Wednesday, December 31, 2008

goodbye 2008!!!

just wanna write my last post of 2008 here. so, i'll just make it short because of the time concerning.

HaPPy NeW YeaR!!!
WisH evEryOne tO haVe a WondErfuL YeaR aHeaD!!!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008


time flies..........

from time to say hello and now its time to say goodbye...........

wayne and ben gonna go for 1st intake to taylor. so today we kind of hang out together b4 they leave. games and lunch.. thought of going kbox to release tension and to scream our voice out. but in the end, the plan was cancelled. bcz most of us dun wanna sing. not cool.

hang out together till dinner. and chat lots of things there. jokes, craps, bullshits, and MEMORIES!!! thats what the most unforgetable moment of schooling life. MEMORIES!!! the days we spent together in BB. the challenges that we faced, the laughter that we shared, the pain that we endured, the friendship that we built really worth of remembering.

we chatted about the past on how we spent our days in BB. bring back lots of memories. really lots. no wonder everyone said dat schooling days were the happiest day of our life.

oh yea. when we were in this restaurant, we met stuart. he was shorter then me. =P still remember the day when i 1st joined BB, he was my officer. and he was much more taller then me. but now i was taller than him. proud nyer. haha. they pushed me in to greet him and in the end only me and philip talked to him. he ask us to persuade our dreams.

'i am sorry'


Sunday, December 28, 2008

muhibah christmas.

there was this muhibah christmas celebration yesterday at stadium. it was a huge event. went for the rehearsal in the morning. bla bla bla. and suddenly pop, kok came in from the no where. i was so suprised dat time. haha. chit chat for a while before went back to church.

den went again there at 6pm. saw the other companies of BB there. if i was not mistaken, it was the 2nd and 4th kampar. it was a big group who performed the GOH. its been a long time since i drill. haha.

the goverment expected so many to come but in the end, the stadium was not even full-seated. xD the BB and GB of ipoh just have duty as ushers.

there was this glitters(some glowing things that often used during concert) that we have to give to those people. but in the end, we took so many and played. especially the GBs, the took so many and wore it. lol. we were more of enjoying ourselves there then enjoying the concert. haha. juwita suwito's voice was nice but the songs were kinda plain for the night. made me even sleepy. hehe.

after the concert, went yum cha with chee khoon, kah loon and the others. only managed to reach home at 12.30am.

tonight weather was so terrible. this was the 1st time i saw such thunder strike in front of me. in this moment of thunder, i cant even open my eyes to see the thunder. it was so bright. one bang and the whole mgs and the Hotel Fairmont next to it blank out. no electricity. how funny it will be if during the 1st day of school, there was no electricity. haha.

now the weather was calmer.


Friday, December 26, 2008



izzit too late for that wishing?? christmas is over.

went for the candle light service in wmc on christmas eve. the service was boring but had to bear wif it till the end. i really missed the worship time during yldp. huge diff compared to the service's worship time. the interesting part, candles time. thanks to my friend, the wax split all over my hand. the feeling was jz lik moving a frozen hand. lol.

next destination was at wah nam kopitiam. went thr wif the myf gang, edwin, chee khoon n kah loon. chit-chat thr till 11pm++. the most interesting part thr was the awful drink they made. wif the ingredients of soup of the curry mee, fries, chilli n tomato sauce, the wedges'sauce, ice and tauhu. the smell was lik those overnight leftovers. and dun ask me about the taste, cz i nv tasted it. when u move ur face near the drink, the smell will push u away. lol

then went for a drink in moven peak wif frens. opps, shud highlight the word drink.

and during christmas, when to teluk batik. imagine a dumb fella went to a beach when he is sick? dats me!! oh gosh.... i m still sick la.

christmas had jz ended. sad case. but i noe dat the joy of christmas will be wif us all around the year.

so bring the song of joy to everyone..........

