30am and that's it for the day till my dinner. We have our test in this big convention hall of combination of a few small convention rooms.

The 1st test we had was Maths. One paper and i'm gone. The paper was already extremely hard and i do not have enough time to look at all of those questions. SG people are all freak!!! In
addition, I was freezing at that time although I was having my sweater on.

It was even worst when it was English test. 2 papers, 1 comprehension & summary and 1 essay. All about writting and my hands were frozen. Gosh... You wouldn't want to see my handwriting at that time. It was already cold and i was starving at that time. The time for every test was so short.. For our STPM level, we have to write 350words in 50minutes and the time was already short but now SG level, 350words in 30minutes. How am i suppose to write that. NO TIME!!!! And the time when everything ended was 7.30pm. GOSH!!!! I starved for the whole day. As a result, gastric after that.

The next day we went there aroung 10.30am because the registration time was at 10.45am but the test suppose to start at 12 according to the schedule. But they actually change the schedule at the last minute. We were divided into smaller groups. Headed for a smaller room for the test and there were about 20person in my room. The ability test was kinda weird. They test us about some pictures which alter in the same pattern. Missing part and we have to find that. It wasn't that hard as the maths test yesterday but i had difficulty in doing it. BECAUSE I WAS SNEEZING ALL THE TIME!! The room was actually very quiet but i kept on sneezing making me to become the main attention there. It was so embarrassing.

Jin left after the test I met up with my aunt in Sunway. We watched Monster vs Alien 3D Animation. Lol. The movie was funny. But the 3D specs wasn't that nice to wear because it was heavy. Maybe because that I have to wear 2 specs at a time.

There was this Movie Carnival there on that day. Saw many people with their costumes of their favourite characters of a movie (Harry Potter, Star Wars, Narnia, Night at the Museum, etc). I saw this person in white acting like the statue of Abraham Lincoln. haha. When he don't move, I really thought that it was a statue. hahaha. My uncle was so addicted and fascinated by the decorations and furniture there. He saw this super thin tv, it was really really slim. Slimmer than my phone perhaps. GOSH.. And it was so expensive, 18k. swt. I stranded in Sunway for 12hours on that day itself. 10.30am to 10.30pm. My uncle and aunty actually can't find their car when we wanted to go back that time. lol. Wasted 30minutes in looking for the car.

Got a message from Joan that she was in KL. So we went out for a lil lepaking with them . And it was Sunway again. lol. 3 days in a row in Sunway.

The next day went Midvalley with my aunt. It was all about eating and shopping in Midvalley. haha.

ice cream yogurt. ~yummy~

duh.

2009-06-05T09:33:00.002+08:00

Gonna go to KL tonight.

To sit for the ASEAN Scholarship test which i never even prepare anything for the test.

So i'm gonna be so dead tmr.

Gonna blog more when i'm back.

-out-

Pangkor Trip ~roasted~

2009-06-04T01:26:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Pangkor Trip. It's totally totally fun and entertaining though that there are some sacrifices of pain and tiredness that I need to bear. I'm totally roasted. Cooked and ready to be served. Dinner is serve....... Haha

Reach MYC on sat earlier than the time they ask us to come. Saw Joan and Munteng, Munteng with her small little pillow with "Patrick" (the startfish in the movie Spongebob)on it. *if i'm not mistaken* - We took a so 'antique' bus to the Pangkor Jetty. And as what Edwin said, 'Welcome To Ipoh Town Bus'. The bus was so bumpy. It feels like shaking your head and dance in disco. =P After more than 2 hours of bumpy journey, we finally arrived. The ferry to Pangkor Island is much nicer than the one to Penang Island.

We stayed in a resort, a so-called resort which i think it was more like a chalet where we were staying. I stayed in a room together with Hong and Jiawei. My beloved roommates for 2 days. Hong voluntered himself to sleep on the floor since that he brought his sleeping bag.

Our 1st activity of the day was snorkelling. Riding on the speed boat is totally a whole new experience for me. Because that we have a huge gang in our group, we (Joan, Jenny, Yiwen, Hong and me) sat on a smaller speed boat. That fella basically drift with his speed boat. Fun and I'm sitting in front of the boat. That guy told us about an island that looks like turtle and a crocodile crawling back to land which were represented by rocks. We then imagined and guessed how many times that fella have to say that out in one day.. LOL.. Snorkelling was really fun and exciting at the beginning but when time goes by, it started to get boring. This was the 1st time i went snorkelling. The life jacket was so painful. There is this string that we need to put on under out butt which pretend the life jacket from floating away, make my butt so pain. According to Kah Loon, this is the feeling of wearing 'G-string' which i don't know how he know this. Probably that he wore it before. LOL.

