Tuesday, October 28, 2008

HappY DeePavaLi

that's what i want to say first and foremost. HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all, no matter you are celebrating or not, just wish you a happy deepavali. haha.

wow, this is the first time ever i celebrate deepavali with my schoolmates. unbelieveable! it wasn't that bad after all. hehe. went to moga's house for dinner with philip, ben and hong. i was shocked the time when we arrived. almost 70% of the guest were chinese. weird huh. but it was real. haha. jude and jothis were there too.

saw back the BM teacher that taught me when i was form3. haha. his look was still the same and i still remember his voice. haha. felt so hilarious when thought of the way he taught me. haha.

spm is getting nearer but i can't concentrate in my studies. it's based on one theory, 'study and forget'. then how am i suppose to finish up everything before spm. besides, i don't feel like studying recently as well. arghhh. i am doomed. plan to count the day till spm ends. 30 more days to go. haha.

she is just so cute. =D


Friday, October 17, 2008

sick again-again-again

body immune system is kinda bad lately. just an easy case for me to get sick. just talk about this morning. once i woke up, my body was so heavy. everything is just so heavy. and, eventhough i had off the fan and sleep for while more but i felt so cold. and the most important thing was, there seems to be a 'thing' poking my back. 'backstabber' -_-" making my back so pain since morning.

but still continued my journey to school. the classroom's environment was so cold. no jacket, no sweater and just a thin piece of cloth. i was frozing this morning.

after school, i saw a mother. a responsible and patience mother. she waited for her daughter so so long but she seems still patience to wait for her daughter. kinda jealous of the daughter of her. haha. wish that my dad is like that too. =/

everything seems to be getting worst.

just came back from some badminton thingy. body feels kinda relieve now. haha. weird body. =P
everyday seems to be raining. rainy days had arrived.

So I'm going to go see you right now,
that's what I've decided
I want to have you listen to this song,
that I have in my pocket
Quietly, I turned up the volume,
to make sure that it was there
[help me to forgive and forget]

Friday, October 10, 2008

sick again again.

that's the only title that i can think of right now thanks to 'someone'.

but actually, i do feel sick now. not physically but mentally. feels really sick to blog recently. maybe because of the way many had been acting lately.

eventhough there was a lots of things for me to write about here, but there just seems to be something in my heart that stops me from doing it. aiyoh. maybe i'll just try to blog 'less' starting from now. hoping that it will help to cure my mental sickness. hehe.

today, 'OPS RAMBUT'!! what a name to describe the 'operation' carried out by the school. what a copy cat. government had been handling with Ops Sikap and here goes the Ops Rambut in the school. lame. xD

school today was so boring. it was so boring until i can't really describe the day of mine in school. =P but one thing to remember, friends do change our life no matter in house or in school. hehe. glad they are there.


Sunday, October 5, 2008

sick again.

~friday night~
i got sick AGAIN. this time is even worst. felt like vomitting. my stomach felt so weird.

and the whole day was only sleeping to me. vomited in the middle of the night. slept from the morning till evening.

so fast and hols is gonna end today. gonna get back to school tomorrow. wish everyone who's gonna sit for any exam luck.


Saturday, October 4, 2008

tagged by boon and ben

1. What’s your ambition?
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
~for now, my friends. =P
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
~not at all. life is precious.=]
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~in certain 'field'. but not really have 100% confidence.
5. How many babies you want?
~haven't think about it yet.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
7. What is your goal for this year?
~surely, full A1s in spm. and enjoy my life.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
9. What's a perfect girlfriend like to u? (List 10)
~love me?
~shorter than me?haha
~not boyish
~not too talkative
~good attitude
10.What feeling do you love most?
~i'm easily satisfied with everything. so, in everything i enjoyed. xD
11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
~love me and supports me in everything i do.
12. is there anything you wanna tell the ppl you hate ?
~that's a harsh word to describe them. "i'm trying to like you"
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~there's no doubt in it. definitely.
14. What does flying means to you?
~up the sky?
15. What is the purpose of life?
~enjoy life! xD
16. Who's hotter,Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
~who are they?? o.o'
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
~there are 2 people who tagged the same tag to me.
1st(same age but my senior?)
2nd(same age,older than me?)
18. What have you done to yourself that make yourself happy?
~never regret in everything that i did?
19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
~the day that i was borned so that i can do everything again. =D
20. What are your fear(s)?
~too many. i'm a human. too many fears are normal.
Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. i choose not to tag anyone since that every friends of mine had been tagged.

Friday, October 3, 2008


it was a terrible day yesterday. slept only about 5 hours in a diff environment. so it's like not so comfortable. ended up with a serious flu yesterday. =,='

was out almost the whole day yesterday. went for tuition in the morning. seated in the first row of the class. its totally sucks. i hate to sit in the front row. blocking the view of the students behind, lost the freedom to do other things during the class and hard for me to raise my head up to look at the board in front of me. ended up with a neck ache after the class. i had hardly pull my head up to look at the board, but i just use my ears to listen only instead of using my eyes to see. haha

then headed to parade for lunch with friends. the food there was so not delicious. the food in the menu was so nice and there was egg and chips on it. but when the food was served, the egg is gone and the chips are gone too. liar! eshhhh.

went for ANOTHER tuition after that. it was a tortured to go for 2 tuition in a day. can't really concentrated in this tuition. besides, i was having a serious flu that time.can't even breath normally, and how am u suppose to concentrate normally. haha.

luckily i exercised and sweat. that's the best medicine ever. flu straight went off. haha. found a way to cure flu. is to exercise and sweat more. xD

then went to night market with my cousins and her friends. ended up laughing on the way back. haha.

the connection was so slow yesterday. i can't enter many of the sites that i wanted to. hate the connection. -.-"