'Christmas, isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart.
Somewhere deep inside you, is where Christmas really starts.
So give your heart to Jesus, you'll discover when you do.
That its Christmas, really Christmas for you.'

happy belated birthday, Jesus.

again. wish all of u a merry and blessed CHRISTmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, December 23, 2008

back and sick.

jz came back frm kl yesterday. let me highlight the everyday journey in kl.
1st day

journey to kl by train. the going journey was way better den de back journey. it was a facing front journey. it took about 3 hours to kl. it was so boring. afta checked in in ymca, went to pavilion n klcc. both place were really really high-class. dun really have the money to buy stuffs there. so it was jz walk walk and walk there. it really drained all of our energy there. boys are totally diff frm girls. girls can stand and walk in shopping complexes for hours. but for boys, it is really hard la.

2nd day

woke up really really early and went to sunway. we arrived before even sunway open. den saw many pro ice skating there. saw a few girls kept on turning turning turning and turning there. i wonder why they were not dizzy? haha. bought a ticket to go for 3 parks there. extreme park which was totally not extreme, amusement park and wet park. kinda wasted to go for the extreme park. when in the pirate ship that turn more than 360degree, chia wei sat beside me. he screamed jz next to me with super duper high frequency. lol. it was a bad day for me. i lost a band that was kinda worth rm15 and i poured hong's drink. haih. the wet park and amusement park were much more better den de extreme park. really really enjoy the wet park and amusement park. de last game we played was the teapot thingy. it was so dizzy when the teapot started to swing. afta dat camp, i feel like wanna puke cz i was really dizzy. this time kinda play less than the previous time i was here. after the sunway lagoon thingy, we went to cc. its so hard to find a cc near our place whr we stay. so we kinda hang out around thr till midnight.

3rd day

woke up kinda late. went to times square after our so-called breakfast. it was really really boring thr la. it was jz me shopping thr. all were like jz window shopping ni. =.=" not fun at all. den went to sungei wang. we watched the match of chong wei vs peter gade. chong wei jz squeezed him with jz his tiny finger. xD the environment there really make me sleepy. headed to chinatown den. it started to rain. have to walk under the rain. luckily there was a huge roof there. so din get wet hehe. jz bought a shirt there. it was jz walking again. they dun like to buy clothes one la. so its really tiring to walk without buying. den went back to our hostel and go to the nearby mamak shop and watched liverpool vs arsenal.

4th day

woke up kinda late too. den we checked out and have our breakfast and lunch together. took our stuffs to midvalley. our luggages. it was really really heavy. went to this san francisco was so high class. den we took a bus back to kl sentral and took our train back to ipoh. the train was so so so cold. i was freezing back thr. and it was a going back journey to ipoh. but luckily din really feel dizzy after previous trip dat i went last 2 year is really more fun and syiok.

the time when i went back frm camp, i was ady sick and now i am still sick. arghhh. something is wrong wif my body now. help me.

visited a doctor dis morning bcz of my sickness that hasn't been better since i back frm camp. den went to jj today wif some of my schoolmates. some will be going for ns this sun and some will be going for 1st intake. so its like a farewell hang out. hehe. watched "YesMan". the show was hilarous and nice.i like the way jim carey acted. his comedy stuffs were hilarous. xD

this movie was hilarous.. xD

yldp pics:

the 'ipoh mali' gang dat is not complete...=]

the Cassia group..xD

'uncle' charles and mepart of my group b4 leaving
the last day of camp.
the joker and the crazy girl. [she cant stop laughing]

kl trip pics:

a sot guy watching tv. xD

our 1st night in KLCC. hehe

the view of sunway lagoon. o.O

on bridge in sunway lagoon. =D

our future breakdancer. haha

the day in pavilion.....

the night view of the street. peaceful. (compared it with the morning traffic)

the night view of KLCC. pretty. xD

the bed is summoning me now.


Thursday, December 18, 2008

next destination.

my next destination is KL.

going on a trip with my friends. it will surely be an 'adventurous' and nice trip. so i think i will blog on it when i am back.

gonna pack my stuffs now. and one more thing. i havent get those pics i took during the camp. hopefully i can put it in my next blog.