Then we went to the beach and played frisbee... We just scored 2 points and everyone was half-dead. When everyone was reasting, suddenly out of nowhere BK(Balakavitha) become a 'victim' which i do not know whether is it a correct term to decribe her because she basically voluntered herself to be buried under the sand. Haha. After she was fully buried, she acted like a zombie and rose from death....She then ran all over the beach throwing 'sandballs' towards those whom buried her and I was one of them. Then we had our Sandball fight there. Heees

We went to town to have our dinner. I sat with 6 guys and 1 girl during dinner time. Thought that guys will make an impact during dinner time but this one exceptional girl became the highlight of the day. Yiwen can actually eat alot and she almost finish up everything on the table. Not forgetting Tak Hao which can ate 4 big bowls of rice did actually helped out.

We had our worship and sharing time on the beach.. And it was that time that suddenly my phone rang twice. One was from my mum and the other was from my beloved deskmate, Kin Wai. He told me that I got JPA Scholarship in my appeal case. That was indeed a happy news but he suddenly added on that I was sent to Swinburne University in Sarawak.. -.-' Then I told myself to not to think of it because it's PANGKOR TIME!!!! So i really did not think of that in the whole Pangkor Trip. Back on, we shared about what had we done wrong in our life. Those girls were all so 'holy', they can only think of 1 after a long time of cracking their head.

Then we went shopping along the street... I always thought of eating this 'jagung bakar' there but never got the chance. I WANT JAGUNG BAKAR!!!!! Jiawei bought Munteng a bottle of soap which creates bubbles when it's blow. He shouldn't had bought her that because she kept on blowing those bubbles on my head... She walked passed the burger stall and blowed, so all of those bubbles which were soap actually dropped on the food. =D

We then went back and had our 'gambling time'. Blackjack time. Dorayaki on the bet. Those who lost were to eat those dorayaki. The lucky Edwin made almost all of us to eat dorayaki. Then Kah Loon became the dealer and he wasn't so lucky and he lost. He had to do 150 pushups. He trade his punishments to treating us IKAN BAKAR.... But i want Jagung Bakar....

A few of us woke up at 4am to see the sunrise at the beach. Full of excitement and joy though that we were all sleepy at that time when we woke up at 4am. But everything was vanished when one of us suddenly remembered that the direction were facing at the beach was WEST where the sun sets!!! I slept on the beach for 1hour and 30minutes!!! We finally gave up our hope of watching sunrise.

We had our devotion in the morning. A very simply simply song. We shared again about the most regretted things in our life.... Almost all of us said the same regrets, 'I regret that i do not learn mandarin'!!! LOL.

After breakfast, we had our kayaking time!!!! The most anticipating time that i had waited for so long. 1st time to actually kayak... I team up with Jenny. Both of us basically do not know how to steer to the direction we want, so ended up going left instead of right and right instead of left. But we finally got everything under control.. Kayaking is a energy-consuming activity but it was really really fun.

We actually ate burger as our lunch and rushed to the ferry. When we were on the ferry, we cam-whored during the whole ferry journey.

Robinson Crusoe is leaving the ISLAND....

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CHILD ABUSE...

2009-05-30T00:20:00.002+08:00

And there goes the 1st semester of the year. we practically just attended 3 weeks of school. Though that it seems like a short period of time but yet many things happened during these few weeks. Happy, sad, frustration, anger, funny etc. Remembering the 1st schooling day for us, there were so many blur faces present. But after this short period of 3 weeks, many of them had changed. My class which was really a big class which consist mostly of former students from poi lam make de vector power belongs to them. LOL. I can hardly recognised most of the new faces in the class.

I had wrote about those teachers in my class for the previous few blogs, so i'll jump to the students found in my clas. =P i had found a yin and yang in my class. One was my beloved deskmate and one more is the so-called 'coconut tree' by our PA teacher in our class. You will never find them in the school the same day. One will definitely absent from school if the other shows up. xD Isn't that hilarious??

There are so many 'future' actuarial science graduates. A competitive field of job. Though that many would say that this field is tough. And some said that studying actuarial science will end up being an insurance salesman which i do not agree. Lol. Luckily i am not that interested in this field because of the toughness of this field. You basically need to take 8 papers if i am not mistaken to become a real actuary. And those papers are all extremely darn hard.

