Hatred

hatred! is every human in this world have to live with hatred buried in them without others can even notice it. but how can someone not lead into hatred?

life is so hard. just face the reality of the world.

bro just went back on sunday. he felt so fun just to back here for only 2 days. sunday was a so boring day. the whole day was so empty for me. nothing to do, nowhere to go. almost the whole day i had stayed in my house except the breakfast time.

then monday was also a boring day. my main activity for the day is just went for chem tuition. and before the tuition starts, the weather suddenly changed and rain heavily. almost gave up and don't go for the tuition. but luckily at last i did went. Hehe.

i am so sleepy now. got to sleep.and gonna blog soon. hehe

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all the same

first saturday of the raya holiday. finally it had come. one month had just past. this year puasa was kinda short compared to past few years.

i slept around 2am yesterday but woke up at 6am this morning. i am totally weird. went for BB meeting this morning. after such a long and stressful time i spent for exam, now it's time for me to just relax myself for a while. =P went there with ph'ng, khan and wayne.

the meeting's activities was like those where we left over. lol. but the woshipping part was still as dull as last time. it was the worship leader fault after all. it was those members' faults. they just refused to open their mouth to sing. weird huh.

then we joined the primers in the CE part. Mr David thought us about the 4 spiritual laws of Christianity. it was interesting.

he said that " Just as there are physical laws that govern the physical universe, so are there spiritual laws that govern your relationship with God."


LAW 1
~ God loves you and offers a wonderful plan for your life.

God's love
~ "God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, thatwhoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal live" (John 3:16)
God's plan
~ "I came that they may have life, and might ave it abundantly" (John 10:10)

LAW 2
~ Man is sinful and separated from God. Therefore, he cannot know and experience God's love and plan for his life.

Man is sinful
~ "All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" (Romans 3:23)
Man is separated
~ "The wages of sin is death" (Romans 6:23)

LAW 3
~Jesus Christ is God's only provision for man's sin. Through Him you can know and experience God's love and plan for your life.

He died in our place
~ " God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8)
He rose from the dead
~ "Christ died for our sins... He was buried... he was raised on the third day, according to the Scriptures... He appeared to Peter, then to the twelve. After that He appeared to more than five hundreds..." (Corinthians 12:3-6)
He is the only way to God
~ "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, and the truth, and the life, no one comes to the Father but through Me" (John 14:6)

LAW 4
~ We must individually receive Jesus Christ as Saviour and Lord; then we can know and experience God's love and plan for our lives.

We must receive Christ
~ "As many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God;even those who believe in His name" (John 1:12)
We receive Christ through faith
~ "By grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as result f works that no one should boast" (Ephesians 2:8-9)
When we receive Christ, we experience a new birth
~ (John 3:1-8)
We receive Christ through personal invitation
~ [Christ] "Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if any one hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him" (Revelation 3:20)

that's the overall content of the CE class. interesting huh. haha

oh yea, the whole gang came back except one that was late. so didn't saw him the time we went back. yeam, weng khong and also fish. haha. all were once my respected seniors. and now they are still. i really do admired some of them. weng khong and yeam is gonna fly to Germany. i am so jealous of them. will i ever be like them, get the chance to get a full scholarship for oversea studies? =0

then went to mcd to have our lunch. the spicy mcshaker fries was so so so ewww. it's all msg. after ate the thing, my mouth always like cramps. lol. weird. i regretted to order that 'thing'. "."

tuition time then. gtg now.

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a day of leisure.

school today was so relaxing. haha. didn't had any lesson today. haha

early in the morning, went to scout dent for a little lepaking time there. hehe. because of the prefect installation thingy during the assembly. lol. then went back to class. chat till recess.

then it was basketball time again. lol. it was so fun afterall.

went for cf. cf was so plain lately. nothing really special about the meeting. just worshipping and sharing only. but during the sharing time, we were all bullshitting there. haha.

ishh. bro is back. rushing me to pass him the connection net. haih. gtg.

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finally.

it's all ended. i mean just trial. the real war is just in front of me. so be prepared. >.<

this would be the first time that i could not finish up my add maths paper. and this would be the first time that i will fail my exam. so i am rather nervous now. i hope that those result will not pass back to us. those marks will sure break my heart. 'fully'. haih

straight after exam, went for a little relaxation. 'basketball'. haha. then went back to class and rest. suddenly jojo came in and ask us to go to chem lab. we refused and this time pn.ooi came to look for us. haha. we were like playing hide and seek/ police catch thief game. haha. she chased after us. haha. maybe it is one or our way to release stress. haha

then after school went for badminton. wow. long time didnt play badminton. my arms were like lost control. haha. can't control my own arms. xD

tuition. football. haha. insane.

i am so tired now. sleepy. ~yawn~

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almost there

the exam is gonna end soon. i am kinda happy because it's finally gonna over. but whenever there is happiness, there must be sadness. did not do well in my trial. and spm is nearer. -.-'

just taking a lil break. gonna die soon if exam is a never ending story. i can see the big panda eyes on me. eshhh. help. couldn't have enough sleep lately.

aikss. i am stuck here.

gonna blog later if there is enough time. xD

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Dull life.

life is getting dull lately. everyday seems to pass on so fast and peacefully. everyone is like so quiet recently.

yesterday was dull AGAIN. i only can remember the tuition time that i had to go through at noon. bio tuition. there was so many people present yesterday. maybe it is because next week is still exam and everyone might just want to stay at home and study.

there was just wayne and khan came yesterday in our gang. everyone stayed at home for thier self-declared holiday to do their revision.

then the whole day was like bla bla bla. at home facing the tv, pc and not forgetting 'books'.

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farewell party for 'oldies'

it will always come to a time when we have to say goodbye. whenever there is a hello, there must be a goodbye behind it.

today was exam as usual. after ended, went to cf. it was kinda plain though. but the scripture unnion minister thingy came to give a talk to us. divided into groups. a group with ljuan, ph'ng, hong and jian ai. talk talk talk, discuss discuss discuss and it came to and end.

it was jian ai's birthday today. or should be yesterday. then everyone planned to sing a birthday song to her. birthday birthday! haha. and it was choong keng's birthday as well. wow. so many people are having there birthday today. xD

then today is joan's birthday pulak. HappY BirtHdaY to all of you!!

went to myc as usual. got some bad feeling about someone acting in some kind of ways. and i dont really like it. but try to adapt to the real world i am gonna face soon le. there will be plenty of it. =p

then after tuition, went to the cf and primer farewell party in myc. the barbeque night was overall better than i had thought. everyone was just hilarious there. heard that Mr Liew cried because he was touch by Holy Spirit. then the water throwing ceremony was conducted after the barbeque session was over. everybody was kinda wet at the end of the ceremony. haha. however, the unlucky me got ambushed by a sudden attack from the behind. BACKSTAB. haha. that's the impolite word to describe it. haha.

then saw. the party was overall very interesting and fun.

[it's you i will never forget]

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konnichiha

welcome welcome to the insane world of joker! haha. emm. i am a first timer here.

just simply got dragged by friends to use blogspot instead of xanga.
according to mr ben, he said that xanga is so boring and everyone that was once a xanga user had already become a blogspot user. so, got simply influenced by friend ady. haha

activity of the day : tuition!

weird thing of the day : woke up at 12pm++ totally insane. i had not been sleeping until 12noon since the day i went to my aunt's house. omg!

problem of the day : i can't study at all. shit shit!! i am gonna die very soon. please prepare a coffin for me. =P

news of the day : anwar did not form new government. and i am totally agreed with Datuk Zaid Ibrahim decision and reasons. xD

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