Tuesday, December 16, 2008

i'm back!!

wow, really been a long time since i blog. caused of camp and also the pc prob. can't really do anything bout it. but now i am finally back on track.

just only back from YLDP camp in tapah. the camp was really really AWESOME!! not for the 1st 2days, but soon after dat, the real fun finally started. xD althought that almost all of the activities for the whole camp were kinda same, but it was really really fun. can't really describe that. haha

[higlighted events]

1st day
-the ice breaker kinda suckie. ask us to und some braille's code thingy. ishh.
-then i found myself in the group of CASSIA!! cassia rocks. haha. do sounds like 'cassiopeia', think it spells this way. that's a maple's world. xD
-the 1st day team building was very challenging. obstacle course, up the hill and down the hill blind folded and the stream thingy which need us to use our mouth to take up that stupid fork from the stream. =P
-the worship part, was really really cool. how good if BB have such a great worship? =P
-just gonna cut it short. all the plenary sessions were really really awesome. really struck my heart and everyone's heart. pastor daniel singh was really good in it. how he really gave it out. (gonna post his photos up soon,hopefully can)

2nd day
-everyday was the same. the earliest wake up will be me and dibin. haha. just dont get why. haha.
-the total time i have to spend in the level level thingy were 12hours. can u imagine that. gosh!! i just got off from school and now still need to sit there and listen those lecture. =.="
-the 2nd day team building session was so tough. had to carry a person to go to a very very very far place blindfolded.

3rd day
-the 3rd day team building was kinda easy but hard. we need to sit and discuss to prevent the egg from cracking or breaking. played before in the marathon madness. th2 2nd time play and its also the 2nd time i break it. =P there were even some group made a parachute for their eggs. haha. got one fella, really good la. cakap banyak-banyak bout law of physics, bout pressure la, force la. haha. but at the end, breeekkkkk. xD

4th day
-this time team building,we played 'Amazing Journey'. which was just like Amazing Race. it was fun after all.the 3rd team to finish. hehe.

5th day
-arghh, this was the best day of the camp. haha. abigail was finally back. she was sick for the past few days. so she was kinda dull. now she was alive. timothy was also back. calvin was also back. during the preparation time, all i can remembered was the jokes we made there. haha. really miss the time there la.
-have you ever heard of a jeepoghini?? that's calvin's idea. haha.
-play in the stream 99 today. my whole body was soaked in water.
-the fun night. it was really hilarious. andrew became the king of the day. do some stupid and funny stuffs there. really laugh my ass off. haha. that's why i don't know how to describe it. haha. i only know that my jaw was aching. the "bangsai boys".

last day
-there was nothing special about the last day, so i'll just cut it short.
-the end.

My team : Cassia [~hannah~abigail~timothy~joanne~su ee~calvin~clement~me~]
Joker of the camp : Nicholas (mouth really full with craps)

~gonna post those pics up as soon as i get them~

i am really really sick now. whole body didn't have enerdy, whole body aching, fever, sore throat, dizzy. . . . . . . . . .

really gonna go now. if not i'll faint in front of this pc. and yes, one last thing, i got back my connection line which was currently because of the pc malfunction. but now, it's all done. xD


Sunday, December 7, 2008

gone for another week.

wow, it's been awhile since i blog. my pc had officially shut down forever. in a state of cannot be repaired. =[

this holiday was really really weird. when you are busy, you will be busy until u don't have time to do other stuffs. but if you are bored, you will be bored to death. and that's me.

just gonna blog about some highlight of my past few days.

hong's birthday. just went out with him and together with kok, philip, steven, ben and wayne to play basketball. shit, it was so hard for me to keep myself fair. kinda meditate at home for few weeks at home during spm to get fair. but now it just took me a few hours to become as dark as last time. haih. and that's why when i went back home after the basketball thingy i got a little lecture from my dad.