Most of the Poi Lam guys were all, i'm sorry to say this, nerdy. I hope that none of those Poi Lam guys will see this. =P From what i observed, 90% of them are all concentrating more at the books lying on their table than other things else. they were like so so so clever which make me so pressure. As what you said, i'm gonna be bald soon. Haha.

I can really say that most of my classmates are all of those committed type. One very good example is my very respected monitor. Sorry Jo. Since that you are not my monitor this year, the title had been giving to someone else. Haha. Everytime i would see her doing stuffs related to the class. I do not know whether is it because of his on dedication and responsibilities or because of the teachers forcing her to do all those things... =D She would definitely answer, " I don't want to do one ar, teachers ask me to do one". Lol. So far, we had collected the most recyclable cans compared to other classes but not to be counted in the form of ratio. Hehe.

It suddenly pop out in my mind that i had so many things to do. loaded with tonnes of holiday's homeworks. And does the term holiday's homework really exist?? Shouldn't holiday means that we can relax ourselves and have our own private time to rest and shake our legs if we want to? But it's not. MUET's homework was the worst!!! 5 compulsory essays to write and 20 you-want-to-do essay. duhhhh. How can you expect a student to write more than 2 essays everyday for these 16 days holiday?? This is totally torturing... CHILD ABUSE!!!!!!!!!! She need some treatment to end this form of indirect CHILD ABUSE!!!!!!!!!

Because of her nagging, my head is so heavy and pain now. sorethroat and headache at once. Her detruction power is so so so powerful that even just 2 periods of time (70minutes) can handicapped me. LOL.

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Will I??

2009-05-27T15:18:00.003+08:00

i was sleeping on the floor when my dad suddenly standing beside me with a letter. i was so blur at that time. i took the letter and glanced through the envelope and i saw the logo of Singapore Government thingy on the top left of the letter. I was like so so ....... wow ....... I got the letter. ASEAN Scholarship. =P But i always know that this was some kind of hope that can easily fade away. Hope that filled with happiness and excitement but won't last long. Just like JPA scholarship.

I doubted of going for the test in KL. Maths, English and IQ test. It was so torturing when i saw the timetable for those tests. The thought of not going for the test kept on appearing in my mind. duhhhh. But dad keeps on forcing me to go. Aiyah....... Sei jau sei la. Gonna go for it.

HELP... School is so so so boring. I HATE MUET and MATHS..... Why!! Why!!! Why must she teach us MUET??? She is not teaching us. She is feeding us with other people's knowledges. Reading from a set of papers and feed us with those knowledges from the paper. I never saw any teacher before that ask their students to go for tuition. =.=" What is this?? Isn't it teacher's resposiblity is to teach their students?? There is talented artist in our class. Haha.

Holidays is coming soon. I am so so looking for it. Pangkor during the holidays. Haha.

Mancherster United vs Barcelona. Hopefully that MU is going to win this. Glory Glory Mancherster United. I wanna watch this match but it's only shown in ASTRO. Sad....

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a so-called pre-U life

2009-05-21T15:14:00.004+08:00

finally i made up my mind to surrender to form6. at the very beginning, it's a very big NO NO for me to enter form 6. there is just no reason for that. frankly speaking, i just hate form 6. but in the end, i just ended up here. i DO NOT KNOW why... i'm in deep shit now.

the 3 days orientation was superbly boring. totally speechless about that. there was only speech speech speech and speech going on all the time. can't they prepare somethng more interesting and fun than just plain speeches. i was being called out on the 2nd day of orientation together with others few more. the 1st thing that flash through my mind was 'DAMN!!WHAT DID I DO THIS TIME???'... i was even shocked when they chose us for the Teacher's Day committee thingy. i was like still new if i am considered a new lower six guy that came for school just a few days. wtf... and i don't think that i contributed much to the teacher's day preparation. i felt so .......... speechless...... duhhh......

