A little catching up

Human are just creatures that never can be satisfied. No matter how much they had received, they will never ever say enough for what they have. When they received something, they will begged for more. That's how pathetic human can be. That's how selfish human can be. But we as human being can't be blamed because we are just imperfect creature though we claimed to be the most advanced creature in this planet.

'An idle brain is the best place for Satan' ~ How true this statement can be. No matter how much I've been keep telling myself that I had changed, the true fact is that I never change. The same old me is still in me, taking charge of me though not completely. The same stupid and childish thinking still haunt me till today. Feelings are just hard to control. But I want to say now that I WANT TO CHANGE. I want to be in-charged back of myself. I want to control my feeling instead of letting my feeling to control me.

The one day KL shopping trip was tiring but rather nice. One thing to be remembered, the money I spent on food was more than I spent on my clothes. There was this bunch of friends (who are quite irritating) sat on the same train and monorail from Ipoh to KL and from KL Sentral to Times Square. How coincidence yet irritating that was. Another coincidence fact was we met up in the train back to Ipoh with my old friends who were in the way back from Singapore. One of the EXTREMELY tall friend of mine joke all the way back to Ipoh, joking loudly as if the whole train was ours. *come take picture come take picture ~ kampai* that's what he always shouted. How amusing that was. I was trying so hard to opened my eyes and close my nose to listen to him.

Tg. Tualang seafood lunch was indeed a nice one. It's not only about the food I consumed but the time I spent with my Form6 friends who I had lost contact for so long. The food and especially crabs were definitely finger licking good. That's no doubt about it.

The result is out today. I don't expect much but then thank God for everything, the unexpected result. One thing I won't forget, never to compare with others no matter what. This time result publication wasn't that happy to me because of something. I feel sad but then as you said, happy is better than being sad. Cheer up no matter what happen as I'm here, always. SMILE.

Now I'm waiting for that time to come , the time when we'll be able to meet again. :-)

The Time as it is...

Once upon a time,
when things were seems to be perfect,
thoughts will eventually appear in your mind,
like tiny little plants growing from the ground,
but as Time passes,
it will be gone without you noticing.

Time became as important as gold to human,

racing and rushing because of it,

but because of time,

things change, living and dead,

though people might notice it,

nothing will they do,

as they claimed it is the process of life.

Houses are meant to be shelter of life,
serve for a purpose to keep warmth around,
but when the purpose is neglected,
spaces in it will remained as spaces as it is,
as Time passes,
tiny little solid dirt will build up,
dust as we human called it,
covered each and every corner of it,
leaving gap in between of the living and the dead.

New houses will be in attention,
old houses will remained empty as it is,
continue to be forgotten as it is,
but yet nothing can they do,
as human claimed it is the process of life,
leaving the old and moving ahead with a new beginning.

That's what Time meant to be,
as it serves its purpose.

A short trip to KL

Life is full of decision-making situation. Every single moment we might have to make decision and we have to live with the result that might came out of it. There is no good or bad, wise or stupid decision. Every decision lead us to different direction in our life. Though there might not be good or bad decision but there are just some decisions that we make which we regret because the outcome of the decision might be awful and saddening.

I had this chance of following my aunty to KL a few days before Christmas but I had ignored it. The decision that made me regretted. I should have follow her to KL instead of staying in Ipoh. Noone will know why except you. This might be the most regretful decision that I had made before the beginning of a new year. I missed the chance of fulfilling my joy and excitement. Every night staring at the computer without having a chance to stare in reality was really saddening.

I went to KL just a few days after Christmas. This was really a short holiday in KL for me. And I celebrated New Year in KL. I celebrated New Year last year in Kuching and this year in KL. 2 consecutive years of celebrating New Year in a foreign land other that Ipoh. But this New Year was rather special to me. I get to celebrate New Year with someone that I had never celebrated New Year with. I get to.................................................. How amazing and nice it was though I was in KL.

This KL trip decision was rather sudden for me. I just decided to go 2 days before that. Main purpose there was to shop. I only managed to go to MidValley and Sunway due to the limited time. The main point was, all of my meal during my stay in KL were Japanese food. Incredible!! I'm becoming a Japanese guy.. The most incredible Japanese meal was in Rakuzen. I have to admit that the food there were extremely nice. The sashimi was awesome. It actually melts in my mouth without having me to chew it. It was so fresh and soft. YUMMY!! And not forgetting the incredible dessert - ice cream.. It was SUPER DELICIOUS!!! The green tea and chocolate ice cream. It was just like the size of your thumb. The taste of green tea was so extremely thick and NICE. The green tea ice cream was like covered with green tea powder and once you bite it, the powder will covered your teeth while the ice cream within the powder will melt and flow out. Awwwww!!!!! IT WAS AWESOME!!!!

It's been like only 2 weeks but I feel like it's been years since I'm back.. Life is just torturing.