then at night. planned to go for steamboat. thought there will be hundreds of hong's supporter to celebrate his birthday with him, but ended up 9 only appeared. xD that's me, philip, kok, steven, wayne, moga, bal, khan and esan. but with our own version of joker there, everyone was so happy that day. haha. bal did a great job to entertain everyone there. haha. this was the first time esan joined us in such activity. hehe. we just stuff him with food with a reason that he will be going to ns soon. and now only i realised that esan can eat more than moga. xD

bal just disturbed the waiter there just like how he disturbed others. haha. shhh. don't tell him. hehe. our tradition of celebrating for the birthday boy : cake on the face. =D that's what happened on hong's face. but this time, there was a little bit more than that. khan suddenly ended up in the same fate as hong. haha.

steven's graduation dinner/night.

wayne fetched me and hong to casuarina hotel. the dinner was there. when i arrived there, i was like "omg! who are they? why are all so mature?" haha.why did everyone put such a thick makeup? even some guys. haha. what to do.... it's a big night for them.

blablabla. and the mc, jason was so familiar. it was my uncle's friend. saw him before this. hehe. that fella really good in talking and making people laugh.the highlight of the dinner was the performance part. a smi guy aka 'gou lou' really good in performing. i mean in acting. he acted to be girl in the stage with tissue paper on his neck as the scarf and tissue paper in the shirt as the fake breast. haha. not an environmental friendly guy. lol. he was really good in shaking his body. that performance was really the most hilarious one of the night that caused me jaw ache. i admired their thick face in acting without fear of others to laugh at them la. xD just unlucky to get that phone. arghhh. i want that phone. haih.

after that part was a camwhoring session. flashes everywhere. ahhh!! pain. steven was like the centre of attraction. it was so hard to even want to take a pic with him. camwhore the whole night. friends, non friends...... lol. because of my stupid malfunction pc, i couldnt get those pics. ishhh. so, if i got a chance, i will post it later.

when for another steamboat yesterday. shouldn't have said it was a 100% steamboat. there was also frying there. arghhh. die!! ate too much lately. i had gained so much weight recently. can barely run. =.=" have to start exercise more after this.

kinda in a rush now. only will get a chance to post after the camp. wish me luck......


Saturday, November 29, 2008


finally get my chance to go and learn how to drive. haha. finally. i had waited for century long to drive. whenever i saw my dad or my friends drove, i always wished that i was in that place driving the car.

tomorrow have to wake up early to hear lecture somemore altho i had finished my schooling days. aitsss. this sucks.

today went out in the evening to myc. they are having some outreach thingy. joined them for the games. the 1st game was something like musical chair.

the 2nd one was like transferring the chairs from one place to another while we were all standing on it.

we kinda lost the 1st 2 games because of the gamemaster. pilih kasih. ishh. obviously helping the other group. >.<

the 3nd one was like captain ball. everyone crossed their hands to make a circle while holding a crumple of newspaper and throw it into a container holding by the one on the chair. me and kinwai had to guard the opposite team from throwing the newspaper into the container. ahh, this game was the most tiring one. haha. we lost the

then the other game was something like fear factor style. the gamemaster ask a question and we need to answer it. a correct answer and we can put whatever we like into a bowl of spagetti ( chilli sauce, tomato sauce, pepper, soya sauce, coke and also cereals) gosh. the end product was so so so.. . . . . . . gross.. . . . . . . lol. but it taste kinda nice. 1st taste, sweet. 2nd taste, spicy. and the 3rd taste was sour. haha. then the 4th taste was the mixture of all. haha. it was kinda nice somehow. that's the reason irene ate so many and also because that she didn't have her lunch. haha xD

we skipped the last few games and also the dinner. we left early and went for our own dinner. then headed to cc. hehe.

the decision you make shows ur bravery and also stupidity. i do admire you bravery but not the stupidity. no offense.


the begining. . . . . . .

everyone whould think that this is the end. but for me, it's just the begining of the end.

fortunate, this morning woke up without headache. the headache had followed me for the past few days.

today was my first day to see how Mr Liew's wife really look like. . . . . . .shhhhh. she was like so big diff from Mr Liew. haha. Mr Liew looked younger. shhhhh. haha. when the time i saw her, she was like looking at me with such a weird look. she stare at me while laughing. felt so uncomfortable. luckily there was a window to block me from hearing what she was saying. haha.

felt like wanna go to kl with my mum this sunday la. it's been awhile since i went there. miss there a lot la. =[

i am gonna miss onlining la. after sunday, i dont know when will i get the chance to online. my stupid pc. . . . arghhh.