~THE CLASS~
it was so so so full. 45 in a class. can u imagine that. there was 38 in my class back in form5 was also considered as so full. we are gonna spilled out of the class just like water spilling out from a full water bottle. everyone is still a stranger to me. =) hopefully i can noe them better.

i really don't like most of the teachers that teaches me. i HATE MATHS AND MUET!!! screw it!!!! pn lee is so naggy... she's even more naggy than steven aka add maths tuition teacher. steven which was full of his own philosophy of life. but she was even worst. full of those stories of her own. she will definitely jumped into her own stories in the middle of her teaching. bla bla bla...... she just can't stop talking about her son. she kept on nagging the same thing over and over again, telling us that this is a very hard game. you don't work hard then you will lose this game.. -.-" muet was so not fun. ms chang just pulled back our hope of enjoying our form6 life here. can't she make muet much more interesting like the other teachers did?? josh and adlan told me about the way pn susila tought them muet in their class. it just make me so envy of them. i wish my muet teacher is ms foo. lol. i like her way of talking and teaching in the class. she just make the environment in the class to be much more cheerful and lively. the way she nags and scold her students is more fun. can u believe that the 1st day we entered her muet class we had our reading test. that was also my sleeping test. haha. i actually felt asleep in the middle of the test. everytime i woke up, i was like 'where am i??? i think is this line..' hahaha. can u imagine that. xD 2nd day was already speaking and i screwed that. 3rd day writting. duhhh. it will be a miserable 1 and a half year for me to go through.

but luckily i there is physic. to balance it back. haha. i like physic!!!! he just like to smile and laugh. not forgetting making people laugh. haha. there was this new theory that i learned :

STRESS = PRESSURE

PRESSURE = FORCE / AREA

pressure is inversely proportional to area

increase AREA to decrease PRESSURE

therefore, LOW PRESSURE = LOW STRESS

funny equation... haha. a way of increasing the area. his method, open your hands and legs wide just like a 'big' word in mandarin. this can increase the area. xD i just like the way he teaches us. *thumbs up* his class just make me relax. not so tensed like the other class especially maths. =) the crapping pa teacher. pervert. haha. he is almost like thiru. lol. no comment.

i'm still considering the clubs and societies that i wanna join.

MU won!!!!! glory glory Manchester United. haha. go for the Champions League as well. xD though that i like the way Barcelona played, but i like MU more. haha

birthday boy.

2009-05-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

i attended a small listen talk about health (blood circulation) thingy. they provided a free check up of our blood circulation in our body. i didn't missed out the chance and had a little check up. and duhh........ the result came back was not so cool. ~*entangled blood vessels*~ which mean i do not have a healthy lifestyle since that i was the youngest there. ~sleep too early that is during midnight which i totally agree, too much of meat, stress~ she can hardly believe that since that i was the youngest there and i frequently had my sports routine too. even me, myself can hardly believe it. =P

khan is coming back tomorrow. which mean tomorrow, thursday, from NS. my handsome little buddy had suffer/enjoy there for almost 2 months. hopefully there isn't any huge physical change in him. haha. hopefully he is not darker then me and wont got tanned. haha. like me.

today is one of my best friend's birthday. there is such a long long long history between both of us. much thicker then a yellow page. xD we actually met each other in kindergarten and knew since then. we were really really notorious at that very age. but that's the main thing that bring us together. haha. weird duh... plus minus around 13 years. that is such a long time. haha.

HappY BirtHdaY, k0K!!!

WiSh U aLL tHe BesT....

tAke CaRe,Br0.......

we actually celebrated a be-early birthday with him since he came back. we for dinner and pool left us no time to actually eat the cake. lol. the cake we bought was really really nice. auchhhh....i am hungry now.... =D

time really is not enough. i don't have much time left. got to enjoy every minute and every second that is left.

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LaBouR DaY aka KK's birthday

2009-05-01T00:36:00.004+08:00

today is labour day, huh. all employers and employees, do enjoy yourself on this special occasion to recognise all of your hardwork and also sacrifices. though it just last for 1 day/24hours, but it will be a memorable day to be remember as the day that we do honoured all of you. =)

woke up in the morning and got a call from a friend inviting me for a simple dinner. i do appreciate that. thanks for the wonderful dinner and i owe u. hehe.

went for a movie after that. it was really awesome. =D

a special post just to wish all a wonderful labour day. hehe

oh yea. today is kar khan's birthday.

Happy Birthday, Khan!!!

wish you all the best!!

May God bless You!!!

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A-Z

2009-04-30T00:45:00.003+08:00

got called up to go to yum cha at night because of the return of the 3 mighty one from kl, that is kok, ben and wayne. lol. chatted for awhile before going for pool. all are kinda addicted to pool/snooker because of the recent heat on the movie King of Snooker which i never heard of. lol. back then was basketball and now is pool/snooker. xD then went out for badminton today with the same gang after such a long time abandoned the sport of badminton. wayne came back with a different hairstyle. lol. but this one was pretty better then the previous one. lol.

chemistry is getting harder and harder. from A and now it's in M. i am gonna die by the time it reaches Z. and maths is even worst. it's so hard even just in the beginning. every question which seems so easy but i'll eventually got stucked in the middle of the solution. =P

it's been awhile since i played time is running out. i am gonna appreciate every minute and every second of the time we are gonna enjoy together. that's part and parcel of life.