~let every death be A honourable one~


Friday, November 28, 2008

i'm back!

finally...... spm is over. a new era of colonisation has just begun. hehe.

i'll just stop talking about the exam. had a few regrets for my exam. so, what's over is over now. let the past be the history.

there are just something diff about this time exam. there just aint any excitement when the exam is over. how come? izzit because that there are so much of regrets for my exam? arghhh, forget about it.

wheee, the most important thing is that the exam is now over. xD so, we did went and hang out together for the rest of the day after exam. we all went to moga's house to bath before going to jj.

so, we watched twilight there. the movie was so . . . . ermm, how to say. boring? not really. there are some parts in the movie that was kinda nice. ahh, plain. the storyline was kinda plain. think that would be a good word to describe it. =P no offense to those who like this story. i never read twilight in book before but the movie was not really nice. a no ending movie. and there is no suspen and plain. =P

the movie was already not nice, and it was a dark day for philip. he lost his wallet in the cinema. but luckily for him, he found back his wallet that was empty and those important ic and license were all there but the money was all gone. let it be a lesson lo. what to do.

we then went to cc. its been a long time since we hang out together in cc. its was fun afterall. hehe.

went back home late at night yesterday. so dad face was like so so so black. ahaha.

pc fly away ady la. so cant online so often la. haih. why must be in this time? haizzzzzzz


Wednesday, November 5, 2008

got tagged by jill.

Dear Jill,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when I threw up with George Bush and his wife and I saw you sit on my avocado plant. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand the middle-east. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when I think of Oprah Winfrey imitations.

Go burn, Sum.

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.

___12___,-Your name-

1.What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is overRed - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

i tag: whoever that wanna do this. =]

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

HappY DeePavaLi

that's what i want to say first and foremost. HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all, no matter you are celebrating or not, just wish you a happy deepavali. haha.

wow, this is the first time ever i celebrate deepavali with my schoolmates. unbelieveable! it wasn't that bad after all. hehe. went to moga's house for dinner with philip, ben and hong. i was shocked the time when we arrived. almost 70% of the guest were chinese. weird huh. but it was real. haha. jude and jothis were there too.

saw back the BM teacher that taught me when i was form3. haha. his look was still the same and i still remember his voice. haha. felt so hilarious when thought of the way he taught me. haha.

spm is getting nearer but i can't concentrate in my studies. it's based on one theory, 'study and forget'. then how am i suppose to finish up everything before spm. besides, i don't feel like studying recently as well. arghhh. i am doomed. plan to count the day till spm ends. 30 more days to go. haha.

she is just so cute. =D


Friday, October 17, 2008

sick again-again-again

body immune system is kinda bad lately. just an easy case for me to get sick. just talk about this morning. once i woke up, my body was so heavy. everything is just so heavy. and, eventhough i had off the fan and sleep for while more but i felt so cold. and the most important thing was, there seems to be a 'thing' poking my back. 'backstabber' -_-" making my back so pain since morning.

but still continued my journey to school. the classroom's environment was so cold. no jacket, no sweater and just a thin piece of cloth. i was frozing this morning.

after school, i saw a mother. a responsible and patience mother. she waited for her daughter so so long but she seems still patience to wait for her daughter. kinda jealous of the daughter of her. haha. wish that my dad is like that too. =/

everything seems to be getting worst.

just came back from some badminton thingy. body feels kinda relieve now. haha. weird body. =P
everyday seems to be raining. rainy days had arrived.

So I'm going to go see you right now,
that's what I've decided
I want to have you listen to this song,
that I have in my pocket
Quietly, I turned up the volume,
to make sure that it was there
[help me to forgive and forget]

Friday, October 10, 2008

sick again again.

that's the only title that i can think of right now thanks to 'someone'.

but actually, i do feel sick now. not physically but mentally. feels really sick to blog recently. maybe because of the way many had been acting lately.

eventhough there was a lots of things for me to write about here, but there just seems to be something in my heart that stops me from doing it. aiyoh. maybe i'll just try to blog 'less' starting from now. hoping that it will help to cure my mental sickness. hehe.

today, 'OPS RAMBUT'!! what a name to describe the 'operation' carried out by the school. what a copy cat. government had been handling with Ops Sikap and here goes the Ops Rambut in the school. lame. xD

school today was so boring. it was so boring until i can't really describe the day of mine in school. =P but one thing to remember, friends do change our life no matter in house or in school. hehe. glad they are there.


Sunday, October 5, 2008

sick again.

~friday night~
i got sick AGAIN. this time is even worst. felt like vomitting. my stomach felt so weird.

and the whole day was only sleeping to me. vomited in the middle of the night. slept from the morning till evening.

so fast and hols is gonna end today. gonna get back to school tomorrow. wish everyone who's gonna sit for any exam luck.


Saturday, October 4, 2008

tagged by boon and ben

1. What’s your ambition?
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
~for now, my friends. =P
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
~not at all. life is precious.=]
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~in certain 'field'. but not really have 100% confidence.
5. How many babies you want?
~haven't think about it yet.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
7. What is your goal for this year?
~surely, full A1s in spm. and enjoy my life.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
9. What's a perfect girlfriend like to u? (List 10)
~love me?
~shorter than me?haha
~not boyish
~not too talkative
~good attitude
10.What feeling do you love most?
~i'm easily satisfied with everything. so, in everything i enjoyed. xD
11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
~love me and supports me in everything i do.
12. is there anything you wanna tell the ppl you hate ?
~that's a harsh word to describe them. "i'm trying to like you"
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~there's no doubt in it. definitely.
14. What does flying means to you?
~up the sky?
15. What is the purpose of life?
~enjoy life! xD
16. Who's hotter,Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
~who are they?? o.o'
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
~there are 2 people who tagged the same tag to me.
1st(same age but my senior?)
2nd(same age,older than me?)
18. What have you done to yourself that make yourself happy?
~never regret in everything that i did?
19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
~the day that i was borned so that i can do everything again. =D
20. What are your fear(s)?
~too many. i'm a human. too many fears are normal.
Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. i choose not to tag anyone since that every friends of mine had been tagged.

Friday, October 3, 2008


it was a terrible day yesterday. slept only about 5 hours in a diff environment. so it's like not so comfortable. ended up with a serious flu yesterday. =,='

was out almost the whole day yesterday. went for tuition in the morning. seated in the first row of the class. its totally sucks. i hate to sit in the front row. blocking the view of the students behind, lost the freedom to do other things during the class and hard for me to raise my head up to look at the board in front of me. ended up with a neck ache after the class. i had hardly pull my head up to look at the board, but i just use my ears to listen only instead of using my eyes to see. haha

then headed to parade for lunch with friends. the food there was so not delicious. the food in the menu was so nice and there was egg and chips on it. but when the food was served, the egg is gone and the chips are gone too. liar! eshhhh.

went for ANOTHER tuition after that. it was a tortured to go for 2 tuition in a day. can't really concentrated in this tuition. besides, i was having a serious flu that time.can't even breath normally, and how am u suppose to concentrate normally. haha.

luckily i exercised and sweat. that's the best medicine ever. flu straight went off. haha. found a way to cure flu. is to exercise and sweat more. xD

then went to night market with my cousins and her friends. ended up laughing on the way back. haha.