Praise God that it happened for a purpose!!

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die.

2009-04-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

I HATE SMOKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

people smokes because they want to satisfy their hunger of smoking, not because they enjoy smoking. but why would they smoke in public and make others to suffer as well. that's totally not cool.

having headache, flu, sore throat. everything in one. 3 + 1. lol.

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up up up.

2009-04-21T00:10:00.004+08:00

over sensitive is totally not cool.

let's assume that today is still monday since monday just past 10 mins ago. woke up kinda early today though u slept late because of that stup match between MU and Everton which was totally not worth watching it. went to St. Peter Church for the Fun and Food Fair since that i had promised Dijie of going. those food was extremely expensive but because it was for charity so i should use the word 'cheap' instead of 'expensive'. xD i saw Cheong with the clown costume. he was already a clown without the costume. haha. imagine him with the clown costume. hilarious

my second part of the day was about climbing hill. my 1st time of joining my dad and his friends to 'conquer' the top of kledang hill. so-called rtm station. it took me 1hour25mins to arrive at the top. the whole journey was about 4hours. it was so long and boring. lol.

the orange team. dutch!!! lol

centipede which is even bigger and longer than my fingers. =P

i think the longer one is for tv3 and the shorter one is for ntv7. hahaha

that's for rtm channels. hahahaha.

i'm always sad for some unnecessary things. damn!!!! there is this strong wind blowing now. with those sounds, it is so scary. lol. better off now and hide. =P

Happy Birthday, Jamie.
May God Bless YOu.

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pain.

2009-04-14T11:45:00.000+08:00

i hate liar!!! and i hate being lied. don't make any promise that you can't do it. just getting fed up for the continous lies. =.='

i am now physically exhausted because of the continous playing of balls. football and futsal. duhh. my legs are now in pain.

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ache.

2009-04-13T11:04:00.000+08:00

felt myself kinda emotional lately. being too sensitive in everything that happened around me. although those things might not be true but i can't help myself from stop thinking of that. isn't that weird, feelings are hard to control. how mighty He is that He created human that is so intelligent but yet they can't control back their own feelings. =) praise the Lord. duhh. is that a good or bad thing??

you have changed a lot. i never knew that you will change this much though you might not know about it. but you can't see something by yourself, just by yourself. so trust others.

having a severe headache now because of the continous impact on my head just now. so gonna bang my head now on the bed.

~timid bullier =D~

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war!!!!

2009-04-12T22:04:00.014+08:00

there wasn't really much interesting things happened recently. maybe that was the main reason i didn't blog so often these days.

there is always problems arise although those might not be a-should-be-counted-as-a-problem to those normal person. but to me, it always does trouble me. maybe i am just taking a burden to myself although that i can throw it away to the sea. =.=' but it isn't easy to control it huh...... so, i'll just pray hard.

i missed the reunion outing with moga and philip on friday. due to some clashed of something. it's been awhile since i saw moga. ahhhh. i miss him, and please don't misunderstand me or don't ever try to think of anything dirty. i'm not gay. miss him in term of friend-friend relationship. so sutttttt...... and on that same day also, i was so exhausted. i can't believe i am so so so weak. football on that day was totally a mess. never been in such condition for a long long time. almost 9/10 of my tries to kick the ball, i missed the ball. and instead i kick the 'air'. when i kicked the ball, by right the ball should go in front but in the end the ball went backwards. conclusion, i sucks in football. ipoh padang wasn't that high standard afterall. the field became a swimming pool when it rained on that day. feels like swimming in it. hahaha. those thunders made someone to believe that there is a war going on out there.

went for the school drama. the drama was overall okayyyyy. not really good but not that bad. it is just because of the sound system that the whole drama spoiled. it made everyone present there to guess on what were they singing and talking about on the stage. things would be better if there was a better sound system. but i couldn't expect much from a school standard drama. lol.

i'm kinda shocked knowing things that i shouldn't know. lol. is it a good or a bad thing?? know more die faster?? that's what those chinese always say when ones know too much.. haha.

~a snail actually can speed even faster than a turtle. and the snail always bully the turle xD~

~but at the end, it still lost to the turtle. haha~

and Blessed Easter to all....May God be with all of you....

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tagged again.

2009-04-09T22:11:00.001+08:00

RULE: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real.. nothing made up. If the person before you had the same initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you cant use your name for the boy/girl question.

What is your name : Mun Keat

A four letter word : Moon

A boy's name : Michael

A girl's name : Michelle

An accupation : Musician

A colour : M.................. -.-'

Something you'll wear : Mask. haha

Food : Mini Cornetto xD

Something you'll find in the bathroom : Me.. =D

A name of a place : Malacca

A reason for being late : Moody. LOL

Something you'd shout : MAN!!

A movie title : Mask Rider. LOL

Something you'll drink : Milk

A musical group : idk. =P

An animal : Mice??

A street name : Money Street?? lol

A type of car : Mini cooper (BMW)

A title of a song : Merry go round - YUI

question marks???

2009-03-31T00:23:00.002+08:00

went to kl recently to pay a little visit there. found out that i am in the midst of confusion and having headache. one thing i find out in kl was the nature there. the trees there are much more softer compare to the trees in ipoh. xD when my aunt wanna fetch us back to her place, i basically saw 3 fallen trees lying flat on the road causing a massive traffic jam. unfortunately, 3 of the trees totally block 3 of the main roads back to my aunt's place. =.=' my aunt had no choice but to make a big big U-turn which is actually just a small U-turn to the next street. but because of the traffic, we caught in the jam for almost 1 1/2 hours. it was horrible, terrible and 'vegetable'. one word, BORED!!

one shocking news which i wanted to post it here. which is ................. i think i am gonna take the last choice that is going to form 6. thinking of studying psychology in private U is totally a mess. it is either the tuition and accomodation fees are too expensive or the living cost is too high. its all about money nowadays. no money no talk, got money got talk. duhhh. which is one of the main problem to me now......

"If i wanna do psychology, which one should i take? bio or phy?? Can a person take biology in form6 and go for an engineering degree course and a person taking physics and go for one of the health course e.g. medicine / pharmacy???"

does someone know how to answer my question above??

oh yea. enrolment sunday. overall was okay. i am just wondering whether Dr Ting is a GB officer or a BB officer?? lol. he kept on praising GB and .......... you know .......... =P and i like the way one of our BB boy speak/debate in front of the congregation, GB and BB. how i wish i can be like him speaking in such a way. as usual after service, normal thing happened.

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backu backu

2009-03-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

ignore the title. it just pop up in my mind.

its been awhile since the last time i blog. eh, it seems like i always say this sentence whenever i blog. o.O" what to do. don't feel like blogging recently.

life is getting much more miserable than i had expected. but trying very hard to keep myself standing still for everything that come to my way. notice that most of us are suffering the same symptom here.

course in mind is psychology. but kind of doubted about the job scope in the future. think i am gonna give up HELP. can imagine that the accomodation fee there was more than rm500...... totally worry about the fee but yet i do not wish to go to form6.

oh yea, khan went ns on friday. went out for steamboat with him the day before he left. we tried out a new steamboat restaurant around ipoh padang. a steamboat restaurant which also included western food in the list. cool huh..

oh yea.. that day went to school to certify my certs. in the end, mr sit help us to certify them. in a sudden he ask us to go to Gerakan hq about some JPA stuff. ended up there and got cheated. it was actually a press conference and ask us to 'chiong ken tau'. lol.

bro is back. so sad. he's gonna conquer my pc. =.=' and watched race to witch mountain with my bro. a nice movie indeed. but because i watched with my 'dear' bro, he spoil the show. haha. jkjk a nice movie.

gtg. tmr need to wake up early and go 'pah san'. for those banana, pah san means han san. haha. jk. it means something like walking up to the mountain top.

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kena taggedS!!!!

2009-03-08T23:20:00.003+08:00

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag some people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.Have Fun!

1. What is your name: Sum

2. A four Letter Word: Shit

3. A boy's Name: Shaun

4. A girl's Name: Stephanie

5. An occupation: Singer

6. A color: Sky Blue

7. Something you wear: Shoes

9. A food: Sushi!

10. Something found in the bathroom: Shampoo

11. A place: Shanghai

12. A reason for being late: Still sleeping!! xD

13. Something you shout: SHIT!!

14. A movie title: Shrek

15. Something you drink: Sky juice =P

16. A musical group: Scary Kids Scarind Kids??

17. An animal: Squirrel

18. A street name: Sugar Street??

19. A type of car: Suzuki

20. The title of a song: Summer Song

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Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 15 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. i'm scare of my SPM result that is coming out next week.