the connection was so slow yesterday. i can't enter many of the sites that i wanted to. hate the connection. -.-"

Tuesday, September 30, 2008


hatred! is every human in this world have to live with hatred buried in them without others can even notice it. but how can someone not lead into hatred?

life is so hard. just face the reality of the world.

bro just went back on sunday. he felt so fun just to back here for only 2 days. sunday was a so boring day. the whole day was so empty for me. nothing to do, nowhere to go. almost the whole day i had stayed in my house except the breakfast time.

then monday was also a boring day. my main activity for the day is just went for chem tuition. and before the tuition starts, the weather suddenly changed and rain heavily. almost gave up and don't go for the tuition. but luckily at last i did went. Hehe.

i am so sleepy now. got to sleep.and gonna blog soon. hehe


Saturday, September 27, 2008

all the same

first saturday of the raya holiday. finally it had come. one month had just past. this year puasa was kinda short compared to past few years.

i slept around 2am yesterday but woke up at 6am this morning. i am totally weird. went for BB meeting this morning. after such a long and stressful time i spent for exam, now it's time for me to just relax myself for a while. =P went there with ph'ng, khan and wayne.

the meeting's activities was like those where we left over. lol. but the woshipping part was still as dull as last time. it was the worship leader fault after all. it was those members' faults. they just refused to open their mouth to sing. weird huh.

then we joined the primers in the CE part. Mr David thought us about the 4 spiritual laws of Christianity. it was interesting.

he said that " Just as there are physical laws that govern the physical universe, so are there spiritual laws that govern your relationship with God."

~ God loves you and offers a wonderful plan for your life.

God's love
~ "God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, thatwhoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal live" (John 3:16)
God's plan
~ "I came that they may have life, and might ave it abundantly" (John 10:10)

~ Man is sinful and separated from God. Therefore, he cannot know and experience God's love and plan for his life.

Man is sinful
~ "All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" (Romans 3:23)
Man is separated
~ "The wages of sin is death" (Romans 6:23)

~Jesus Christ is God's only provision for man's sin. Through Him you can know and experience God's love and plan for your life.

He died in our place
~ " God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8)
He rose from the dead
~ "Christ died for our sins... He was buried... he was raised on the third day, according to the Scriptures... He appeared to Peter, then to the twelve. After that He appeared to more than five hundreds..." (Corinthians 12:3-6)
He is the only way to God
~ "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, and the truth, and the life, no one comes to the Father but through Me" (John 14:6)

~ We must individually receive Jesus Christ as Saviour and Lord; then we can know and experience God's love and plan for our lives.

We must receive Christ
~ "As many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God;even those who believe in His name" (John 1:12)
We receive Christ through faith
~ "By grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as result f works that no one should boast" (Ephesians 2:8-9)
When we receive Christ, we experience a new birth
~ (John 3:1-8)
We receive Christ through personal invitation
~ [Christ] "Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if any one hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him" (Revelation 3:20)

that's the overall content of the CE class. interesting huh. haha

oh yea, the whole gang came back except one that was late. so didn't saw him the time we went back. yeam, weng khong and also fish. haha. all were once my respected seniors. and now they are still. i really do admired some of them. weng khong and yeam is gonna fly to Germany. i am so jealous of them. will i ever be like them, get the chance to get a full scholarship for oversea studies? =0

then went to mcd to have our lunch. the spicy mcshaker fries was so so so ewww. it's all msg. after ate the thing, my mouth always like cramps. lol. weird. i regretted to order that 'thing'. "."

tuition time then. gtg now.


Friday, September 26, 2008

a day of leisure.

school today was so relaxing. haha. didn't had any lesson today. haha

early in the morning, went to scout dent for a little lepaking time there. hehe. because of the prefect installation thingy during the assembly. lol. then went back to class. chat till recess.

then it was basketball time again. lol. it was so fun afterall.

went for cf. cf was so plain lately. nothing really special about the meeting. just worshipping and sharing only. but during the sharing time, we were all bullshitting there. haha.

ishh. bro is back. rushing me to pass him the connection net. haih. gtg.