2. i like sports. =D

3. i like to listen to music but can't sing. xD

4. i like Yui.

5. just watched the legend of chun li.

6. i can drive and ride already. yay!!

7. my 'panda eyes' are getting more obvious.

8. i need Him!!

9. i like watching tv.

10. i hope i can go for college than to form6. hehe

11. patience is important.

12. i like to enjoy life. hehe

13. i wish i can get good result in my SPM.

14. missing each and everyone of my friends.

15. i'm squeezing my brain here just to do this tag. xD

i tag :

idk. any random friend of mine. just feel free to do it if u want. hehe.

coconut relieved

2009-03-04T23:03:00.004+08:00

it's been a while since i blog. so i decided to blog again although that i didn't really want to blog.

recently went for a course about sports. some leadership thingy. although that it seems bored but kinda enjoyed the whole process there. really learned alot of things that can be apply in my life in future. wasn't that convinced to go at the beginning of the story but at the end i went there and enjoyed. haha.

got tanned today. it was suprisingly super hot today. that's why i am currently enjoying my refreshing and delicous coconut here. WOW!! syiok ar!!!! xD

jz printed out my report at my uncle's place which basically took me about days to complete it. have to squeeze squeeze and squeeze my long term rested brain to function again. haha.

kinda thinking about the course i should/might/would take after this. have to squeeze my brain again. duhhhh......

i'm sweating now. it's so hot!!!!!!! i wonder how winter is in those countries which have 4 seasons.

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request granted.

2009-02-24T23:05:00.005+08:00

i'm gonna blog due to some of my friend's request.

last friday was my former school's sports day. and i am sad to say that BB lost this year. just managed to be the 2nd runner up of the march pass. hopefully that we can get back the trophy next year.

this was the 1st time i saw this friend of mine twice in 2 days together with the mother. lol. there were like dozens of things happened these few days. this that this and that. my brain just couldn't bear with it. mentally tortured. one thing haven't solve and the other arise. duh.......

it comes to and end. i didn't know whether the ending would be a good thing or a bad one. i felt so guilty and even now i still feel so guilty. i didn't know whether my decision to make it come to an end would be a wise decision. =.='

you're the voice i hear inside my head

-out-

gonna be it

2009-02-19T11:50:00.001+08:00

finally i can legally drive on the road. and i did. it was worst then the test itself. driving my dad's car was the hardest thing that can ever happen. it was like an antique. totally different with other cars.

i did something really embarrassing today. couldn't imagine that i can ever make such a mistake. never did i saw someone do this thing except for some really really unavoidable incident. 'kepala perlu masuk lubang' lo. =/

went for their drill practice just now. just like last year, drill practice at night. it was okay. though some of them are still not up to the standard yet but i think if they can do a lil better tomorrow, they have a bright chance to grab the trophy.

~the nicest pic that is visible by all. [haha]~

-out-

body in command.

2009-02-18T21:22:00.003+08:00

kinda in a mood that is hard to be expressed. hmmm, i'm like in lazy mode. don't feel like doing anything but just lay down on the bed and sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep and nothing else. my whole body was like pulling me down and ordering me to stop doing everything and just slack here. duh, what the heck happened to me?? something is wrong with me. fix me back!!

currently license-less. can't legally ride or drive anything. soon soon soon. i can. xD gonna be back to the road. hehe

my hamstring is so pain now. because of my lazy attitude recently to warm up. =P now i'm gonna suffer. ZzZz.

acs sports day is on friday. i don't have the feeling that BB is gonna win again this year. less training. less commitment. but hopefully everything will end well. pray God will lead them to victory once more. =]

[somebody save me]

-out-

belated valentine!!

2009-02-15T22:31:00.003+08:00

kinda lazy to blog recently. happy belated valentine!! hehe

valentine is totally not related to me. the day was utterly normal to me. but have to stand under the sun to help them in training for the sports day march past. kinda in a worry for them. and went for badminton at night which nearly took my life away. i was so so so so tired that day.

went to jj and s*** today. lol. my 1st time. its fun and exciting. haha.

-out-

Hot.

2009-02-09T21:27:00.002+08:00

i don't even realise that i was so busy today until stev said so to me. lol.

i finally saw esan. ahhhh. i miss him la. his way of speaking. unfortunately he gonna go soon. duh.. sad... had a great time chatting with him. hehe.

ahhh, today was so so so hot. the weather was so dry and hot!!! it can just kill me if i stay longer under the sun. and i hurted my toe again just now. aiyoh..... my whole 10 toes are gonna gone soon. lol

my both legs had no more feeling now. i am so so so wore off. eyes getting heavier. feeling like panda eyes are gonna pop out. =/

-out-

tagged by irene.

2009-02-09T13:12:00.003+08:00

100 truths
001. Real name → sum mun keat
002. Nickname(s)→ ah sum
004. Zodiac sign → leo
005. Male or female → male
006. Elementary → wesley kindergarten
007. Middle School → SRK ACS
008. High School → SMK ACS
009. College School → don't know yet
010. Hair color → black?
011. Long or short → short
012. Loud or Quiet → depends.
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Both
015. Health freak → i think i am not. =P
016. Drink or Smoke? → i hate smoker!!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? definitely! everyone does.
018. Eat or Drink → Both
019. Piercings → not now. haha
020. Tattoos → nah...

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → maybe in the future. =D
024. First best friend → chia wei??
025. First award → swimming (primary)
026. First crush → secret.... haha
027. First pet → is my sis's pet counted as mine?? haha
028. First big vacation → can't remember.
030. First big birthday → ermm, last year??

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → nothing.
050. Drinking → nothing.
052. I'm about to → go out.
053. Listening to → Summer Song - Yui
054. Plans for today → enjoy..... haha
055. Waiting for → SPM and college day.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Absolutely.
059. Want to get married? → Yes
060. Careers in mind → fields of psychology or engineering

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → both. =P
070. Shorter or taller? → shorter then me.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → equally both.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → both.
074. Sensitive or loud→ a bit on both.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → haven't yet.
081. Ran away from home → nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → never try before.
083. Killed somebody → definitely not.
084. Broken someone's heart → i wish i didn't. but yes.
085. Been arrested → surely not. haha
087. Cried when someone died → so far nope. but in the future yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → not really. that's why i did badly in everything.
090. Miracles → YEA!
091. Love at first sight → will it last long? nah.
092. Heaven → yup.
093. Santa Claus → no
094 Tooth Fairy → no
095. Kiss on the first date → nope.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yea yea.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → depends.
099. Do you believe in God → yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → can i don't?

i choose not to tag others. but anyone who wanna do tag this tag, please help yourself. hehe.

abandoned and pickup

2009-02-08T23:37:00.005+08:00

got abandoned. got pickup.

jason was so so so 'active'. in a sense that he can even damages your ears. and also damages you mentally.

parents got a trip to old folks home today. leaving me alone at home. it was so so so boring.

today was a busy day for every races especially in perak. 3 main places for each and every race to gather.
for malays : in front of the Menteri Besar's residency. for the don't know what meeting. protesting.
for chinese : as far as i know, many were gathering at a temple near sam poh tong (opposite hillcity) for chap goh mei.
for indians : i think i do not need to explain anymore. it's thaipusam. they were all over the town area. haha

i'm really really tired now. ~yawn~

[i can't keep my mind off you]

-out-

suprises!!

2009-02-04T23:42:00.007+08:00

a day full of suprised.

today is the day of don't what what and what. and my mum was so excited about today. the day when th gravity of th earth is the strongest. in this case, even an egg can stand up still. unbelievable? believe it. haha. my mum asked me to wake her up at 12.45am today. she wanted to make the egg to stand. but at the end, nope. then in the evening, my mum suddenly called me and ask me to try again. and this time i did it at the 1st try. wow. incredible. haha.

this was the fake 1.

and this was the real 1!!

cool, huh? haha. and please do not think that this egg is a fake egg which u think there is magnet in it. it's a real egg which my mum bought from market.

then another thing. i hit my toe today. i mean i hurted my toe. internal bleeding. darn pain. can hardly walk properly now. arghhhH!!!! i better no show the pic because it will terrified you. =/ i am paining now. trying to poke the place where the blood gathered underneath my skin. but it was like poking a stone. so hard.

~paining now~

-out-

drugs!!

2009-02-03T23:12:00.003+08:00

now i am addicted to driving. maybe that it is still something new to me. i wanna drive!!! on my own!!!

some pics from the kl trip:

the red carnival.

4 of us in a big pirate ship!

imagine how empty is sunway lagoon when we can easily play any games that we wants to. there was only 4 of us in this big big big pirate ship which usually filled with 'hostages' the last few times i came.