Thursday, September 25, 2008


it's all ended. i mean just trial. the real war is just in front of me. so be prepared. >.<

this would be the first time that i could not finish up my add maths paper. and this would be the first time that i will fail my exam. so i am rather nervous now. i hope that those result will not pass back to us. those marks will sure break my heart. 'fully'. haih

straight after exam, went for a little relaxation. 'basketball'. haha. then went back to class and rest. suddenly jojo came in and ask us to go to chem lab. we refused and this time pn.ooi came to look for us. haha. we were like playing hide and seek/ police catch thief game. haha. she chased after us. haha. maybe it is one or our way to release stress. haha

then after school went for badminton. wow. long time didnt play badminton. my arms were like lost control. haha. can't control my own arms. xD

tuition. football. haha. insane.

i am so tired now. sleepy. ~yawn~


Wednesday, September 24, 2008

almost there

the exam is gonna end soon. i am kinda happy because it's finally gonna over. but whenever there is happiness, there must be sadness. did not do well in my trial. and spm is nearer. -.-'

just taking a lil break. gonna die soon if exam is a never ending story. i can see the big panda eyes on me. eshhh. help. couldn't have enough sleep lately.

aikss. i am stuck here.

gonna blog later if there is enough time. xD


Sunday, September 21, 2008

Dull life.

life is getting dull lately. everyday seems to pass on so fast and peacefully. everyone is like so quiet recently.

yesterday was dull AGAIN. i only can remember the tuition time that i had to go through at noon. bio tuition. there was so many people present yesterday. maybe it is because next week is still exam and everyone might just want to stay at home and study.

there was just wayne and khan came yesterday in our gang. everyone stayed at home for thier self-declared holiday to do their revision.

then the whole day was like bla bla bla. at home facing the tv, pc and not forgetting 'books'.


Saturday, September 20, 2008

farewell party for 'oldies'

it will always come to a time when we have to say goodbye. whenever there is a hello, there must be a goodbye behind it.

today was exam as usual. after ended, went to cf. it was kinda plain though. but the scripture unnion minister thingy came to give a talk to us. divided into groups. a group with ljuan, ph'ng, hong and jian ai. talk talk talk, discuss discuss discuss and it came to and end.

it was jian ai's birthday today. or should be yesterday. then everyone planned to sing a birthday song to her. birthday birthday! haha. and it was choong keng's birthday as well. wow. so many people are having there birthday today. xD

then today is joan's birthday pulak. HappY BirtHdaY to all of you!!

went to myc as usual. got some bad feeling about someone acting in some kind of ways. and i dont really like it. but try to adapt to the real world i am gonna face soon le. there will be plenty of it. =p

then after tuition, went to the cf and primer farewell party in myc. the barbeque night was overall better than i had thought. everyone was just hilarious there. heard that Mr Liew cried because he was touch by Holy Spirit. then the water throwing ceremony was conducted after the barbeque session was over. everybody was kinda wet at the end of the ceremony. haha. however, the unlucky me got ambushed by a sudden attack from the behind. BACKSTAB. haha. that's the impolite word to describe it. haha.

then saw. the party was overall very interesting and fun.

[it's you i will never forget]


Thursday, September 18, 2008


welcome welcome to the insane world of joker! haha. emm. i am a first timer here.

just simply got dragged by friends to use blogspot instead of xanga.
according to mr ben, he said that xanga is so boring and everyone that was once a xanga user had already become a blogspot user. so, got simply influenced by friend ady. haha

activity of the day : tuition!

weird thing of the day : woke up at 12pm++ totally insane. i had not been sleeping until 12noon since the day i went to my aunt's house. omg!

problem of the day : i can't study at all. shit shit!! i am gonna die very soon. please prepare a coffin for me. =P

news of the day : anwar did not form new government. and i am totally agreed with Datuk Zaid Ibrahim decision and reasons. xD